Friends Forever

revive ba blogggg

2010-12-17T00:16:00.004+08:00

REVIVEDDD! hahaa hmm wah i nvr blog for 3 months++ omggg! finee shall summarise the gist of each monthhh! haha

Leftover of Aug: hahaa it's pretty much jus mugging and more mugginggg oh i had swollen eyes one dayyy :( but my friends persuaded me convincingly to go homeee haha and i missed pe and phy(the more useful lesson)

Sep: more mugging (duh) and also had to go thru with PRELIMSSS! lol caught vampire suck.. wah reli suck eh.. lol not as nice as the trailer showsss!

Oct: had timed prac with actual timing! endless! had farewell assembly tooo.. i think it was better this yr.. lol more funny and can see the effort the teachers put in! lol hs and i ponned abit of the assembly near the end! :P had a few consultations with mdm woon (not my teacher) but i think she's better than my actual teacher! a few hrs with her beats all the time i spent with my actual teacher this whole yr! hehe.. oh not to forget EVEN more mugging! i think i've never mugged so much in my whole life! i feel like all the mugging i've done these 2 years is equivalent to all the mugging done in sec sch and pri sch added up!!

Nov: ahhh a's arrivinggg! lol had chem paper firsttt! and finished 2 sub in the 1st week! a's continued for 2+weeks! lol had gj to help me with phy like 2 days before p3! lol like superr last min! but it's better than none! lol and pretty much played the days away after phy p3 when i'm still left with phy p1! lol like 6 days away! lol so my playing means meeting up with old fren like fn, pa tuo-ing LOL, swimming with hs! then like one day before the exam then reli got down and studyy lol.. then right after last paper jiu went plaza singapura to buy some materials to make ch's presenttt haha then spent every night making ittt loll it's also the first time i spend sooo long making someone's presenttt! <3 then also went henderson walk with ch and had a wonderful surprise in the rain! lol kinda fated to be caught in rain whenever i'm with himmm hahaa

Dec: wah finally reached the final month! lol wah spent almost everyday after a's playing to the fullest and i seriously mean fullest! lol like going out until 7 then come homee.. lol spent the first few days of dec choosing and buying prom stuff! realised at the end tt buying these stuff cant go town! will not buy anything in the enddd! lol end up wasting timeee zzz.. then of cos it's time for the final thinggg - promm! lol had our cousin's gf help us with nails and makeup! loll she's terrific! haha! then i also went to do my hair with ch at some hair salonn! lol but my hair din lastttt zzz! lol so sadddd i wan my curlsss! lolll.. then cab down with ch, cousin and her fren and met up with hy and all the classmates sitting at the same table! haha! got daniel ong for mc! he's funny and engaging! lol and the activities were very interesting toooo! haha maybe i was comparing too much with nh's prom lol but seriously aj's prom is much better than nh's! lol took lots of photos tt night too! haha and it ended on a nice noteeee haha.. then next day went to celebrate jf's early bday! lol surprised (kinda) him at his house then gj and nick come up with some idea on making jf go on a treasure hunt for his present around the blocks near his housee.. loll then nat (the photographer!) and adwin and me go pei jf around the hunt while nick and gj go hide the present and give weird hintsss.. got one is 4police and we're supposed to know the unit no of the place is sth-4999! loll! then waited for jf to shower then we all went fish and co and by then hardy and andy joined us! lol first time i go out with such a large crowd of guysss lolll quite surprised tt they didnt make me feel left out! haha! then still walked ard dhoby ghaut until orchard central there! wahh i didnt know got a superrrr long escalator like tt one in ion! lolll and there's a rooftop garden up there! and someone say if we look out from the garden will see a building nearby tt look like a shaver -.- lolll ok la it looks abit like la.. lol then had yoghurt<3 hahaa and chat then i took 190 home! wah i didnt know got a bus stop near 313! lolll like 'found out new mainland' - direct translation! then a few days later went for a job interview but failedd lol but it might be a blessing in disguise! :) also went to catch 'hello strangers' with ch! it was hilarious esp the bae yong jun parts!! hahaaa! then next day he flew off to bali lerrr.. haiz! so i hav to plan my days fulfillinglyyy! loll went kbox with wen then went for some music event on the floating platform with sy! lol but it was all oldiessss like 50s and 60s kindddd super old! lol but i enjoyed my mac's haha somemore it was cheappp haha cos i buy the $2 oneee haha! then next day, jun, may and hf came over my house and we chatted and mahjonged! lolll another great time with old frensss! haha.. then went for h8 dinner at mos! haha! love the milk teaaa! lol then mon went shopping with mummm (awwww) hahaa our purpose was to find clothes for work-and-recycle-for-cny if possible! lol i think it's a pretty fulfilling day! lol then we went to spent $250 at causeway for some promo loll super funny and interestingg hahaa! next day went for my first ever korean lesson!!! hahaa it was fascinating and got a good teacher! haha! then went shopping at jp with cousinsss lol oh then finally met him for awhileee <3 haha then on weds went kbox with jf, gj, adwin and hardy loll wad a singing experience hahaa! funny day! hahaa! and jf u reli shld go join aj idol or aim for xing guang! hahaa! then today was also events-packed! lol.. went to see skin doc in the morning then went for kor lesson 2 and kbox with wen againnn! lol oh and i started to catch a still ongoing kor show - 'mary stayed out all night'! it stars my fave actor and actressss! jang geun suk and moon geun youngggg! hahaa! omg! <3 loll then now loading goguma wgm! thks for the link jf! haha

k laa dunno if anyone will read this once-dead blog anymoree but i nida go watch wgm lerr so signing off now! see this blog very soon (hopefully) XD

stand by me

2010-08-06T21:36:00.004+08:00

BOA'S HURRICANE VENUS IS OUTTTTT

hahaa loves the song 'stand by'!!! hahaa its a balladdd~ like FINALLY! her korean album out liaoo.. at first hear the style of her hit songs from the album got abit worried cos they are those lady gaga type songs.. yucks.. lucky out of 11 songs got 5-6 ballads~ woohooo..

hmm whr to start updating my post.. its been quite some time since i've written a real post.. lolll.. summarise by months ba.. hahaa.. june was mugging days.. i've nvr mugged so hard before.. in a week got at least 5 days filled with studying and jurong east lib become my second home liaooo no joke.. the food also try finish le.. loll.. then july is filled with mid yrs and the trauma from it.. seriously.. results nvr sucked so much before.. it's a first and hopefully the last! lol.. then one day randomly asked fn to come stayover and chatted alot loll.. then we decided to go museum on the following sunday.. actually is i wanna go la.. cos it's freeee so asked fn and later xy.. went sg philatelic museum (stamps collection), chijmes, sg art museum and took tons of pics! and i love my curls! hahaa.. then <3 24.07.2010 loll.. on the last week of july, got career talk.. went for engineer, accountant and tourism one.. apparently they are all wad i'm interested in.. loll.. but tourism isnt exactly a job.. haha but the career i wanna be got sth to do with tt.. kinda.. service sector de.. tt day reli got me thinking on wad course and wad job i wanna take up.. hmm.. got a clearer idea of wad i wan.. but it's nth noble or permanent.. haiz.. on the other hand, still got my far far away de NASA dreammm.. haiz.. back to sch.. been having tests now and then ever since we got back mid yrs results.. and this week set the record le.. EVERYDAY got tests/timed prac.. zzz.. lucky over le.. haiz but not like the days ahead will be easier to get by.. hope i'll still have the luxury of time now and then to do random stuff like 925.. lol.. mr looh keep reminding us to do alot of work in these 4 days.. wah so stressed laa.. zzz.. i wanna go cd shop!!! lol ok random thot.. loll shall end this post here ba.. i wan boaaa

尝过苦与甜才算看清楚爱情的模样

something i love more than stars

2010-07-25T02:27:00.000+08:00

행복 행복 행복 행복 행복 행복 행복 행복 행복 행복 행복 행복 행복 행복 !!!!! hahaaa

When the stars are in my eyes

2010-07-23T17:21:00.003+08:00

Westlife - When A Woman Loves A Man

When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
The only moment in a life
That happens the same time
Is when a woman loves a man

She'll be a mother and a child
Sacrifice her days and nights
And no other will exist
She'll put her life in every kiss
When a woman loves a man

And you'll be amazed at when you're stumbling
She'll fight for you
And won't let you give in
She'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man

A soothing breeze always blows
Somebody understands another soul
It's like the planets have aligned
Every sentence has a rhyme
When a woman loves a man

Oh, you'll be amazed how when
You're needing it
She'll fight for you
From the beginning to the end
And she'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man

It's the greatest gift of all
Knowing tht unconditionally
She'll catch you when you fall

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooohh, yeah
When a woman loves a man

When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
She'll be a mother and a child
But all at the same time
When a woman loves a man

She'll be your air,
She'll bring you life
She'll make me sacrifice
When a woman loves a man

动听音乐与歌词

2010-07-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

锁住时间-S.H.E.

是桃花染红等待的脸
是鸳鸯弄皱三月的湖水
是春风围绕把我们圈在里面
思绪飞舞成蝴蝶

一并肩哪里都像花园
一牵手做每件事都像庆典
一谈心聊天走进另一个世界
有梦就会实现

锁住时间让感动蔓延
你的手心许着盟约
oh一起锁住时间留更多纪念
最爱剪贴属于我们的细节

在不能见时种下思念
任思念开花结果长成眷恋
将眷恋串成独一无二的项链
吻在你的胸前

锁住时间让感动蔓延
你的手心许着盟约
oh一起锁住时间留更多纪念
最爱剪贴属于我们的细节

我确定这次不会一眨眼
快乐就剩下照片幸福就剩下怀念
我听到真心碰到真心的瞬间
发出了清脆铃声像音乐美得人落泪
说一句肺腑之言让天听见
做一件无怨无悔的事让天看见wooh
会不会天就忘了转动时间wooh
看着我们的故事嫉妒又赞美

锁住时间让感动蔓延
你的手心许着盟约
oh一起锁住时间留更多纪念
最爱剪贴属于我们的细节
锁住时间留更多纪念
最爱剪贴属于我们的细节

你不会-S.H.E.

第一次拥吻以前我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂多渴望永远
贴心后嘴角的甜摩擦后眼角的咸
一起懂爱和真爱的差别
你送的杯子里面还装着温热感觉
你给的每个纪念都排在窗沿
相机是牵手两年围巾是东京五天
界线是又哭又笑的道歉
我不相信你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会把我们的爱踩碎
我不相信你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会
不心疼我拒绝被看见的泪

当初被激烈反对你安静却没妥协
对我更好来瓦解别人的偏见
我生气时总几天我倔强口不择言
是你请把我当情绪沉淀
我不相信你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会把我们的爱踩碎
我不相信你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会
不心疼我拒绝被看见的泪

我不相信重来的幸福在脱轨
你不会你不会你不会留残酷让我面对
我不相信累积的回忆都损毁
你不会你不会你不会舍得我
留一滴想乞讨的泪

H8! (L)

2010-06-04T00:51:00.003+08:00

♥

刮风这天
我试过握着你手
但偏偏雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久
我才能够在你身边
等到放晴那天
也许我会比较好一点
从前从前
有个人爱你很久
但偏偏雨渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易
又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后
你好像还是说了拜

♥ H8 outinggggg!

in a flashhhhhh~

2010-05-16T16:30:00.003+08:00

wowww so much things had passed and it's because there's so much i'm very lazy to blog themm! hahaa..

let's start with my bday! haha lolll i think the best bdays i've had are those i had after i got in jc.. loll.. thanks to the class girls and guys for their presents! hahaa and participating in the video that i was surprised they also play a part in! hahaa speaking of the video, thanks to my cousins who came up with the clever idea! hahaa.. thanks to them for choosing out my present and making a photo "book" too hahaa.. toucheddd! also thanks to all those who participated in the video! like got class peeps, sec sch frens, sec sch cca frens and harmoc peeps! then i still rmb after my last lesson i got no one to eat lunch with me then was very bummed out.. and then i see AUDREY looking for me.. then i went with her to the umbrella area where i see OG10 there! awwwww~ hahaaa they were there to celebrate my bday with meee! hahaa.. so sweet and pei me eat lunch! somemore i saw like some of them earlier and i tried to hint them wad day is it and they all PRETEND they dunno! hahaa made me sad for nth! lolll.. anyway this was reli sweettt! then after my lunch had to rush off to HARMOC! haha.. and my last celebrations of the day was with the crazy and funnn h8 (harmoc westsiders 8)!! haha xy saw a bag with a star and asked some harmoc frens to go hunt for it and this guy tried to test out wad colour i'd like more with a stupid lie which i bought! lolll! anyway thanks to harmoc peeps for the singing of bday song, to some of them for choosing the gift and to h8 for eating ajisen with me!! hahaa! anyway it ended on a perfect note! <333

after it, it was intense practices for harmonica concert! loll.. had small grp practice and band practice! oh and went to choir concert on one of the practice days! hehe.. anyway choir was great! as always! haha.. oh and our sch started some civics elective thingy and i went for yogaaa.. hahaa first session and i nearly fell aslp cos it was too comfortable.. lolll.. then pe also started games.. and our class got handball! played tgt with 1409 girls.. then the most recent game which was our 4th handball session, it reli made us play tgt! haha.. it was tiring but fun.. it reli felt like a very good game.. haha and ms tay asked us to say hi to each other next time we meet! haha and some of them attempted which was pretty funny.. haha..

oh ya haven talk abt the harmoc dinners tt a group of us are having after almost every harmoc prac.. official or unofficial prac.. hahaaa gradually nearing the concert the dinner get later and later and the worse case scenario is mac! loll cos other restuarants would be closed.. but every dinner would be funny and interesting ttm! hahaaa.. can never have enough of them.. as long as our wallets allow us.. then eventually THE BIG DAY ARRIVES! CONCERT DAY! ON 7 MAY! also our student conductor's bday! haha.. i think our concert was terrific!!! hahaa.. it's like my first performance ever in my life! somemore got a small grp like center of attention.. very nervous but it feels so shiok at the same time! hahaa.. and the feeling where ppl from the audience call yr name is also very shiokkk! hahaa.. saw my family.. and some class peeps.. but i cant see hy and hs!! ahhh~ was finding them all the while.. saw fn, hz and steph too.. and my mad cousin and her frens at the gallery area! hahaaa! the actual concert is just a blast! hahaa actually made ppl miss having rehearsals, band practices, small grp practices after everything ends.. and it's like reli reli reli miss them! aww~ many of us were pretty emo when we realised how important harmoc meant to us.. the people in it and the playing! seriouslyyy.. sighz reli dunno wad will happen henceforth just hope tt everyone still have dinners tgt! outing tgt! and mugging sessions tgt!! hahaa.. then after concert went to have midnight supper with h8!! to also celebrate bk and may's bday! may's bday is at midnight so we sprung a surprise on her when we suddenly sing bday song for her at 12 midnight and when she was napping for awhile.. lolll! super fun! hahaa.. then gave her her longawaited polaroid! lolll and she was like superrrr happy! like wake up in an instant! then cabbed back home when it all ends! cos no train liaooo! hahaa this special day also ended on a perfect noteee!

oh then on mother's day, went to sakura to eat.. like abit typical huhh.. loll but tt branch we went was pretty good.. oh back to sch, our class very lucky like keep missing afternoon pe where i heard ppl just run and run! like 8 rounds those kind! to train for the upcoming x country even though napfa is over! but of cos the missing pe is not all gd.. cos it eventually caught up with me.. like i feel tired more easily during handball sessions! sianzz.. and i dun feel motivated to run and suchhh.. oh yaa my phy spa is over! no more hands on phy spa liaooo! and chem spa is coming, like TMRRRR! zzz.. heard its very harddd! as compared to phy at least!

then this morning very funny.. like suddenly heard my mum calling me to wake up and she asked me if i wanna go msia.. then i'm like 'no?' then it's like my whole family went msia this morning! likee so last min! no one says anything ystd! -.- funny siaaa.. so i've been slacking all day! lolll gotta get back to slacking with other meansss.. bye!

April No Fool Day

2010-04-01T23:03:00.004+08:00

woohooo finally it's april! time really flies! almost half of my class peeps alr turned 18 liaooo! dunno so old gd anotttt.. if you're 18 and on cruise then it's fun! u can do a ton more things on cruise!! every yr i go thr, i'll think when i'm 18 i will do this.. do that.. butttt the cruelty of reality is... YOU DUN ALWAYS GET WAD U WAN! how sad is it tt i'm going onboard cruise tmr and i'm onli days away from being 18! ahh!! siannn.. talk abt this cruise trip wo jiu qi! so many days to choose to go and pian pian zhong these few days DIRECTLY before my napfa!! how am i supposed to enjoy myself and eat all i like when i know napfa is just RIGHT after this tripppp! arghhh talk about suayyyy!

these few days i've actually been doing my hw!! wheee.. i'm sooo proud of my achievement ystd night! i actually sat at the table and do my econs essay part A and B without being distracted or give up halfway!! woww! :D but i feel that even after doing my hw i barely scraped through this week! omggg.. then i look towards next week and MORE hw pile up! how to dooo! arghhh.. maybe i feel the motivation to do my hw this week cos ITS ONLI FOR 2 DAYS and i know i CAN surely dong through these 2 days! lollll! highly likely now that i think about it!

wahh i just realised march is mainly about harmoc! i wrote it so many times on my calendar! lolll.. harmoc prac twice a week w/o fail and the harmoc camp during march hols where i got to know terrific people! like flower very nice smell (hua xiang), xinling, shuhui.. these are the j1s i'm more closer to after the harmoc camp! haha and some other j2s like rachelleeee, weiling, yinmin and xiuluan.. hahaaa one of them is actually more crazy than wad she appears on the outsideee! haha shant say out sooo obviously! loll.. anyway all those in my grp made my whole camp rewarding, FUN AND NOT DREADINGGG! hahaa i realise i hav a tendency to be more 'crazy' in harmoc dunno whyy.. maybe cos everyone can anyhow get high and crazy with me! hahaaa but practices are getting more interesting and fun! and not yet mentioning harmoc dinner!! hahaa the highlight of the practices siaaa! the dinner gang sometimes may change but the ppl involved are all great fun! hahaa and our convo all classic siaaa! lolll in short, great time with these peeps esp the west side dinner gang! :)))

now for some highlights of the month! the jj lin mini mini concert! held by a church grp in singapore.. i didnt know the ppl from the church will put up a musical which is actually pretty nice! although the story plot is cliche but i actually know and like ALL the songs they sing! so quite cool!! and not forgetting my GREATEST COMPANION AUDREYYYY! hahaaa didnt know i can get sooo high on tt day and it wont be possible without audreyyy! hahaa <333 next up is the class dinner with ms ms at shokodu!! its a jap food bazaar with a wide variety of jap food!! went to walk around the bazaar for rounds and rounds with HUIYINGGG to choose our meal.. but the conclusion for the place is still 'ex and not full enough'.. lolll.. but the ambience not bad.. hahaa.. but still, the dinner has a certain significance.. our greatest chem teacher ever - ms ma!! we'll never forget her!!! even if we must say goodbyeee :'( then after we part with everyone, a certain missy feel like she has not been out for 'long enough' sooo we went shopping at raffles city.. amazingly both of us did buy sth from the place! hahaa coool! sooo happy! like nan de have such a rewarding shopping trip! :)))

today isnt much of an april fool's day.. didnt reli get pranked (not tt i wan) or pranked others.. lollll it might as well be another normal dayyy.. oh and i <3<3<3 KIMI NI TODOKE!!! ESP CHAP 40!!! hahaaa!! so sweeeet! loll.. kazahaya&kuronuma :D

ok lah nida go slp liaoo dad wan me to wake up for breakfast tmr so the modem is at risk of being off-ed.. -.- kinda rare tt i will wake up for breakfast but can mian qiang try! lollll cyaaa~

everything in febbbbruary!

2010-03-06T14:37:00.004+08:00

it's march already!!! i missed a whole month of not blogging! huishan will sure say 'broken archives AGAIN'.. loll aiyo but its reli been a fast and busy month! let's recap: start of the month and we have the long-awaiting ORIENTATION!!! our veryyy lucky OG is 10 aka maira! at first made up of 10 girls and 10 guys then by the end of orientation it became 12 girls and 11 guys! lolll ppl just come swarming cos our OG ROCKS!! hahaa.. seriously orientation 2010 will be a great experience i'd never forget! the chemistry and team spirit they have is terrific! made me so touched tt i was their OGL! but of cos there were those times they cant stop goofing around and teasing me or more like BULLYING me but so long as everyone ELSE are happy and having a good time then i guess i shall be NOBLE and let them lorrrr since they are just LITTLE kids (or at least they behave like one)! hahaaa.. but i also think tt its a FANTASTIC orientation cos it bonded our OG, the OGLs within our OG (audreyyyy and kok chinnn and i) and the OGLs within our alliance which i think is superrrr cool! and bonus of it all is tt our OG got top 3 BEST OG and our alliance got the BEST ALLIANCEEEEEE (WOOHOO TRITONE ROCKSSS) wad i'm so proud of my OG is also cos they are still as close or even closer now as they will still sit tgt sometime when they hav common break! hahaaa soo cool rite! lolll and also got to know some ppl even more like AUDREYYYY (tt siao cha bo! :D we seem to be quite alike! hahaaa.. and she is pei-ing me to the some concert tt others pangsehed me! sooo touched!) and i also got to see sides of ppl i never thot they were like! so its also very cool! :)

now on to my cca, i feel tt harmoc peeps are getting closer and maybe more bonded! lolll quite cool.. and a group of us always go out to eat after harmoc like since start of this year.. either we go west side or amk.. then it will always be filled with laughter and gossip! lolll! so now i dun find harmoc sessions as dreaded as before hahaa.. and i still love BAND PRACTICES! love the way the whole band sounds when we play our own parts! oh last night went jp to eat dinner then took 172 home and..... cos i had laughed at another fren for missing his stop while taking 172 and walking a far distance home then in the end last night i slp on the bus and missed my stop!!! 172 can reach my DOORSTEPPPPP then in the end i reach all the way to cck interchange! wanted to walk back home cos i was so mad at myself then in the end decided to take the same bus back home! zzz lolll but it was a good lesson learnt!

oh yaa cny! haha went to kukup, malaysia to celebrate cny! went the same old place but i find this time i gambled less lolll i'm so proud tt i know when to stop haha.. oh and can go thr karaoke all day so long as u bring yr karaoke cds thr.. even there are cds thr but maybe they dun belong to my era one.. lolll then the food thr is also very nice.. like crab for every meal.. lolll and at night we'll play with the fireworks and every household thr will buy one at least one set and let them out on 初一 so u see the sky like filled with nvr ending colours and booms! oh and the sky is reli pretty when there's no fireworks cosssss got STARSSS! hahaa.. after we went back to sg, jiu go ard bai nian like every other year.. oh but got once we go to this relative's house and they invited the whole lion dance troupe and they went into the house and danced lolll nvr knew can lidat.. haha..

back to sch, my class is still as crazy as before.. and we got 2 common tests this week - econs and phy, then the coming week we have chem, gp and maths! zzz so nida go study soon! lolll

oh oh oh! BOA'S NEWEST JAP ALBUM IS OUT IN JAPAN BUT NOT YET IN SG!!! dunno when will it reach lahhhh! sighhhh oh and recently got alot of great shows! like 9pm got ch 8 or 55 or 56 to watch! and recently got the show on ch 55 at 10.30 - 善德女王! i cnnt stand the suspense then i went to watch the last ep ystd and OMGGG haha anyway it's just a FABULOUS SHOW maybe even better than da chang jin!

oh today is my bro's bday haha and there is a sort of party going on but apparently its all adults so he is like emoing in a room lolll ok its time for to go mugggg and help him celebrate.. haha bye!

a day that ended on an unexpected turn

2010-01-30T22:51:00.006+08:00

woohoo lots of cool things happened since last post! sch reopened (like duh) and i played a part for open house by being facil! :) led dunno how many grps lah but it was very cool when i saw some of them in sch during the jc1's first 2 days of sch! haha.. anyway facil was fun but tiring.. the highlight of the day was actually somehow related to nanhua haha! first was when i saw old odac junior haha and her nh fren! then i took them on the tour and i felt weird introducing the sch as i did for the rest of the ppl hahaa.. anyway it was reli fun cos we chatted abt nh stuff which was a long since i last chatted and gossiped abt nh ppl LOLL.. then my another closer junior came to aj too which is a coincidence cos i was just thinking abt her and smsed her to see if she was coming to aj and she was actually in the sch liao! haha but sad news is tt her l1r5 not very gd then we went to asked a teacher in the library lvl 1 (tcrs were situated thr to ans qns by students on aj and academic stuff) and he actually told my junior to consider other options like poly.. not tt i have anything against poly but my junior is planning to go jc and her result is not tt bad just tt it cnnt meet aj's cutoff pt DID HE HAV TO SAY TT?! i was so mad inside la.. but gd news is my junior may still hav a chance to get in thru co's guzheng HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL FOR HER :)

oh and i had my first ever h1 econs lesson by a tcr whom i think is a MALE PILLAI (i'm sure 1209 peeps will understand when i say this) zzzzz bad luck on my part la but bobian i think i will sure die under h2 econs anyway.. the thing is i will have to miss lessons with the rest of my classmates which is pretty sad but gd news is tt i get to chiong hw during their h2 econs periods hahaaa.. oh and aj is building some hostel butttt the smell is horribleeee i feel like my life span is reducing just by breathing the dirty air innnn! how can aj or moe even think of building a stupid hostel at this time?!?! rrr.. talking abt first times, i had my first malay tutorial hahaaa ok i had conversational malay lessons before in nh but they were in lect style and i onli managed to learn names of some colours and how to say 'how are you?' and 'i am fine' in malay.. but with the malay tut and the very cute malay teacher i learn much more from the malay lessons.. but it's not fair onli our sch de h1 cl students need to take malay.. everyone shld take (conversational) 3rd lang lorrr.. lol..

hmm next fun thing is the ogl workshop liao.. as usual my alliance very highh! haha and it was more fun then last time loll.. oh and we won a pass-the-chair game.. haha.. then i danced with hardy for the mambo no.5 for the 4th time - not i count one is the kelvin go count then today still ask the rest to 'sabo' us to dance on orientation again! zzz.. but i like the 'that girl' dance! but i actually grew tired of dancing it just now! lollll.. oh then next thing is the longggg ogl briefing!! actually sat in lt4 to listen to briefingS on college cip and orientation! and the worst thing is there was harmoc exchange with rj peeps going on and we're missing out on it! then finally when the briefing ended, we got to know who we're taking for orientation and we get to call them but then cos i got harmoc so cant call them immediately so in the end when i reached home and called them it was 9 plus and i was very guilty cos i so late then call them.. then some told me when they came to aj that they were abt to slp during tt time.. made me very guilty lolll.. OH and when i went to rj it was like heaven lahhhh got 7 eleven and ATM wthhhhh loll like wad xinyi says - differentiated treatment.. haha but the even COOLER thing is tt I SAW MY OLD PRI SCH FREN hahaaa.. i think i heard before tt she is from rj harmoc but it slipped my mind on weds until she called me! hahaaa very coool lor and it made me sad tt i couldnt come earlier to bond with them haha cos thr was icebreakers.. and we missed them all due to..... ogl briefing! zzz.. but took the train from marymount to yewtee with her and get to understand her life after pri 4 abit more.. lolll but it was great to see tt she din change even after soooo many yrs! lol ok la the onli thing tt changed was tt now i'm taller than her! last time she was this reli tall girl lor always win me de but hahaaa now i taller.. lolll..

then after the weds is the JC1'S FIRST DAY OF SCH! haha oh and i managed to call all 7 ppl tt was assigned to me! haha and the first day was abit awkward.. ok the second day also abit awkward butttt slightly bttr.. haha.. the first day we took attendence and collected money and asked for their names.. lolll and then we led them to audi then our task for the day was completed! lol.. then second day more fun.. get to shout and xiasuay.. lol this time we attempt to strike up convo with some of them and audrey made some of them TALK to the ppl beside them.. hahaa super funny.. then after the 'awesome' advertisement session of council and the orientation video trailer, we led them to toilets to change and then it was icebreakers time! the double whacko i dunno why i so slow somemore keep kena tricked by them lorrr.. tsk tsk.. but i think my og ppl are quite friendly, onli got one i bosong cos he like very arrogant and i complained to some ppl abt him but i shall not mention his name and sec sch here.. blehh.. anyway i think the first icebreaker session with my dear og is quite successful! :)

but also because of orientation i had this heats fiasco! zzz got to reschedule and reschedule the time for 200m individuals and eventually cancel it.. then also nid to reschedule some relays and i see the teacher in charge so many times until from dunno me become know me liaooo and he rmbs us as the 1209 girls cos we sort of got the most probs hahaaa.. but lucky they got a responsible and gd PE REP!! hohohoo..

then today went to weijie's condo's squash court to practice our finale dance.. quite cool abt the new and improved steps.. and the neverending jump shots! hahaaa.. took tons of pics today! oh and had a short 10 mins gossip session lolll! then i had an unexpected heart to heart talk with some ppl and discovered tt they are reli nice ppl hahaa.. like those tt i can be buddies with lolll.. at first i was still thinking tt i will be so sian diao cos my closer frens were not thr but i guess it was a blessing in disguise as it made me discover sides of ppl that i nvr knew and i was kinda touched tt they'd tell me :) and there were also ppl who sort of emo with me when the dance prac gets tooo long and sian.. oh and not forgetting ppl who noticed tt i am emoing and come talk to me abt it and SHOWERED CONCERN! hahaa and scold me for not appreciating it.. lollll.. very funny la.. anyway this day just turn out bttr than i expected it to be! so now i am here at my cousin's hse, just finished my one-man steamboat since i arrived too late to dine with anyone.. zzz and here i am blogging cos miss shan-nie 'reminded' me to, as usual.. lolll..

and i managed to get some sense out of the vectors lect notes even though my lect was superrrr fast paced and not productive at all.. ok i shall get back to some mugging before i find it's too late to mug and eventually turn to my dear bed for my even dearer slumber which is wad i like to do recently.. lolll.. OHHH but before i go i must say abt how many stars i saw ystd!!!!!! hahaa like 20 over and they were accompanied by a beautiful and radiant moon! <333 sooo pretty! and i saw orion's belt! and i counted besides tt still got alot of stars!! oh and ystd morning i also saw stars!! and it brightens up my day and i din know even at night i also get to see sooo many stars! totally worth my walking home! hahaa.. had mos ystd with xinyi and yunying after being pangsehed by some other harmockees because it was toooo late after we settled some harmoc and cny performance issue! zzzz but i forgive them cos i get to see my stars last nightttt oh myyy i still cant forget the sight sooo pretty! dunno when i can see it again! oh i want to go science center again to see jupiter or any other planets!! sq says the red star tt i've been seeing beside the moon at night is MARSSSSS! coool! and i realise tt whenever ppl have any stars related news they will tell me (like nice moon or nice stars) hahaaa very gddd! :) i saw the moon on my way to wen's house but it was too cloudy tt i cant see any stars SIANNNN..

ok la gotta go liaooo but i'll surely update after orientation next week! :) GOOOO MAIRA, OG 10!! ^^

TRITONE!

2010-01-06T21:15:00.005+08:00

GOOOOOOOO TRITONE! haha! ogl workshop is reli fun! much more fun than i expected! quite cool cos i made many new frens which are practically the rest of the ogls in my alliance! soo cool! played games and danced which brought back memories of our long ago orientation! haha but this time everyone is much 'higher'! hahaa and had a fun time painting our clan flag! oh we're called MAIRA, council says its a river in italy so oookayyy lor! we drew a shark! which is reli life-like and all credits shld be given to audrey who will be my partner in crime for orientation! my other partner is a 1.9m dude who's a reli nice person as well! haha but i think my main contribution is writing the name of our clan lolll.. and i think i was very fussy on the perfection of the shark loll cos i had the most comments to make haha.. but it felt so great when we finished it! oh and i can finally dance the 'that girl' dance properly! haha it was like very high lah tt dance but so sad dun hav the other high dance - it's gonna be me! aww! had lots of joke and fun with my alliance which i think is the main reason that i enjoyed the workshop and feel positive abt orientation 2010! soooo i just can't wait for orientation!! (: (: (: but open house will hav to come first! hohoho hope i will enjoy it too! hahahaaa can bring ppl to the harmoc area and LAUGH at them haha NO lahh i'm not so bad! :P ohh tmr's 1209 chalettt cool hope it'll be fun! and i'm going to see jupiterrrrr on fri night sooo excited! though i wanna see saturn more! haha ok gotta go! JA-NEI! (jap for byeee)

我错了吗？

2010-01-02T20:34:00.005+08:00

今天是新年第二天。
下午和朋友出去读书了。
回到家，一个人影也没有。
电话打来劈头就开始用不爽的语气说话。
我心里就想着：又来了。
为什么‘又来’了呢？
最近整天都是这样。不是因为整天关在房里被骂就是出门回来被骂。
以前不是这样的。
是我错了吗？是他们不够体谅我吗？
还是这是成长的一部分？
故事里头常有这种角色，但通常都是叛逆小孩啊。
我现在在叛逆吗？我没伤害任何人，只做我认为对的东西，但我为什么最近一直得不到他们的认同？
他们为什么就是不能体谅我？？？
这可能真的就是所谓的成长，那他们能让我去吗？整天被他们这样骂我真得很伤心，可是我也很无奈啊！我不能不做我在做的事，但他们都非常不支持，难道家人是该这样的吗？
我真得不知道现在到底能怎么办？？？

P.S. internet would surely be down for awhile..

Last post of 2009!!

2009-12-31T01:27:00.010+08:00

This shall be my last post for 2009!! :)

shall begin to talk abt cruise i took on 18 dec first.. hmm dunno why it gets more and more boring each time i go on board.. lolll i shld be enjoying the 5 star service they provide! but somehowwww hmm sth seem to be missing.. but this time round there were many many ppl on board! like my first time seeing soooo many ppl on board and they seem to be alllllll singaporeans!!! loll it's one of the plus pt abt the cruise this time cos it feels so homey lollll! u hear ppl speak in sg accent everywhr instead of some other weird lang.. ^^ oh and i caught many terrific shows! well, not mentioning the sakura that i saved on the laptop to watch, i managed to catch other movies like 'American Mall' which is practically HSM in a mall scene, 'Curious Case of Benjamin Button' hoho watched it before during movyfest but it's nice to watch again esp the romance part~ , 'Stardust' omg omg omg the story's abt a FALLEN STARRR but landed on Earth in the form of a girl lolll and she has these weird encounters and before i knew it was a show abt stars i changed ch several times.. lollll cos the storyline is abitttt too weird :x, and finally 'Nightmare before xmas' which is totally not worth my time!!! arghh even though there's romance plot in it butttt IT'S JUST PURE WEIRD AND IT MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLEEEE!!! loll so that's just abt everything abt cruise tt's worth mentioning! oh yaaa next yr bttr go after my bday then i can do much more things on cruise, including my first time entering casinoooo though i dun i'd like it since ppl CAN SMOKE IN THEREEE!

last tues went out with a rojak of cliques from sec sch which they renamed to be !clique lolll anyway went out with feini, xinyi, xinyun, roanna, yeeching, john, zijian, mervyn & chaohsien.. wanted to go marina barrage but once we arrived at marina bay the sky start to drop h2o on us.. not a gd omen.. then soon it turned into a super heavy rain and we had to walk back from the bus stop to mrt!! lolll then they cleverly decided to go vivo's rooftop terrace cos got shelter and is apparently the next best choice! lol so we got to the sunny vivo rooftop and began to regret a little since there's no rain liaoo! but we began our picnic of love-filled sandwiches and hotdogs and then started to play asshole daidi with 2 deck of cards!! IT WAS A SUPER FUN EXPERIENCEEEE! lolll i din know the rule abt 'flip the table' and there was great bonding among the ppl when the game was played! luckily i did not feel left out as i feared i would be.. lolll they were reli fun ppl!! hahaaa had great fun the whole time after we reached vivo! ^^ but i had to zao supposedly to go home for dinner but i ended up shopping ard vivo for one or two hrs cos got some xmas presents haven buy yettt.. luckily i bought sth near the end of the trip if not i'd hav wasted all tt time at vivo! then i took 188 home and made great effort to keep myself occupied!! it was a long ride from harbourfront to cck! zzz but at tt time i reli din feel like squeezing with ppl and transferring 3 times via rail path home..

next day was the avatar movie outing! met hs,gj and jf at amk hub to watch.. got a starry souvenir from ah sng! woohoo~ but THERE WERE NO SEATS AVAILABLE for the five of us to watch (later joined by nick chiam) so we went to the wulu cinema at yishun and can u believe it?! it reli live up to its reputation and was reli wulu as the cinema was onli half filled as compared to amk hub which onli left like 10 seats here and there?! lolll anyway we rushed thr like siao cos the movie start even earlier than the amk one and we hav to settle lunch too.. but in all the movie is totally worth a watch but i din know it was close to 3 hrssss~ hs and i sat until everywhr also ache lolll after tt hs and i went to walk ard aft jf left and the 2 "gentlemenly" guys followed us lolll i think it was kinda paiseh but it's my first time shopping with guy frens tt tagged ard lolll and hs and i agreed tt it is still better to shop w/o any guys ard haha.. then at night went over to wen's hse to practise the dance steps for GEE and NOBODY! practised from night till 6+am and still hav to wake up to fetch jav teooo so i cant get my 8 hrs of slp zzz! anyway we celebrated our xmas eve with a nice but coldddd dinner at a restuarant with my relatives and then it was off to wen's hse for xmas countdown + celebration! i still made many mistakes during the dance due to my lack of practice earlierrrr so was kinda sadd but i enjoyed the learning process! :) then it was on to present exchanging.. dunno why i'd always feel this unknown sense of sadness after getting all my gifts like i'm not contented lidat.. zzz so childish but i cant shake off tt dreadful feeling.. anyway usually after a day or so i'd get all positive and find a purpose for each and every present of mine.. lolll then the actual xmas day was spent rather "lamely" loll nth much and practically slacked all the way cos SOMEONE promised to go mug with me but then pangseh me zzz nvrm now she tell me 2 jan but i bttr not get my hopes up tt highhh :P oh and this person in question happens to be the BDAY GIRL for today - LIM XIN YIIIII!! so actually xmas day was sort of another day for me to emo.. OH I ACTUALLY FORGOT TO MENTION TT ANOTHER BOOMZ-QUALIFIED reason for me to emo was THE OGL GROUPING LISTTTT zzzzzzz super sian diao cos i din get grped with ANY OF MY CLASS DE PEEPS! AND MY CLASS IS LIKE THE MOST PPL IN COUGARRR! then i wanted to vent my frustration and made 9 missed calls to ms lim huiying who went ecp and put her hp in her bag and in the car boot!! lolll so i was left to handle the news on my own for ard 2 hrs until someone start talking to me on msn and i VENTED to them! lollll in the end onli after venting to 4 ppl tt i felt slightly bttr.. anyway got myself tgt for the outing the next day!

it was PRI SCH CLIQUE OUTING which is practically camping at my hse for the afternoon.. haha bought things to cook and eat from lot one and it was our lunch! we had pizza (that we microwaved) and bbq-ed chicken & pork, 2 litres of apple juice with aloe vera and 1 litre of yogurt! then we played rummy o (this is a grp of ppl who appreciated this game! awww~) then we on fb and looked at many many ex lasallians! lolll our response were classic and funny sia! then they see mr chiam talking to me and they go write nonsense to him! lolll it sort of brings back the long ago memories whr they were indulging in similar stunts as such and it was actually heartwarming tt after all these yrs we haven change much! :)

study camp from 27 to 29 dec! hahaaa actually it was sleepover at hy's hse then mine over the two nights.. went to her hse and sat at her living rm table to do hw then watched some kor drama which i dunno the name of and then her parents came home and we ate some yummy jap food (that i recalled eating when i was working at john little in jp in jan! it actually gave me shiversss) anyway after tt had yummy ice cream and apple juice again lolll.. then went up to her room to do more work and it is very empty.. lolll ok la as compared to my room lahh.. as usual mugged lor and used her com to go online haha.. slept close to 2am and woke up next day morning at 7am cos got facilitator workshop and get to laugh at hy when she is presenting but aiyah hs din present so cnnt laugh at her! haha.. saw classmates again and it was as hilarious as ever! lolll esp my best-leader-in-the-world (due to chem research proj) - ms cheryl tan! lolll got souvenirs and gifts from them lolll almost all in the form of FOOD! haha then i think the teacher presenting is reli gd cos she knows wad to do to hold our attention! lolll then took the tour ard the sch once through led by lim HY! after it ended we camped outside lt1 to discussed hw.. we even saw those peeps who need to come back to retest haha after some tough time settling the hw matters we finally went to eat lunch at this hawker center.. then hy and i went back sch to tennis (ahh fun times) then saw mr see and heard his experience with his calculator during the phy exam! lolll after tt hy came to my hse and coincidentally enough took the train back with mr chiam too and we were practically talking sakura for the whole journey.. poor hy~ haha.. after we reached keat hong, we went to fetch my bro and then head over to the teck whye carnival.. waited for tt mr quek for dunno how long then we finally arrived at the carnival place.. then we waited super duper long for the games tt my bro wan to play! argh the wait is superrrr torturous! anyway after we finally go back to my hse, i made great effort to clear my table to make space for hy to do her work (would hav been super easy if i'd just pushed everything to the floor) and did work until 2 plus ba and like the prev night she slept earlier and also woke up earlier than me LOL then we did some successful work and lunched at 3pm and i get to buy my hairbands with 40% discount at minitoons woohoo~ then the bowling aunty left for bowling with her frens and the botak uncle also went to watch his nvr ending movies..

finally! today! ok it is actually 30 dec.. and met up with hy (AGAINNN), hs, gj, nick, adwin and jf for xmas gift exhange lollll we camped at macs for quite awhile waiting for everyone to arrive then we exchanged and revealed the presents.. then we went to marina square (i seriously dunno wad's their deal with marina square.. always go there de..) and shopped and watched chipmunks and ate.. then hs left and then after hy watched jf display finish his skill of mastering ufo catchers, we walked awhile at level one before it became girls-onli shopping.. lolll shopped here and there but it wasnt very rewarding and we went over to raffles city and managed to get sth for ourselves thr.. :) then we were joined by gj after waiting so someeee time and they took the red line while i went to jp to join my family on yet another chipmunk movie! this time i cnnt tahan liao so i think i slept through half of the movie! haha then we shopped a little while and went to popular whr i shopped for my stationaries for the whole of next yr lolll and finally after tt, we went home.. so today is veryyy rewarding! the new things i got in just this one day includes shoes, nail polish, clothes and stationaries! (not including my xmas exchange gifts!) haha so i think today is reli a gd and happy day :)

zzz need to wake up for breakfast at macs at 9am (treat by er gu ma! ^^) and it's alr 3am but i'm still here!! lolll ok i shld gooo~ well, i shld say a proper farewell to 2009 and welcome 2010 but dun think i'll be updating anytime soon! so i shall say it here now (better to be early than nvr!)
bye 2009, hello 2010!!

calendar for dec!

2009-12-17T00:02:00.005+08:00

17dec: pei mummy + buy xmas presentS
18dec: also pei mummy + cruise at night
19dec: cruise
20dec: cruise
21dec: maybe stayover with may,hf and pj
22dec: !clique outing
23dec: avatar movie outing with 12/09
24dec: xinyun's bday + xmas celebration
25dec: mugging session with limXY
26dec: outing with pri sch clique
27dec: mugging with hy
28dec: mugging with hy
29dec: mugging with hy
30dec: exchange xmas presents with 12/09 + chipmunks
31dec: limXY's bday + !clique outing + COUNTDOWN

omgggggggg this is how i am gonna spend the rest of my 2009 dayssss "shiok" ehhh.. all the best to me manz..

xmas is so nearrrrrrrr

2009-12-14T22:15:00.003+08:00

dunno why, i look at the calendar and 1 dec seem so far awayyyy.. lol ok shld post from my lang kawi trip onwards!

2-4dec:
went to lang kawi, m'sia by tiger airways and reached thr in 1hr+ quite cool.. then went to stay at a resort that is like kampung houses except tt it is very comfortable inside and thr's air con!! woohoo~ there is even a balcony!! haha its a very nice resort i would say.. but they also know their place very big which is why they hav this free transport service tt brings ppl around the resort and to the nearby "village" which is very cool also! :) but everything thr (most imptly, food) is sooo malayish even jap food but one thing is veryyyyy nice which is the green tea icecream! i was totally surprised at how yummy the icecream taste since all the green tea icecream i've eaten do not suit my taste.. oh oh still got tt BIG ROUND WHITE MOON i saw on the first night thr and i made many many attempts to take photo of its magnificence buttttt i cant! sighxxx but it still made me very happy! hoho.. imagine the same moon was viewed by me in lang kawi and ppl in singapore!!! aww~ but it'll be even bttr if i get to see stars! tt hy went to cameron and got to see many many stars and even constellations!!! soooooo goooood lahhh! both also in m'sia but different night skyyyy~ :(:(:(

6dec:
this day marks the start of my cardcaptor sakura journeyyyy~ lollll i am now at ep 48 whr sakura alr hav all her cards and shaoran alr like her!! hoho~

8dec:
went out with huishan, joofei, adwin and nick to celebrate jf's b'day at marina square! took some time to decide whr to eat dinner then waited some time for mr chiam to arrive then took alot of time in the food court makan-ing! lolll and talked lah.. but hs and i keep looking at each other and thinking these guys de level of maturity is -.- heh.. anyway after we finally leave the food court, we went to this arcade place and lame for a while then smart hs and i realised tt the b'day boy is missing a b'day cake! then we went thru' a great adventure to get the precious cake.. (huishan and i would know the details) lol and then she had to leave so i am left with the great task of presenting the cake to the b'day boy.. lolll i think we took alot of pics lah but main thing is hope the b'day boy is happy :) then we wanted to find a place to sit down and chat then we ended up walking all the way to outside esplanade and at the very very end.. lol then again took some pics and chatted lol.. quite an interesting way to celebrate a b'day! lol..

9-11dec:
harmoc sl alllll the way.. lol first day was the most hard to get pass but later on, it gets bttr.. lol but in the end i think i did not reli contribute much even though i think i did my part.. even though the first i din get any student and the second day i got one who had to go halfway.. so in all i dun reli hav an actual student for the day.. loll but i learnt yoyo on the first day by a boy who became my student on the 2nd day.. lolll.. then this same guy likes our dearest VP hohoooo~ and this scandal was like the whole harmoc's entertainment!! hahaaa.. then third day is a xmas party for all students even though at the end the ppl were reli few.. lolll but i think the best part of the sl is the little outing some of the harmoc ppl took after the sl officially ended! we went to king albert park's mac! and there was harmoc bondingggg lolll! very very nan de cannn.. in the end we even yi yi bu she when we left.. lolll got to know more ppl so its very cool.. and its super funny when u on fb and see friend requests by harmoc ppl and news of harmoc ppl adding each other! hahaaa "maybe" we bond quite early ahh! now we might actually look forward to harmoc.. haha

(10dec:
went to taka to find huizhi to "surprise" her as xy wad calls it cos it's her b'day.. lolll quite cool got to eat my fave food from mos.. but din get to see mx thr.. later then she tell me tt day she off day awww saddd.. lol oh and lim xy say i tt day very highhh lolll i admit yea quite true.. haha first sign -> talk non-stop! until lim xy ignores meeeee ok not the first time liaoooo.. but tt's evilllll)

12dec:
woke up before 7am to go cycle while my fren runs.. she lousy lahh like walked half the whole route.. haha.. then we chatted throughout the journey.. lolll then she came my house to play rummy-o.. see hy! got ppl appreciate this great game horrrr.. then later in the day, brought my dearesttttt bro to national stadium for his soccer practice.. abit sian and also cos the journey superrrr long and the weather is super hot!

13dec:
woke up by mummy cos ms teo pw called to wake me up for a girl cousin outing to bugis.. lolll walked ard the whole place like wad ppl always do when u get to bugis street.. and got wad we wanted.. hoho.. then went to bugis junction and we did this sickening thing.. we went to the cinema toilet and ultimately decided to go into the handicapped toilet cos we nid to go in all tgt to try sth.. then we stood outside and waited and waited for the person inside to get out.. then OMGGGG TEO PJ AND MAY'S UPP SEC BIO TEACHER CAME OUTTTT!!! so shocking tt i cant stop laughingggg! hahaaa.. then after we came out, we saw this man outside frowning and we thought we're gonna get caught.. then HE ALSO WENT IN! lolll so funny lah this whole incident with handicapped toilet.. haha then sooo nan de they wanna go kino so went in for a while and teo pw bought this magazine with news of "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL" casts!! hoho then we went to J.CO. to eat donuts and sooo cool on a day tt i dun wanna eat donut they got promotion! 8 donuts for the price of 6! zzzzz but still pei them lah.. lol then went up and ate venezia.. lolll after our food break, went to lib and i borrowed 2 bks! hoho! after tt every1 went to teo pw's house and stayed over cos we preparing our item(s) for xmas party.. quite cool.. gonna learn the dances to 3 korean songs..

14dec:
woke up at teo pw's house! i'm the last to wake, as usual.. (cos i'm the last to slp, also as usual) lol then sakura all the way until we went to go buy bubble tea (my idea) and after tt, we finally get up and practice the dances.. lolll.. every1 went home at 7pm after repeated reminders by respective families to go home to makan.. lolll.. so thr, after makan-ing, here i am posting!

note to self: MUST START HW TMR!!!! (like this will help :X)

shooting stars

2009-11-20T23:45:00.003+08:00

many cool things happened recently!

went back to nan hua for a odac-softball camp to help out with other ex-odac ians! haha got jun, hf and yw.. we even stayed over.. but very paiseh cos we go back and find tt we got nth to do most of the time and quite hard to blend in with the sec ppl lolll dunno why.. at first step into sch was like wow this place feels so familiar.. but give it a few more hrs and i find the place quite unfamiliar.. like i dun belong to nh liao.. quite sad.. its onli been less than 1 yr ehh.. dunno why it feels so strange to me.. :( then i at first i go and see my grp then see this one girl who looks very familiar then it struck me tt she looked like my long time ago buddy! u know the one whr a pri5 have to look after a pri1 buddy?? loll she was sooo cute then haha.. then i keep observing her face but her features like a bit diff so i dun dare to go up and ask her.. in the end after a whole day of NO BONDING with the camp ppl of my grp here comes the critical point! haha got a super friendly girl from my grp called yinghui who notice OUR existence.. then tt time was outdoor cooking and once she heard we (the olddd seniors) haven eat yet, she and siewyi helped us cooked a two packet instant mee tt's filled with lots of LOVE lollll.. it was very very nice haha..

then come the war games with yr grp.. by this time we olddd seniors very sorry liao so we keep urging each other to use this chance to go bond with the rest of our grp! haha then it was halfway thru the game tt i heard someone called "my buddy" her name! then i was quite shocked cos it couldnt be soooo coincidental! the last time i saw her was during her psle results then i was very regretful tt i nvr got to ask her wad sch she go to! so i can believe tt she MIGHT be in nan hua and somemore in MY CAMP GRP! so i go notice her more and realised her voice and laughter reli sound like my buddy but she wouldnt not recognise me ahh! lol so i found a chance and ask her! OMGGG its her!! hahaa i was soooo happy i tell u! its like a burden was lifted tt kind and i feel uber happy! lolll then quite sad tt i cant go play amazing race next day with them cos hav to go back aj for RESILIENCE WORKSHOP zzz then the next time i see her is during the BBQ at night! lolll she offered to sort of "pei" me BBQ haha.. feels like long long long time ago.. but last time i was the one helping her and teaching her abt how to handle pri sch life and stuff.. then this time i was the one asking her for help and everything hahaha.. but quite cool.. liked the interaction!! :) somemore dun feel awkward so its TOTALLY COOL! :P but ultimately tt day hav to end so i attempted to find her to take one last photo lol but aiyah mei yuan so just hope can take with her next time! omg she reli changed alot from pri 1 haha! like she'd grown up! aww~ and i guess i cant recognise her cos her features had changed alot from her pri 1 face LOLLL but still very cute like in the past! ^^

haha after this camp ended, rushed to je to meet hy, her bro, candy, sq and jf to go see meteors! in the whole trip i totally forgot tt i can wish on the meteors but aiyah rmb-ed it also no use since i hardly caught one meteor even! but it was still cool to lie under the stars the whole night! next time i'm just gonna find a dark place with NO LIGHT POLLUTION and lie under a sky full of stars instead of chasing after meteors! lolll.. then before going to japanese garden to see meteors, we had to "camp" in mac's until 3am! and we played uno, bridge and rummy-o! haha oh and i slped as well.. super tired!!

then after it all go back cck to eat mac's for breakfast.. then candy and hy come my house to bathe and we set off to sch tgt.. later go sch also abit like dead corpse! keep wanting to slp! somemore after lessons I GOT HARMOC! like omgggg so tired then play de songs quite lullaby-ish haha though they are nice! but i dong for 2 hrs then took a veryyy short nap hehhehh.. but tt 4 hrs of harmoc seriously feel like 10 hrs! zzz i still like band prac best! dunno why time pass faster then! :P ohh and we're making a shirt hope it turns out nice!

lol tennis-ed for these 2 days then thot i improved a bit but i realised many major errors too!! haha but i'd rather play the "easier" tennis though.. enjoyed it much better! :)

oh myyy today had very weird cravings! like suddenly wanna go taka (xmas spirit), wanna watch anastacia, wanna go changi and sentosa! haha weird lahh but still hope to go in the end! ^^ ok la shld go even though my "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL" only dl-ed 34% after 3 hrs!! oh myyy how to see lidat!?! zzz maybe its helping me to sloooowly watch it so tt the wait from today to next thurs wont be THAT TORTUROUS even though i know it will! ^^

so yeah byeee~

《原来是美男阿》

2009-11-12T00:16:00.004+08:00

“这么说来，我就是依靠大哥这颗行星的月亮一样的存在。”
“不过也不能说月亮没用，就算夜里有更多的星星，我的眼里只看得到月亮。”
“大哥，我现在也只看得到一颗很特别的星星。”
“什么？你不是说星星有很多吗？”
“是有很多。可总有那么一颗星很耀眼，一直在闪闪发光，总是让我情不自禁地看着他。”
“有这样的星星吗？”
“是的，是很多人都喜欢的星星。我只是隐藏在很多人当中喜欢那颗星，应该没关系吧？”
“这种事你还要征得同意吗？去问星星吧。你现在不是看得到吗？”
“对，我现在正在看着那颗星。让我喜欢你，也没关系吗？” (she was looking at the 大哥 at this time!)

classic sehhhh~ it's a scene from 《原来是美男阿》!!! translated from korean to chinese! haha! i like the hidden meanings!! hoho

"You're beautiful"!! XD

2009-11-10T03:15:00.004+08:00

Today is OP day! Things did not start out smoothly! i forgot to bring anything tt has to do with paper!! lucky i ask gj help me print I&R! i forgot to bring I&R cover page and ENTRY PROOF today! omggg bad start rite! lucky the presentation was quite well done since i did almost everything that i kept reminding myself to do! :) also henggg tt the qn very predictable hoho but i think i can elaborate more! but the assessor keep nodding at me as though telling me enough liaooo so sianzzz! i see liao i also forgot wadeva i wanted to elaborate on! anywayyy PW IS OVERRR! WHEE~

now let the fun begin! the first 3 grps went out to makan after our turn and shun bian wait for the other 2 grps to finish their op.. went to amk hub to eat lunch and loitered ard for quite some time before we decided to go to the library to while some time away! it was a classic scene! half of our class peeps sitting down - almost all with a book in hand (initially)! haha i was thinking our class must be the onli class to be able to do this! haha so proud of us! :) ok so after we sort of waste 3 hrs to wait for the 2 grps, they finally finished their op and we made our way to ecp tgt! in the whole time thr, there was endless drizzling! so irritating esp when we were cycling! lollll talk abt cycling, must talk abt mr chiam's BIG IDEA! aiyah his maths got prob la cos he can count a 2 hrs journey as 20 mins!!! in the end many many poor souls were dragged into his "big idea" which is to cycle from ecp to changi village to makan and cycle back! i also dunno why la but in the end we took damn long then reach there THE PLACE WAS CLOSED DOWN FOR CLEANING! like superrr suay lah! but nvrm we ate chicken rice instead :) then since the bike shop closes at 9, we have to rush back by then and we manage to CHIONG there in slightly over 1 hr's time! quite cool but butt also ache like siao! ok not the main pt but still as nick emphasised - this allowed us to 一起共患难 hoho true to a certain extent la.. lollll but i very bo song the extra cost tt we have to pay for overtime!! *&^%$#! anyway left the place at 9 plus and reached bedok station at 10 plus and ultimately reached home at 11.30! sooo late lahh wanted to watch more of "You're beautiful" (原来是美男啊) which is a korean show! veryyyy nice one! haha.. my cousin recommended the show and it reli rocks!! but since it's still ongoing in korea, cnnt catch it whenever i wan! boohoo :( but it still rocks!!

omggg tmr got girls outing and we will watch the movie i've been waiting long to seeee - my sister's keeper! haha and i am still not slping at 3.37am! oh myyyy bttr not slp in my movie tmr!! i wan to cry until shuang one! :P this outburst of energy at this late hr must be due to the watching of 原来是美男啊 just now! hohooo too exciting alr! it keeps me up! lolll but now i reli must go, must think of my movieee! :) cya~

how my mood was lifted and crushed in 24 hours

2009-10-19T18:34:00.004+08:00

lets begin my blog post in lighter spirits on our sandcastle building at ecp! met hs to go meet our class peeps then dunno is hs heng or wad even though she was late, everyone still managed to meet each other at city hall at the same time! haha lucky for her! lollll then met the rest of the class peeps at bedok and we had our lunch at the hawker center thr! later took a double decker bus to ecp! (yay i like double decker bus) took some class pics with the astonishing sandcastle structure tt represent our sch and our houses! and next we began our tedious job of crafting the big load of sand into something decent! haha can tell everyone put in a lot of effort in it! finished it maybe in like 3-4 hrs? quite cool.. in the end we have a pyramid-like sandcastle which was very cool and also the largest pyramid thr! after tt, had a sort-of class dinner and had delicious beef kway teow, satay and bandung! lolll then we walked back the longggg way to the bus stop and the guys superrrr slow lah with exception of onli 3! then we took a kinda empty train home tt let most of us get to sit down! :)

the next day was farewell for the J2s and got very very funny videos by the diff subject depts' teachers to encourage the J2s! haha! awww the sch will be pretty empty on mon.. lolll then got to know chem marks which was not very gd for me and meant tt my overall overall grade is a B but i guess tt's better than a C or D or FAIL! lolllll then went for pw and eventually chinese which we also got back our papers! hmm not satisfied with my compo but my overall overall grade shld be quite satisfactory :) talking abt pw earlier, i rmb tt we had an OP workshop on weds by Mr Jeff who is an australian lolll.. he talked alot about his home country! haha i think the most useful thing i took away from the 5 hr workshop is the way to pronounce properly! lolll.. and he's the 2nd person who said i had a nice voice -.- maybe he got nth to say le.. i was the first speaker and i was so nervous but tt tension lessen halfway thru my presentation until i din wan to leave my spot aft 5 mins was up! lollll! then made many many many mistakes during the clicking of slides and i think they all wanted to kill me! lol felt so guilty.. :(

on sat, went to pw's house and i actually played maple with her for 7 hrs not straight lah.. lol but it adds up to around tt time! haha.. then it was like 2 nights ago which was friday tt i realised i was feeling quite low.. it was also until fri night tt i admitted to myself tt i am so unhappy.. maybe it was alot alot of things or maybe it was just the low period of my life.. feels so weird to be typing an emo blog post since i hadn't done tt for the whole yr and i had wanted to keep it tt way! maybe cos my colorful class always manage to make me feel better after a while! but this time i dunno why.. i just cnnt cheer up as much as i wanted to.. the sadness will just float into my mind.. and on fri night got like 3 ppl "counselling" me and on sat night also have someone counselling me LOLL they are reli great frens cos they can tell sth's not right with me.. was very touched by their concern and my mood for the first night started out pretty unhappy and i wanted to slp liao until someone came and keep telling me lame things and made me pretty much awake and feeling better :) haha then the second night got one uncle even more like a counsellor! lol i'm so lucky i dun need to pay him money! haha..

then sunday was spent with more maple and not much counselling LOL but i felt so much better at night when i went to do pq with 3 fellas who lied to me tt they are not real-life frens but they told me in the end tt they are.. -.- anyway they were very funny cos they keep scolding each other and one of them keep asking me if the 3 of them are annoying me (which reminds me of some1) lol and got one gd thing - they always let me be the slackest one during those decoding parts of the pq by letting me be the no.1 lolll! they are like 3 younger bros lah! even though with 2 real-life ones i am alr super scared!

then today went kbox with mum and later on shopping at jp! haha quite cool for today! went home at like 5pm! wanted to go back home and play maple then i realised my acc tio hacked when i went in! jf says it might have sth to do with the 3 ppl i met last night but its weird cos i din divulge any pw or even username to them! lolll dunno lah.. just know tt i am very sad and depressed now.. somemore feel a tinge of guilt to jf since the money is he give one! i saw my acc then i dun wanna play liaooo super sian diao! haixxx! now also got one person "counselling" me..

hmm apparently these few days i'm not quite myself! with so many ppl counselling me! lolll hopefully tmr will be better! maybe then i can shake off this irritating sadness that always creep up on me! wish me good luck! :)

2009-10-10T22:25:00.003+08:00

woooo~ promos is over! quite satisfied EXCEPT FOR PHYSICS! but horrr, there is ONE GD THING abt physics paperrr - they got a qn on stars!!! then got me all hyped up after being depressed while doing the paper.. hehehe if i get full marks for tt qn then i won cry when i get my crappy phy results! :D

well, how did i 'celebrate' for end of promos?? lol went botak jones with 15 other classmates after MUCH hesitation from HS haha i merely FOLLOW her! anyway it was quite fun lah like every other class outing! :D just tt the food wasnt tt gd (for me la) and it kinda spoil the mood since the taste stayed in my mouth until late at night!! anyway after i reached home, it was much more entertaining since i watched jia hao yue yuan followed by BLEACH EPISODE 240: BYAKUYA'S BETRAYAL! the best shows la~ and later, indulge myself in a FABULOUS BK!! haha i went to borrow it even before physics paper!! it's Mr. Darcy's Dream by Elizabeth Aston! <333 i treat tt as my present for finishing promos!

haha today is even better! once i wake up, i start reading Mr. Darcy's Dream! but my speed for reading is like reduced!! omggg lol must be too much studying! later, watched BLEACH MOVIE 3: FADE TO BLACK!!!! haha so cooool talk abt byakuya and his wife again and got many shots of byakuya!!! lollll then it was abit lame and i dunno wad to do until jf suggested maple! lollll then went to dl but took like 500 hundred yrs to create my character! but finally did so quite cool! but not playing tonight -.- anyway currently the peeps tt will play are jf, me, wr and adwin! u all dun pangseh ahhh! and anyone who wanna join us DO COME JOINNNN!

ok now for the future which is tmr! gonna go out with cousins!! the elder ones only though since the rest all have exams!! haha so in the end becomes after-promo-trip-with-girl-cousins! but its still gonna be fun! wonder whr we'll go tmr! and after tt if come home early can play maple haha but if its 8 then HAVE TO DO PW!!!! awww wad a great way to kickstart my future weeks of endless pw! now i must learn to love pw (i love pw i love pw i love pw i love pw i love pw) oh and chinese since they are the focus from, now til end of nov! :) oh and meeting GIMBO on tues haha! looking forward to seeing her! :)

hmmmmm i reli dunno wad to say.. ohhh yeahh the stupid promos made me so stressed tt i got 3 pimples and hy says i have white hair and i have to clip up my fringe like a "chinese girl" (quoted from a sickening guy) RRR anyway glad tt's over whewww! ok lah not as though the days ahead are gonna be more fun! since thr's PW!!! ok i reli have to hypnotise myself into liking pw!

ok shld be done for now! cannnnn alr ms how!! haha this girl ah nag me in msn AND sms! lolll XD ok lahh gotta go enjoy myself before my world is conquered by pw!! (this is a neutral statement)

busy busy days

2009-08-16T22:17:00.004+08:00

hmm gonna update from national day onwards so prepare for a super uber long post!

7 Aug: went to sch to celebrate national day in red shirt! strong sense of patriotism eh! haha then the day in sch is super duper boring! we went to sch to see videos after videos and hear "szehowe's" girlfren talk to us in her niceeee voice! then feel so lucky to escape lt1 and her voice but in the end, we go to the hall to see EVEN MORE videosss wheee~ nice celebration! after the whole thing ends, had harmoc farewell party! had to play 'yesterday once more' and 'colours of the wind'! and it was nice to see the seniors looking at their present so contentedly lol (it was a photograph which had their whole batch in it i think ^^) after this had lunch (kfc's snackers) and it was unexpectedly full! oh and had an wide range of drinks to choose from lolll! and at accurately 1pm ms huiying came to "fetch" me to her fave place in the world!! lolll haha went to bowl at safra yishun with bowling queen-hy, joofei, guojie, szehowe, nick, hardy, adwin, nat, weirong! haha long list eh! haha a great time even though my highest score was like 64! lolll it was either that day was not my day or i had totally lost my touch for bowling!! aww~ after bowling, went to northpt to makan dinner! yumyum! by then only left hy, me, jf, adwin, hardy, nat and gj.. lol then went home to prepare my long trip the next day!

8 Aug: woke up at 3 plus am!!! to get ready for the long trip to genting with all the paternal relatives! the long ride consisted of lots of nauseous sensations and even lots more music (thks to those tt sent me songssss! a real great help)! haha when we eventually reached the bottom of the hill to the high high genting highlands, everyone had mental preparation alr! and the hill is reli steep! got once is like 60 deg!! hahaha and i think halfway up the hill, daddy turned off the aircon and everyone reached out their hands and WE COULD TOTALLY FEEL THE COOL AIR!!! (omg! truly natural aircon man!!) and then we had to wait i think 2 hrs to check in! *&^%$#@! lolll so we went to buy ah wen's FAVE TEA EGG loll bought like 10 not enough! hahaha then walk walk eat eat and took some pics! later can refer down thr! (with descriptions too! ^^) oh and after checking in found out tt the place was less eerie this time round! haha.. and i think i took a long nap until night time! and then had to consume this terrible dinner which was supposedly very nice! :( then went to window-shop and later played bridge at someone's room! and next day we are supposed to wake up at 8 am to start playing all the games in outdoor theme park!

9 Aug: familiar day huh!! lol woke up at 9 and had macs's hotcakes for breakfast! then went off for our paradise! haha first game was cyclone the yellow rollercoaster! after tt we went to play almost all games and ate malaysian pizza hut! played flying dragon, thundermine, spinner, mini viking, CORKSCREW and SUPERMAN!! lolll the last one is like the most thrilling one!! oh and at the mini viking game was kena 'attitude' by the station people! *&^%$#@! also din get to try space shot cos someone said he cnnt breathe the last time he sat and scared everyone!! oh and my fave flume ride-the only water slide!! awww no time lahh!! had to go makan at 6pm! but luckily the dinner was delicious! haha went back at accurately 8.22pm! but by the time everyone gathered it was like 8.27pm awwww but nevertheless we still said the pledge thr! but the adults very sickening cos they tried to make lots of noise to cover our pledge haha to protect us from being hantam by m'sians! lollll! after going back to our room guess wad did we do next?? haha it was bridge!! lollll! oh and had nice nice nongshim cup noodles! but by tt time my lips quite swollen liao! awww cos din drink much water lah! tt place like make ppl forget abt being thirsty lor! lollll

cousins: zhanyuan, ah jun, yongshun and ah qi :)

ah jun :)

ah qi :)

ah qi, ah jun, flashlight-yongshun, ah wen, me, marcus

girl cousins <3333

10 Aug: made our way back to Singapore! the journey took like close to 7 hrs!! loll but wad's amazing was tt there's NO ONE waiting at SG customs! we made it through in like 15 mins! haha and then went to er gu ma's old house nearby's delicious yu pian mi fen stall to eat dinner! lol after tt rushed home to study for my dearest physics spa!! hehe

11 Aug: main focus is PHY A LVL SPA! loll i think i might get one mark deducted for the inaccurate y-intercept! loll but not bad got through it quite smoothly! :) oh took class pics too! weather quite hot and sun is super glaring! who takes photos at the track??? i totally din vote for tt! lol and the girls did a jump shot!! ^^

12 Aug: omggg! had to make the announcement before THE WHOLE SCH in the morning for the later harmoc lunchtime concert! and then thr's a point where all 3 of us blew wrongly and we all went off-key!! wad's worse is tt everyone knows abt the off-key!! blehhhh! lolll luckily the lunchtime concert turned out pretty well! quite alot of ppl came! i think in total got half of my class present at one point in time during the 30 mins performance! and got like 8 ppl i think stayed to hear my mini grp's solo performance! awwww so touched! haha and dear huishan and joofei even stayed throughout! ^^) then went back to do reflections and AUDITIONS for tcr's day performance! (do-re-mi!) lolll but din make it aww but lucky cos those tt did nida stay for 1.5h more haha! after i got home, went out again to celebrate mummy's bday!! aww~ haha had delicious crab and other dishes for dinner! haha!

13 Aug: a superrrrr long day!! from 7.25 am to 6.45pm!! omg close to 12hrs!! lol but tcrs tt were absent ystd were absent this day too! aww! but pretty enjoyed the dialogue session with ms grace fu for mass civics! haha the questions asked were super spot-on!! lol and after sch ended at 3.45pm, had chem extra lessons from 4-5.15 and finally econs remedial from 5.15 to 6.45! so tired lahh at the end of it all!

14 Aug: supposedly a short day but got extended too! had morning pe which means GAMES!! yayyy finally! we had mini tennis!! which was terrific haha though there was lots of chasing!! haha after the small and light ball! after tt had super black hands which i onli managed to prank kris by shaking hands with him! lolll he's just too nice XP skipping to the chem lesson.. ms ma was initially very upset with our class then luckily the atmosphere lighten up soon! haha chem lessons with ms ma is always so enjoyable! it is like my fave lesson in sch! last time thr's maths lesson but nowwww sighhhh i like my prev tcr more but she left in june! :( but anyway the interesting company for maths is ever so entertaining haha! (for this week especially :X) the day tt was supposed to end at 1.15 in the end ended at 4.15! but thr is a break of 1.5h in between! so candy, huishan, huiying and i went to JALAN KAYU to have SINGAPORE'S BEST ROTI PRATA! with yummy fish otah as side dish haha! oh and the super speedy mr sng gj managed to rush thr in time after he went amk hub! lol he did it in like less than 10 mins (the part on going to amk hub and still manage to take the bus after us) din think it was possible before! ^^ it was after this that we went back for maths extra lesson on vectorssss! again, had a quite fun time with my grp mates haha and after the lesson ended mr chiam came to di xiao cheryl and starting a scandal of himself LOLLL and after tt kinda teased sh and it was such a long time seeing him kena bombed by everyone! haha orbi lorr who ask him everytime tease me! :D went to lot 1 later to return my books! and later went to tour laserflair in search of my longtime crave show-Anastacia! and guess wad?! after i searched rack after rack finally found my ANASTACIA!! hahaha.. immediately went home to watch it!! <333 it has such nice soundtrack though kinda emo! hehe

15 Aug: slacked at homeee as always lolll only contribution to studies was pw! lol had to do some research for my part until close to 2am! haha maybe its a punishment for slacking!

16 Aug: woke up and watch fa zheng xian feng! haha then went to takeaway chicken rice and choco iceblend (perfect match!!!) and had a sort of bonding moment with mummy haha cos we're the only 2 at home! then went to pei ah wen study at teck whye mac! from 2 plus to 8! lolll and all i finished was vectors and abit of chem! oh and had big mac for dinner! hahaha yumyum!

so this abt sums up everything from last fri to today! haha this actually took me 1 hr to post!! lol since this post is extremely long, it'd be lucky if my next post comes in september! XD

my broken archives!!

2009-07-19T21:59:00.004+08:00

june holidays and mid years are over!!! june hols past by in a flash and i onli RELI revised 2 subjects and amazingly they were the 2 of those that passed for my mid years! got 2 Us! one for econs and another for physics! sighhx! but depressing period is supposedly over and now i have to buck up to recover tt passion for physics! (wont be tt hard if it was mr wee teaching!) ok may i know wad u will say :) oh ya a lvls chi oral is also over next week thr's listening compre! hmm jc life reli IS pretty fast paced..

went to watch harry potter and half blood prince on fri! the girls wanted to go woodlands to watch but the guys wanted yishun.. in the end they DID follow us to woodlands BUT when we went the place was FULL lollll so u can guessed we went to yishun eventually -.- luckily thr's seats thr if not hehheh sure get more stares! but the show was not reli worth my $8.50 to be honest.. i was still thinking wad was missing until my cousin pointed out just now - hp din fight at all!! -.- not much action except for dumbledore! ok now for some boring detail, wanted to do pw but my internet spoilt during the most critical time which is 3 hours before the deadline! then i tried to finish it last night or reli morning until 3am! big thks to mr see for helping me paraphrase 100 over words lol!! i will nvr doubt his eng ever again!!! haha..

well sun was more exciting because since i slept at 5am last night, to a person who value her 8 hrs of sleep very very very much, i amazingly woke up at 10.51am the next day and it means 5h 51mins of slp onli!!! but anyway the early wake brought wonderful rewards! hehe first i got my haircut (i wanted to for a long time but yeahh, some1 stood by her 8 hrs rule and nvr reli got to her haircut.) and the more important thing: I GOT MY TYRES!!!!!!!!!!! yayyyy! haha sounds weird huh.. no la.. they belong to my beloved bicycle LOLLL my dad owe me the tyres as present for dunno how many yrs hehehe! yayyy it is finally revived! <33 aww! lol now for theupdate of wad i am currently doing - WATCHING GOBLET OF FIRE!! any normal person would be watching it right now! lol today won't be having my 8 hrs of slp either! wah~

ok so i've updated yay!! i hope those "taggers"are finally happy!! hahaa joking joking! ^^ ok so byeeee~

BOYS OVER FLOWER!!

2009-05-31T23:18:00.004+08:00

omg din update for one month plus! but because i told huishan that i will definitely update by this month so here i am! lol after seeing korean's liu xing hua yuan which is called boys over flower i am addicted! HAHA the so yi-jeong is so shuai!!! haha (huiying is going to laugh at me liao) but reli lorrrr not onli i think so hehheh.. wanted to watch more today then the stupid player that i use to download the show die on me!!! was so maddd! then when i want to charge my hp the stupid hp cannot 'sense' the charger! then i have to hold it in a suitable position for an hr at least! zzzz so sian lor today! :( btw just now went to queensway to buy my new sch shoes and other stuff.. sth unhappy happened there as well, shan't specify but i was so mad at that time but after i got home, i became so guilty! seeee~ today is so unlucky!! :/

term 2 is over~ so fast! kinda din realise it's gonna be june alrdy.. time passed so fast and i really dun feel that i've been in aj for 4 months! still rmb when i came in, i grumbled and complained about almost everything here.. the sch grds, the uniform, the pe attire, the canteen, the cca, the dist from my house to sch! i dunno what changed but somehow i dun dislike the sch as much.. thr's once i even looked at the pe attire i'm wearing and i go thinking i am so proud of wearing this pe attire! lol i was even thinking of whether to buy one more pe shirt haha! during first few months i was still strongly insisting on just having one pe shirt lol SEE THE CHANGE!!! but i still hate pw and gp cos they seem to be the hardest job to be done! oh and soon enough physics will join them too! my fave subject physics!! :(( i guess i reli need to thk the physics tcrs here!!! :/ maybe like wad xinyi say: "who can ever compare to mr wee??!!" but i reli think it's true and if no one can help me soon i am DEFINITELY gonna flunk my once fave subject! hmm this post shows alot of diff emotions eh! somemore is the not-so-happy kind... sighhh!

thr's a mountain load of hw to be done by term 3! i bttr be able to finish them! geez looks like i need to have a no-life schedule for june hols if i want to finish this amt of hw!! and i can't even read my long long ago bday present :( tmr still nida go back for (wheeeeee.... -.-) PHYSICS! siannzzz!

this hols seems to hav alot for me - make up lessons, lectures, S.O. , harmoc, chinese mock exam! wasehh super not stresssss eh! oh ya and i nida choose my new hp! line's gonna end soon! what to get? what to get? what to get? which hp?? cnnt seem to find one tt can compare to my nokia 7390! buttttt my beloved 7390 is giving me probs nowadays... as though it knows i nid to change it so it's behaving out of sorts.. HAIZ!

i wan to see night of the museum 2 and angels and demons!! but like no time + no money!!! ahhh! ohhh! i rmbed one more thing i want to grumble abt - a significant no. of tcrs are leaving aj this term!!! sad sad sad! i dun wan my maths tcr to go~~ :( term 3 is reli gonna be a WHOLE NEW TERM! hopefully its better!! (let mr wee come and replace my physics tcr! pretty pretty please~~)

i guess this post is long enough so i bttr stop grumbling and go to bed.. still got remedial for my FAVE subject tmr!

希望？应该早就化为乌有了吧。

2009-04-25T14:43:00.002+08:00

Ystd had pe first lesson and did napfa five stations! i felt so accomplished after the "practice" as i had many improvements!! haha but if i'm gonna get gold, i gotta do 11 i-pulls!! and that is reli tough!!! boooo~
oh ya did speak EZ too! LIKE ALWAYS i am too fast! ok i found out whenever i see a longggggg sentence or if i get nervous i'd wanna read faster!! LOL
Ystd after gpp discussion went to meet sy at toa payoh to go back to nh.. then we loiter around city vibe to wait for sp to go back to sch together.. it was reli demoralising to see ppl going up on stage while you are just sitting there and watching them! sighhh FORGET IT! stupid sch! oh ya went back and saw MR WEEE!! haha he explained some parts of dynamics but since i haven revise i totally dun get which is A GREAT PITY! lol but get to see him talk like old times felt reli good! :D and when i was waiting for the event to start, i saw so many ppl walking ard and i think i am hallucinating cos i see so many aj ppl!! and not just those tt are from aj! lol! omg i think i miss 12/09 lehh!! HAHA then after the event we went to take photos ard the sch and jun even asked her SISTER IN LAW to help us HAHA! then we went to have a class dinner which onli hav 20 plus ppl lol had sushi and there's free flow of jap green tea which taste like water with a piece of leaf HAHA had such an enjoyable time during the dinner! i ate 4 pieces of SALMON SUSHI!! <33 then when i reached home there were 4 durians waiting for me!! ystd was such a great day!! but it was not perfect...
i dunno why i so dumb lah everytime have to do something wrong! i know the reason is reli stupid and i know that it totally cnnt justify wad i had stupidly or more like forgetfully did! so i guess all i can say is sorry.. very sorry:(

Happy Birthday to Me!!

2009-04-14T21:25:00.004+08:00

I HAD THE MOST MEMORABLE B'DAY TODAY! haha! firstly, i was rushing through pi draft one till 1.30 am "this morning" and i was very touched cos the ppl who saw me online came to wish me once it's past twelve!! XD but lucky no.1 is mr NI-KE chiam, still got the energy to sing a sleepy b'day song haha then candy bu gan xin losing to nick haha cos she's no.2! then the UNCLE SEE hor miss the 12.00 am and 3.59 am timings lor! haha pi more impt lah.. haha online ppl still got may, junhao, huishan i think! haha then later i go slp and wake up at 6.07am! lol i got check my hp lor at tt time lor then i "CLEVERLY" put my hp in my bag which at 12.45pm i check it again and saw 11 messages!! haha and it was very sweet! cos they were all b'day wishes!! haha from 11 different ppl leh!! so happy tt ppl rmb my b'day haha! oh and my very first b'day present of the day is AN APPLE TEA from my BELOVED MAY AND XINYI! haha then i got more from my LOVABLE classmates!! haha apparently they are all females! LOL (cos got 2 males super inefficient in "producing" a present lol joking joking) when i saw all these simple things they did i just feel very contented! aww HAHA! THANK YOU THANK YOU<3!

then i was supposed to read a story for the class but no time so postponed to tmr (somemore i still read so many times to myself lor HAHA) and i specially chose today to speak! LOL! oh ya FINALLY FINISHED PI DRAFT 1! whew! so funny lor last night, every1 seems to be fighting a war (except tt it is a war with words) haha cutting short yr pi is no easy feat!!

oh ya did my first day job as pe rep! haha got lots of guidance from estee! :P somemore i forgot to bring shoebag to contain every1's valuables! even aft huiying's super early reminder last night! lol lucky everything turned out ok! XD oh ya changed my ez link card today! then hy like cant bear to part with the card tt's been with her for 4 yrs! LOL

oh oh ya!! during physics spa today the 2 "choir potential" guys was actually singing the NICE, OLD TRADITIONAL BDAY SONG but then they was joined by 4 other guys who were very happy to sing a twisted version of the nice b'day song when i said i wanted to record them down! in the end i became a "monkey" yay, hooray, wheeee~ LOL

awww i am watching my WESTLIFE NUMBER ONES TOUR now!! my b'day present haha! oh ya and i wanna SPECIALLY THANK these pp for wishing me HAPPY B'DAY:
candy (the girl who wished me 17 times happy b'day haha), huiying (the girl who made me a customised pouch!!! ), huishan (the girl who finds 14 april a sleepy day for her.. aww it's such a wonderful day can? maybe TOO wonderful lah), nick(the guy who sings the most no. of b'day songs to me -.-), adwin (the guy who tells me happy b'day through 3 ways - sms, msn and facebook!), junhao (the guy who nvr stop calling me china girl! LOL), weirong (the guy who dun admit he IS OLD - RONG SHU), meixian (a starry clip-on reminder thingy!!), shujuan (la bi xiao xin LOL ^^), estee (another girl who wishes me lots of time today haha), lesa, nat, hardy (estee's choco?), zihui, kristanto, szehowe, joofei (for his nice banana peach blended with whipped cream :D), xinyi (the noble middleperson haha), may (my pretty pretty starry necklace), xinyun (the one who spared me the 17 paos!! haha), feini (the one who came specially to the downstairs of my house to giv me her PRECIOUS HANDMADE CARD but i wasn't home!), huizhi (my nice nice card with my many unglam photos haha), yingying, zhiyi (my girlfren who wanted to SURPRISE me with her sms haha), ah wen, ah jun, ah qi [these 3 ppl have touching speeches and sweet msgs!] , zishuo, jeanette, hinfong (2-days-older-than-me GIRL), germaine (spag girl), garyim, yixin [my 2 olddddd frens], belinda, yeeching, wanlim, sylvia, wanxuan, shengquan, elena, xiang jie!

wah i need to do chinese compo le! so late liao!! LOL the b'day girl tt onli hav 30 mins more to enjoy her SPECIAL DAY is signing off! :D

april's finally here!!

2009-04-03T23:20:00.003+08:00

family day's in 2 days! any1 who is interested can just enter ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE from 8.30am to 3.00pm!! but u must must must go to the hall to the corner beside first aid booth!!! to 1209's stall! XD

this week passed in a flash and like every other day it's another interesting day! but i think i got serious memory loss cos i always forget wad we do in class but all i know is tt there'll nvr be a dull day in 1209! HAHA looking forward to how crazy they will be on fd!

ohh huishan says i'm being too sensitive but i keep spotting scandals!!! lol see ah pek is gonna kill me! some1 got 2 wives in our class and HE shld know WHO he is! haha obviously! hs get things abit slowly but these kind she also spot them as fast as me hahahaha! and dun see the mr chiam like very decent lor he superrrr "yellow" with his jokes which he always share with see ah pek.. then mr "wad's yr problem la" will also get them superrr fast then onli left me and hs cos we very pure u see, but hs is still the last! HAHA then she will laugh until tears are swimming in her eyes lol!! so like all in all physics tutorial is like the "fun-nest" lesson LOL

today went back to nhhs with siyi! it was superrr fun lah lol she's grown prettier!! haha then after we spend like 15 mins in G.O. waiting for our SGC, we went wandering ard and eventually ended up in a deserted area in the 3rd floor behind the pa room! lol then she demo-ed her dances while i demo-ed those i learnt in FOL haha! then we dragged time here and there until finally we saw yingying at np room there! haha then we chatted and sy demo-ed AGAIN and continue to fa hua chi haha then we went home tgt and bought bubble tea! it was super fun too kinda she bu de them when we had to part! LOL

listening to "ghost of you and me", can tell it's superrrr old and its automatically replaying again and again! lol i wan to try listening to it for 50 times! HAHA to experiment wad mr "yan dao" says!

oh ya!!!! bought FOREVER PRINCESSSSS!!! read it in 2 days!!! tooo fast le i think then the ending so abrupt wahhh~~ no more princess diaries le!! :( :( :( but still MIA & MICHAEL 4EVER!!! XD

oh yaaa more more more important!! everyone go catch 9pm show on channel 8!!! got joshua ang and teresa tseng!!!! <3333 haha ok i shld stop myself before i go berserk! :D

mtv jazz~!

2009-03-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

had festival of life today!! and i chose mtv jazz~ it was very fun cos we kept dancing and dancing until we get it right! and the instructor was really cool!! and pretty! then her voice was very sweet and she's very patient with us :) oh and she dance like BOA!! so i like her alot!!! XD after that, stayed for physics challenge which was to fix our like pram toy which works like a fan haha.. after stuck around for the family day thing but i kinda din hav any contribution lol oh and i gave blackie fatty a piggy ride!! she made use of me so i keep drinking her green tea wahaha! oh and then went to amk central with some peeps and had ice cream with them! haha yummy! and the hossan leong say dun wanna eat in the end dunno who was eating until VERY HAPPY! had alot fun though, again, i din hav any contributions to the picking of family day stuff haha i went to stare at my meg cabot's TEN OUT OF TEN!!!!! i am gonna get my hands on them very very soon!! ystd went for resilience workshop which is at the freaking near KALLANG! lol went with the class but was split into 2 grps but still fun and torturous! but i wanna do the very high elements!!! din get to do cos NO TIME! boooo~ though i think i might cry while i'm up thr! i was really scared even when i was doing the intermediate one.. cos it was supppper windy and even though i know i am heavy i was still very scared of falling!! so i clutch my chou zihui and took steps very very slowly across to the other side! lol but not bad since i get to abseil haha

oh and heard westlife's not very new album - back home! lol it seems like mark and shane's album but nvrm the songs still rock!! XD zzz going back to nh on fri to get testi and cert with sy!! haha this fun week is over le! so fast! ohhh ya thr's aj idol on weds! but until the end i forgot who the aj idol is -.- i think the real highlight is reli the 2 campus superstar esp the girl! they sang sooooo well!! and to think they're younger than us! lol tmr nida go back sch for MONO-POLY! right uncle seeee?? so i nid my beauty slp!

and YAYYY i updated AGAIN!! -.-

12/09!

2009-03-13T23:37:00.003+08:00

I think my class is very special cos majority of the ppl's bday falls on MARCH! There're like 10 of them out of 25?! lol i just find it very coincidental.. :) today's the last day of term 1 and we were thinking of how to celebrate this day and then in the end went for a movie at j8! the movie was sth witch mt one.. got aliens who look totally perfect lol.. and i like one of its quotes: "it's the predestined order of the universe" :) and the onli thing that make my $$ worthwhile was all the outer space and stars i got to see!! haha but the preview was amazingly 20+mins long!! lol oh ya! initially before the movie me, huishan, candy, huiying, weirong, andy and junhao went for the lunch at yoshinoya! haha but i was quite displeased by the jacked up price! RRR lol.. but the beef bowl taste as gd as ever! then we went pop to buy family day stuffs.. lol by the time for movie only left me, hy, andy and jh lol! aft the movie went to bishan lib AND HOHOHO i found my meg cabot princess series vol.8 and 9!! i'm gonna buy 10!! if i'd ever see it! ^^ oh and by tt time the no. of ppl decreased again as jh gone to take his 156 aft everyone escort him to his bus-stop! lol in the end reached home at 9.30! wanted to buy my duck noodle, was craving for it lor but by the time i got thr, it's closed!! ahh~ so i settled for fishball meeee!

i reli find my class an interesting one! they're like my motivation for going to sch! lol everyone's like old frens with each other and there seem to be no barriers at all! lol it's like a natural family & tt's wad i like abt my 12/09!! haha! somemore whenever i look at my timetable i always find the hours extremely long (most are longer than nh hours lor) but somehow i dun feel the burden of trying to pass the hrs in class! haha and my class, some teachers and old frens are making my days in aj seem happier each day! and i can finally say tt i dun regret coming here!! :)

Everyone, let's JIA YOU together!

AJCian

2009-02-15T01:04:00.004+08:00

firstly, HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY EVERYONE! :D

wow time passed pretty fast, it's been 2 weeks since sch reopen! and the fun time is finally over it's time for studying!! boohoo~ :( but this past week has been especially fun! since it's ORIENTATION WEEK! everyone is soooo high on the last day which is fri! i think this week has been a memorable and unforgettable one!! XD made great friends as well! lol today went to je to eat lunch (v day celebrations), then to vivo then all the way xinyi, xinyun and me can't stop with the aj cheers!! it's so sad just thinking that there won't be any more cheering on mon! D:

we kept going on on all the diff alliance cheers! but the most usual one we said was
"AJ! How are you feeling today?
We feel good! Ah! We feel good! Ah! We feel very very very very good! Ah! Ah! Ah!
Who's the best in AJ?
PE-GA-SUS! PE-GA-SUS! PE-GA-SUS! SU-PER PE-GA-SUS! PE-GA-SUS! PE-GA-SUS! PE-GA-SUS! 1,2,3,4 PEGASUS!"

but since they're from centaurus they kept competing with me by saying CENTAURUS instead of the nice-sounding PEGASUS! then we also sat there playing orientation games and fn, xinyi, xinyun had to do forfeit lol! but i had to leave them (xy, xy, fn, ch, yy) to go wai po's house to makan!

oh ya back to orientation week! there's games, dance and cip! oh, and the orientation video super nice!! haha, and everyone got high-er gradually as we cheer for our alliance! there are pegasus, centaurus, scorpius, aquila and draco! they each represent our house which are cougar, panther, puma, jaguar and cheetah respectively! i am pretty amazed at the no of games the council had to think up for us cos i think i played around 4 games each day! lol and there are 4 dances - group dance (we have to form 3 circles, one in the other and dance something that has alot of chicken movements lol) and then there's 2 solo dances that we had to dance for an inter-house dance competition lol.. i finally found the 2 songs to tt, they're both by 'n sync, one is 'that girl' and the other is 'its gonna be me'! they're both v nice and the latter's dance was easier than the former one! so i like the 2nd one more XD then lastly there's the couple dance! had to dance with a guy cos our class is like 11 girls and 13 guys but luckily in my class there's quite a few tall guys (: the whole thing was pretty funny cos he kept giving me the look that said 'why u so scared of me?' and he even told the ogl grace who saw that i wasn't as close as i shld be that he 'had disease' that's why i seem to be 'scared' of him LOL?! oh and i stepped on a guy's foot during the jumping step and he's not even my partner! lol..!

then on fri we had to do a college cip which meant everyone in our sch had to do this mass cip in ang mo kio area! my grp went to 4 blocks to collect old newspaper and clothes! oh, and we have to do with our buddy class, kinda like jc1-jc2 bonding session lol! and after tt we went back to sch and had a v full lunch & surprised our classmate by celebrating her bday! (: then aft tt, it's finale time! we got to see this funny mv by hossan leong and a movie 'Singapore Dreaming' to commemorate Total Defence Day! lol but the movie i saw before, some time during sec 3 PTC! lol and then there was inter-house drama competition! it would totally be interesting if the actors had handsfree mic lah! cos most of the skits was not 'hear-able' and so it was like the most boring part of the day! and aft tt it was a performance by last yr's AJ idol which had a full band! and their 2nd song totally got us high as we were jumping and hugging lol! we even asked for encore!! haha.. and then there's councillor dance which was quite nice and then prize giving!

We were released aft we had our last round of cheering :'( and we took pic before most of the class went for OG SUPPER which was supposedly at mac's at this place near amk town centre but it was full! then nvrm, we walked down to a KFC which was also full then we walked towards amk hub and finally settled down at the food court! lol shared ice kachang with huiying and then becos we have to finish some chips so we played ZHONG JI MI MA! lol and i was like quite lucky cos i din get the forfeit even though there're like 10 over rounds of it?! lol and the 3 ogls came to join us in the game! aft an hour plus, we left the place cos it was closing down.. lol then i nearly regretted going cos onli got me and another female classmate (who alighted aft 2 stops!) and 3 guys leaving by mrt by red line! i seriously dunno how to converse with them lol.. maybe they're not entertaining enough :X haha and so coincidentally thr's this ogl who alight at keat hong like me! haha and i learnt something from him - NEXT TIME DUN HAV MEET TT EARLY AT CCK! so i think i can at least get 10 more mins of slp! yay!

it's a whole new beginning but have i put it behind me?

tmr is the 1st 1st 1st day of sch!!!

2009-02-01T19:13:00.002+08:00

tmr is THE VERY FIRST DAY OF SCH! this yr's o lvls is like so unreal! sighh.. got 9 as raw and 5 as net score.. then on fri got a msg tt said i'm posted to anderson jc.. both of these news were totally not wad i had expected so kinda like a DOUBLE disappointment.. but after 2 days i think i've finally recovered from the sadness.. i hav so many mates going to aj with me why shld i be upset?? lol.. ok now for the update for cny!

mon, tues, weds
went to bai nian everywhere! and amazingly, i got more $ than last yr! of cos i played a little ban luk here and thr.. lol..

thurs
cos i got no events so i dragged fn out to movie with me! at 1st got ms neo xh but she din manage to climb out of bed so nvrm onli fn and i went to watch 'INKHEART'! it was amazingly nice too!! haha then fn rush here and thr and i managed to go to her house to bai nian ^^ later we went lot 1 to walk again lol and FINALLY when mr chan zj arrived these 2 $ face ppl come my house to bai nian lol and then they rush off for their own mahjong session

fri
at first say got EX COLLEAGUES GATHERING then gradually one by one can't make it (even the planner lol) then in the end left me, sharon and nabilah but we had a great time too! we watched a TERRIFIC SHOW - 'BRIDE WARS'!! that has my idol anne hathaway!! :) then went back to JL ^^ and nabilah left, leaving sharon and me so we walked ard jp aimlessly while chatting haha in the end we spent the most time at popular! (muahahaha i found a popular buddy!!) then rush down to jun's house downstairs to eat those dinner tt gathers ppl from the neighbourhood but it wasn't very worth the $ though boooo~ and then went to jun's house to LAST 3 (poker)!!

sat
went to lot 1 with marcus to buy lunch for everyone and to return my books, not to mention to borrow more books ^^ marcus was doomed once he said he'll give 10 mins to do tt cos obviously i took more than 10 mins wahaha! then went to er gu ma's house to makan and LAST 3!! haha..

sun
which is today lol.. woke up at 7.20am to prepare to go fy's house to bai nian (which is also the principal's house).. called LFN at 8.20am to check if she left the house alr but this lady actually JUST WOKE UP!! then she rushed and everything to meet me at yew tee which by then i'd alr waited 20 mins.. then shun bian wait for su peng, xy, hz and steph while in meanwhile sylvia came meet us.. lol! in the end reached yishun 9.20 i think.. then we were so mad cos we were charged adult fare and we were all saying how unfair it is.. from cck to yishun and it amounted to $1.70 and bus fare was 70 cents then like wth?!! how many times of student fare is tt?!! but we had a pretty gd time at fy's house though.. played 'slap jack' at first and then when eckerene and wl came i played with them black jack tgt with sp, sylvia and occasionally jerome and once, the principal haha! mr foo bought pizza for us for lunch! yummy~ after the visit, went to 'surprise' fn for her early bday celebration! but the waitress spoilt all the surprise sighh~ then when everyone was leaving, me, hz and xy went to walk ard lot 1 instead.. in the end all we find was food! lol yami yoghurt was nice!! ^^ and coincidentally saw er mm and wen so went with them to buy cake before they all came to my house.. everyone came to my house to bai nian today so when i went in everyone was alr thr! :) it was fun but time passes so fast and now it's 8.12pm alr!!

sigh soon enough we'll all be back in sch! hope matriculation week will be fun!

under my stars

2009-01-22T03:04:00.016+08:00

yesterday went out with sharon, emilyza, xiaoying, siewling, yiting and liyi! we went to our usual place - JL jurong point! and then we ate pizza hut for lunch and spent like hours inside JL! haha.. then we walked around and i ate my salmon sushi!! XD then we went shopping in JP2! according to emily, we spent 30 mins at least in every shop we went to! like minibits, face shop, helen! it was really fun shopping with this gang! although yiting and liyi left early but we still had fun! it was their loss wahaha! especially the part where we wanna take a photo in the lift because it had this huge mirror inside! then we were EXTREMELY HILARIOUS! cos we needed more time to take the pics so we pressed the lift to go B2 and then to 1 and then to 3 and then back to 1! we were all "go down, go down" and then "go up, go up"! HAHA! it was very fun! in the end we captured 3 pics! lol!

the pizza set we ate!

at pizza hut! (clockwise: liyi, me, sharon, xiaoying, siewling, emilyza, yiting)

we tried countless of nail colours and most of it is on my hand!

at helen with emilyza!

THE LIFT!!

LIFT AGAIN! (edited by txy!)

and this is my swipe card and badge!! (pic taken on my last day ^^)

today i wanted to go bugis so i dragged feini out from her badminton session to meet me at je! then we makan and then walked bugis street! for my sake, we walked the whole bugis street in search of my earrings! in the end we finally found it in a very deserted corner! lol.. then we went back to the shopping centre to have a seat.. i went to eat venezia and the dark chocolate and durian flavour was nice!! but just not when it's mixed together! lol! then we shopped a little and even went to lot 1 after tt cos we're searching for 'the face shop' then we went thr we found out it was 'the body shop'! alamak! so we've got the feeling of being scammed! lol.. then soon after fn left so i went shopping for a while more before heading home (:

a girl put on her headphone, ready to cut herself off from the world
music filled her head and she started to fantasise
people around her seemed to pass by in a flash
ahead of her suddenly lie a couple
a feeling of sweet and sour suddenly consumed her
she smiled inwardly about the feeling of happiness that couple gave off
but the feeling of envy stung her
then it hit it her, this was loneliness that she's feeling
she started to feel depressed as she walked a path under a shelter
finally when she left the protection of the shelter, she saw 3 little diamonds shining in the black velvet sky
she turned to her left and saw more diamonds
she began singing along to the song she's listening to: "I did not love you for just 2,3 days..."
she smiled beside herself
she just couldn't tear her eyes away from the night sky
more and more stars came into view
it seems as though these little diamonds had came out to play
she felt endless of indescribable joy overflowing from her heart
she knows this was true happiness
even though she had no one by her side
she had the stars as company
suddenly they seemed to exist solely for her
she felt so special and happy
she forgot all about the loneliness just a while ago and walked under the stars with a wide grin and her head tilted to the sky
when she reached her house she couldn't bear to leave the stars
so she played a game of hide and seek with them
she kept them from view as she walked in shelter and peeked at them soon after
she felt like she was falling in love
she was actually in love with the stars
she said to herself: "So this will be how i feel when my special one comes along..."
she finally left the beautiful night sky behind as she closed her door
"Farewell, my dears" she gently whispered

사랑해요

210109 my special day

john little is past

2009-01-20T00:25:00.003+08:00

oh my god~ i've finished my job! finally! the happy thing is maybe no more folding or entertaining unreasonable customers but the bad thing is MY BESTEST COLLEAGUES & I HAVE TO PART!! :'( The best experience will HAVE TO BE these colleagues!!! XD hav to take grp photo but it'll be hard! tmr we're meeting up!! can't wait! but the place is usual place! -.- it's our turn to be customers!! haha!

BIG THANK YOU TO MY DEAREST COLLEAGUES! (TEMP ONES)

emilyza,
my secret code buddy!! and the first colleague i got close to since 1st jan! XD haha oh and she left one day before most of us! and she kept repeating tt it was her last day on sat (17th)!! lol and she's a fabulous colleague! oh and plus fabulous sales associate cos she got COMPLIMENTED by a customer! haha she always seems passionate abt helping customers! :D

farah,
the colleague that spent the least time with us! but got almost immediately close with us! oh ya and she's my last customer in JL! in other words, she's the last person to hav MY BIG NAME ON HER RECEIPT! XD and she's reli funny and friendly!

hafizah,
the oldest among us!!! and THE atrium girl!! haha but she's tgt with dominique (although until now i still haven manage to speak to the latter one) and the one with the MAXIMISER joke!! wahaha! and wadeva she says is always funny! haha and her course is not very common - occupational therapy! (dun start by guessing it has to do with helping ppl with job-related prob!)

liyi,
the one who worked with me for 2 days, i think! but i know she's veryyyy funny and great fun to "cashier" with! haha but how can she throw us alone in JL! XD oh ya and she's the fitting room girl!!

nabilah,
one of the 2 who always makan with me frm 8 jan on! and the one who always choose guys over us!! XD haha another FUNNY girl who drink slurpee with me twice and we 3 (xy,her,me) had the most interesting experience eating OUTSIDE JP2!

sharon,
my forever 1st meal buddy!! haha i'll always rmb our date by the window pane!! haha ;) oh ya and she's like the nicest person there! YES, THE NICEST PERSON!! she's always the one who "went thru' hard times with me" haha like folding mountains of clothes and clearing clothes from ladies fitting room!! XD

siewling,
haha the 1st person who actually introduced herself to me among all of them!! haha! and seriously, like hafizah, she dun look her age!! lol! oh ya and the blogshop girl!! haha but she always seem very composed ok maybe from this, u can tell the mature part abt her but at 1st sight she reli reli dun look 19 going to 20!

tiffany,
THE female cashier! haha that's like the onli place you can find her! and cos she starts on 6th which is diff from me, at 1st we totally din talk but the cashier counter is a weird thing cos the packer and cashier will always talk! haha no matter whether you know each other or not! plus she's reli friendly! but i cant contact her for tmr's EX COLLEAGUES GATHERING! boohoo~

xiaoying,
the siao zha bo! XD the 1st to play the pos (cashier machine) with me at the training!! and the one who always scold "SHUT UP!" wahaha! oh ya and she likes luo han guo!!! hahahaha! (tt's wad she drank when we ate tgt for the first time) and a reli great colleague to makan and hang out with! (by "hang out", i reli mean folding emilio valentino clothes tgt haha ok la, not onli those clothes XP) okok, and also those great times at the cashier!

yiting,
wow the last one on the list! she's a reli funny girl!! haha she got all the great food in JP memorised! haha! and a GREAT colleague to CASHIER with!! (dun just read the caps+bold words tgt) XD haha and the great spender!! wahaha! oh ya and the only one i strangled among all of them! :D

and MY LAST MEAL while working was "terrific-ally" spent! haha! although got a little cheated drinking the tea latte which was reli just milk tea tt cost $2! -.- but the dinner was great and not to mention the dinner mates - yt,sl,xy! they were reli funny but they somehow always manage to do things tgt, w/o me! like PUNCHING CARDS early and teasing me with the whole "jackson thing" :P they very gd, very gd! (sense the sarcasm here)

oh ya and all of my thanks to the rest of the perm staff like john paul, anna, veron, nurul, nova, joan, connie, alma, kamal, haslinah, the cash office ppl and some promoters! they reli made my days in JL very interesting and happily spent!!

take note: because more than 1 ppl complain of me not leaving paragraphs and writing my prev post in one big chunk, i am leaving lots of paragraph here!

take note too: and the WHOLE POST IS DEDICATED TO MY DEAREST JL COLLEAGUES <3

Work Work Work!

2009-01-06T00:58:00.003+08:00

wow! in the past i've been wanting a job sooo badly but now i've realised tt it is not so easy working! some more it was during 1-4 jan and there are loads of ppl thr and i must hav work very hard cos both of my thumbs' nails broke! oh ya i am a cashier at {10.15.8.14 12.9.20.20.12.5}!! haha (emilyza shld get this) and i've got 3 days off from today till weds.. yikes, seeing the word 'till' makes me rmb the cashier counter! lol! and i am not reli ALWAYS the cashier! gotta work my way up mah.. but actually thr's no such 'method' either.. it's more like if you 'lucky', the senior hav to leave for awhile so you be the cashier or it's in yr schedule.. but tt 'lucky' opinion differs b/n diff ppl! :) cos some like it while some don't and i am caught somewhere in the middle! like hafizah, i like it if there's not much ppl queueing up so thr won be much stress but actually everytime i am handling the cash or packing the things i kinda feel like i am trembling.. maybe everyone else can tell but i dunno why cos i DO like tt job, maybe it's just stress.. but starting 8 jan shldn't be too big a prob cos customers will hopefully be lesser! and thr's more ppl coming in! oh ya, i haven introduce my very very helpful and interesting colleagues! thr's a very cute one who was with me on the 1st day at the men's cashier! she worked thr before and helped me to settle in pretty quickly although we still din reli like the part on clearing things.. i think all cashier also dun like it ba.. lol and her big name is EMILYZA! she's so great and comfortable to be with! just talking with her for a while and you will feel as though you know her for ages! haha.. oh ya and since on sunday we were alternating at the redemption counter, i decided to pass time by making codes for her to decode so it will be more fun for the both of us.. haha! the hrs at the redemption counter is reli no fun time! i mean ya, u get to sit down and all the promoters/cashiers walking ard you will look at you with eyes filled with envy cos tt's the only place you get to sit down but most of the time other than dealing with nice customers tt are friendly and resemble yr aunt/grandmother OR bad customers tt just want to argue even though you are following the right rules OR good promoters who are helping their customers get stickers OR bad promoters who are not setting a good example for the customers by being kiasu FOR THEIR CUSTOMERS and insist they are right when the CALCULATOR DO NOT LIE, all you can do is stare into space cos u are doing the job alone! so ya, there good and bad times thr! okie, next on, my lunch and dinner buddy - sharon! she is quite shy at first but she is a very nice person to talk to and you can find yrself liking her in awhile! haha.. then thr's hafizah.. i've mentioned her earlier.. she is being very mysterious at first cos she din wanna say her age but in the end some1 guessed corrctly on the 3rd day i think and she actually looked 5-6 yrs younger than yr actual age!! i still cant quite imagine her as a 22 yr old even now! lol.. and tmr, emily will be joining our company! she is also someone who doesn't look her age! she looked like 16/17 but she's actually 19! i mean, why don ppl look their age nowadays? emilyza and sharon are both 17 but they looked 16! haha, ok maybe it's not much diff but it makes me the youngest among them!! and i am the tallest! ok thr's no link thr again.. -.- but anyway, after emily, xiaoying and nabilah will be joining us on 8th jan! can't wait to see them again! ok by now do i sound like i know alot of ppl??? haha actually i only worked with emilyza, sharon and hafizah but i know emily, nabilah and xiaoying from my training at expo! :) it's amazing thr's soooo many friendly ppl out thr that you can hit it off with! haha.. although i am missing my working mates, i am not missing the job or the customers! XD but one thing i learned from this job (other than the fact that you can't judged ppl's age from their looks) is tt after doing it for 4 days, weekends will not feel like weekends and weekdays will not feel like weekdays! like during my 1st few days after a whole 12 and a half hrs of working, i drag my very very very tired feet home on dad's car and i feel like i shld take a break of at least a day before starting again.. and then i realised that in less than 12 hrs i hav to go back to the same place again!!! and weekends don't feel like a break cos i am working!! and even public hols don make me feel overjoyed! -.- it's only when come monday (which is today) tt reli feels like a weekend for me but it's just tt when i am resting, everyone else are up on their feet and doing their own thing! so it's like i'm in a diff time zone from everyone else! sigh sigh sigh! well, i better enjoy my 'break' cos i hav a feeling thurs (aka work day) will come very soon!

oh my god, the above whole chunk all on my working life??? hope no1 is bored out by it!

oh ya and it's a new year! oops, came kinda late huh.. but well, like i said my new year was spent very 'meaningfully' and differently from the usual ones by working so i'm not exactly happy or sad abt tt day cos usually i'd make sure this kind of days are spent HAPPILY! lol and when i got home ystd, i finally turned on the tv after 4 days and it actually feels ALIEN to me! but no sooner i became very 'familiar' with it again! haha.. and only now then i feel that 5 days hav passed by so swiftly! i mean, it's like onli ystd was my 1st day of work! and now its 5 jan! and thr's this sorrow tt 2008 is over.. dun ask me whr it's coming from though..

hopefully we will finally get our little gathering on weds!! my old old pals!!

i had a reli funny dream

it was you suddenly grown fat

and din look like you at all

but then i was wondering even though

u look totally diff, will my feelings change just like that

but the ans in my head surprised me

merry christmas!

2008-12-26T00:15:00.004+08:00

kinda feel like there's more xmas spirit on xmas eve than on xmas day itself! and this year's gifts are getting lesser! lol maybe it is part of growing up.. the part whr only children get xmas gifts so since i am older then tt it means NO MORE GIFTS! lol..

it's really funny how everything that was vexing could get settled all in one day.. like how (1) i can't get my calculator separated from its case cos i spill something on it.. and i was so worried and frustrated! lol seems like i finally found out how impt my calculator is to me! haha (2) i lost, or actually couldn't find, my nric! and i was so scared but seeing tt there's no weird letters sent to me yet it shld be good news.. (3) the video uncle said someone use my name to borrow vcds and din return.. he even nearly ban me from borrowing vcds lor..! how did they work out: for (1) i also dunno how my dad did it but when initially i asked him, he told me to throw it away cos no hope le.. then i find it on the table and it could magically open then i asked him how again and he said he needed to use a hammer.. but becos of the lie he just said i dun reli believe him haha.. well, for (2) it was only after 2 weeks of finding, did it finally appear! somemore it was a place i thot impossible!! anyway i was sooooooooo relieved! even right now i can't believe it.. plus, i reli need it tmr so it was so lucky to find it on tues! for (3), ok it was pretty lame.. becos the uncle said someone used my name, plus due to prob (2), i thot someone found my ic so as a very very desperate solution, i plucked up my courage to ask the uncle and in the end, he just said tt he wrote wrongly and tt thr was a mistake! -.- scared me lehhhh! but anyway it was also due to this tt i went to look for my ic in all the "impossible" spots and in the end, solved prob (2)..! lol anyway it's just funny how all this work out.. if it was a week ago i nvr would've thot i would solve all of the above problems by today..

btw, it reli seems like time can reli fly! it's alrdy the 25 dec and soon after, it would be year 2009 and then the dreaded or waited day would finally come! and somehow i din think the hols would pass so fast and i kinda feel empty inside.. maybe cos i am not working!! most ppl who are alrdy 16 hav a job and i feel so weird not having one.. like i am wasting my life away.. although i am "wasting" them enjoyably! anyway i might finally get my wish tmr! it will be the final thing so if i am lucky then i might hav lesser time to "waste"!

so excited, next week got a OLD FRIENDS gathering haha.. and the day is either going to be on yr 2008 or yr 2009! isn't it fascinating? that though next week's 7 days are just like every other normal week but nxt tues or fri would mean a difference in the last digit of their dates! so cool lor! ^^ anyway i just can't wait!

oh ya today, i spent my xmas in the zoo and it was better than i expected! it would be reli reli fun if i was younger by 5-6 yrs old! but still it's alot better than before!! haha, with the water park, rafting-tugandwar style, the wax "museum" with alot of zoo element in it.. but other than tt zoo is pretty much the same! anyway saw this saying that i think was very good but i think it is also very geography-ish:

Only after the last tree has been cut down

Only after the last river has been poisoned

Only after the last fish has been caught
Only then will you find that money cannot be eaten

-An old Cree Indian saying

lol classic hor.. but after reading it several times, the mystic was suddenly gone.. i think you need to have a nonchalant thinking when you are reading it, then it will make some impact on you..

“ 最好的礼物是物价的”

如果我有一天领悟这道理

那爱情应该就离我不远了

park yong ha!!

2008-12-12T01:59:00.003+08:00

back from cruise! it was fun half the time only! it cannot compare up to superstar virgo! sighh but nvrm lor.. since it was still fun! cos onboard it's only eat and sleep! how can this be dull? haha.. although alot of the facilities virgo have libra doesn't.. like arcade (which marcus was sooo mad about) and the movie theatre (which i was mad about)! anyway get to go onshore on the 3rd day to phuket island, thailand! after going there, you will really miss everything abt s'pore! haha.. but it was an interesting experience anyway! the good thing on the cruise is tt there is hbo and disney ch there! but it's so small that you can't even get lost in it! lol

then straight after coming back from cruise.. went back home before going out again with gy and wt! we went to limbang park then lot 1 and lastly my house!! lol thr was nth to see on the way but our conversations were just like old times.. hehe.. in the end went to my house cos wt wanna watch tv and we wanted to play cards.. lol.. anyway it was fun cos i learnt a new game! haha.. just wished yx was thr too! (:

then today went to eat ajisen at lot 1 with mummy and bro before going kranji and causeway point.. to sum up today, it'll be tt it's very rewarding! meaning i bought alot of stuffs! (: and i'll have donuts for breakfast tmr!! wheee~

finally when i get to on com, i went to find on air ost - the one playing right now! and i typed out the chinese translation cos i think it is very nice!! plus only after finish watching the show did i know that this song is sung by the male lead!!! oh my god! sighh it only make me love the show more!! haha park yong ha (the male lead) is soooooooo cute! haha esp when he smiles in this funny way! and during the last few parts of the show!!! oh my god!! so sweet!! i think the scriptwriter of 'on air' is amazing! there are sooo many classic conversations and scenes!!

一天不想你心痛得生不如死
一天不想你心就崩溃使人疯狂
这样只能看到你

瞎眼的爱情
叫我如何忘记你
直到放弃自己为止

我在说“我爱你” 你听不到吗?

On Air!!

2008-12-05T11:56:00.004+08:00

wow it's such a long time since i last blogged! lol.. just watched finish a FANTASTIC KOREAN DRAMA!!! ON AIR ROCKS!! haha.. ok, it's time to update in an organised fashion:

24 nov '08
PROM NIGHT

it was an amazing night!! everyone dressed until very nice and its soooo hard to vote for the prom king and queen but in the end i gave my two votes to benglin as pk (so did the rest of the ppl in our table) but i think the 2 votes from each of us are voided!!! sigh but nvrm cos it was still a great night with alot of class pics and alot of pics with frenz! but since i am very clever and din bring a camera, all the pics are with others! lol.. alot of ppl say the food is not nice but seeing that the waitresses seem to be very professional, together with the ambience of the place, i think it is barely worth the price.. but anyway everyone's there for the meaning it holds.. sooo.. i think in all this is still a memorable night!

26 nov '08
207'06 BBQ

met at may's house at 3 and me, yy, fn and may went to do all the "beforehand" procedure for the bbq like marinating etc. and it was very fun! lol ok maybe it's because it's my 1st time doing it! then we went to the bbq pit and aft some time, we finally found the place and it was infested with lizards! luckily they all ran away when we started bbq-ing! and it was a surprise to see 20 ppl come! in fact i was kinda touched lol.. anyway it'll kinda be our last reunion sooooo.. in all the whole event is quite successful.. and the girls even went to may's house "after-party", ok it's really may's house's downstairs.. lol, at the very big sort of amphitheatre and put up a play and ate marshmallows with chocolate syrup (brought by hf!!) haha so the night ended pretty well!

1 dec '08
SUNTEC TRIP

went with may happily and even went to marina square! lol and we did some secret thing!

2 dec '08
CLIQUE CHALET BBQ

it was at pasir ris and at first i went thr alone!! lol and it was raining.. when i reached, 2 supermodel lookalikes carried their umbrellas and mine to come fetch me.. don't have to guess - they are teo hui zhi and lim xin yi! then when we reached the guys were just about to start fire and they had some probs at 1st then later the girls went up to the 2nd floor to play truth and dare! lol onli me, xinyi(cy's gf lol) and xinyun din zhong.. the rest all did (steph, xinyi, roanna, feini, yeeching and huizhi) but all the dare tt we thot of din get to do in the end cos everyone was busy eating bbq!!! and watching tv! sighx but it was still a fabulous evening and i had alot of fun! there was some parts whr it was very funny but it will remain a secret to those who are not present! lol in the end we went home at around 10.30 but i onli reached home at 12! oh my, getting from east to west is really not a simple feat! (or in this case, fast feat)

4 dec '08
SLEEPOVER AT MY HOUSE

jun, qi, may and hf came my house to stay and we rented 3 cds to watch! at first they were saying to watch until morning or at least until see them all finish before sleeping but we onli managed to watch 2 movie because there was a big distraction in between! but anyway it became 2 movies + gossip night + rummy-o + bridge + bob night!!! fyi, the last 2 things mentioned have to do with cards!

5 dec '08
ACTUALLY HALF OF WHAT I MENTIONED ABOVE HAPPENED ONLI JUST NOW BECAUSE THEY WERE IN THE MORNING

but anyway hf and i din sleep while the rest all say they won't but in the end slept like dead zombies! (even though they onli sleep for 2 hrs) so yeah, after they went to sleep i came to on the com and watched ON AIR and blog!

ok, the end of my long report! oh and the next 5 days i am off to cruise!! so excited!

i feel like i am the happiest girl on earth! hopefully this feeling will last for a while! ^^

Becoming Jane

2008-11-21T22:22:00.003+08:00

Just watched "Becoming Jane" by Anne Hathaway and James McAvoy.. it was beautiful but very sad.. especially since it is the story of my favourite author-Jane Austen! sighh.. what an irony that under her pen, the characters lived happily ever after while her own is so far from a happy ending.. after seeing the show i kinda realised how superficial novels are.. that all the characters are created and whatever happened to them are unreal.. but still it does not deter me from reading them..!

I spent these days watching "On Air" and i'm currently at ep 14!! and i am also reading meg cabot's books.. i have a long list of things i wanna do! it's like they're neverending! (: but next time i am going to catch McAvoy's Atonement and Penelope.. kinda a coincidence tt it starred the same guy.. lol

went out with gy twice after o's and both are very special experiences.. lol.. one is to changi airport where we explored the 3 terminals.. and it is still like a maze to me.. after we took the 60+ mins back to cck, we went to lot 1 to walk.. the second is even more interesting.. we went somewhere in teck whye area first and then we WALKED to bukit panjang plaza! where we then took lrt to lot 1 and we walked again! lol.. although for both there is alot of walking but the whole thing was very funny and fun! but unluckily on both occasions, we are not able to ask out yx and wt! sigh.. we will meet again one day though lol!

prom is in 3 days! kinda excited to see my class peeps again! haha.. i am sure as long as it is with 407 any event will be fun!! (: so fast! it's saturday tmr! hopefully next weds's little bbq gathering will be a success and everyone will bring back good memories because it is most likely our last 207'06 gathering!

每个人都应该是自己人生里的主角

但有时在爱情里我们不如所愿地成为配角

因为我们可能失去对方--

一个我们以为可以陪自己过一生的人

但其实那只是因为在这戏里放错了人

THE END!

2008-11-13T00:44:00.005+08:00

12 NOVEMBER 2008

IT'S THE END!!!!

lol! went home today with 2 depressed souls tt somehow cannot make me feel the joy of the end of o's! even when i am saying it now i still think it's not real! obviously i mean the end of o's part.. haha strange?? maybe tmr i will feel more happy over this since tmr these 2 depressed souls would also have finished their beloved o's and we will go out to CELEBRATE! of cos also not forgetting another XIAO DONG GUA! (aka merlion) well, maybe another reason is because i can't suan them enough.. HAHA today only get to suan a handful of ppl! not enough la.. and in 10 hrs time they are also freed! not fun anymore!!! LOL..

ok so wad exactly did i do today?
1st: went to a very "exciting" place with LEE YIN WEI! by now i have been to 9 national libraries and this is the 10th!! super oo-loo lor.. somemore they say thr's a women prison thr and when we went thr, thr was reli an abandoned place and it was very eerie, so was the exterior of queenstown library! and in the end i slugged 7 books back with alot of help from LYW! and of them 2 are borrowed for the 2 depressed souls! and they bttr treat me to sth cos the 2 books weigh a ton! in all, spent a very pleasant morning with LYW! (:

2nd: went home and i immediately picked up my beloved Aston book! (oh ya i really love NLB cos they reli bought the book that i recommended! you should hav seen my face when i saw the book lying on the shelves of bukit batok lib!!!) oh and then i had the best lunch ever! haha ok maybe tt's for me only.. it's chicken rice with pearl milk tea!! haha.. then mummy brought me to orchard by 190! by right i was thr to hav a sort of celebratory shopping spree but i had to stop by at a job agency with my cousins to find a job tgt! and the whole process was plain hilarious! but nvrm then, after it all i went to find my mum but she forgot to bring her hp so i think i walked taka sc all 3 floors until my feet ached so i sat down and TOOK OUT A BOOK while waiting for my mum to find me! ok so aft 4 pgs of my beloved book mummy contacted me! (finally!) then we did some shopping and i am pleased with my rewards! and then we went to ah jun's house to makan! had a gd laugh thr and the dinner was exceptionally delicious! maybe it was because of my good mood! oh ya some more caught "steps" finale!

well, i shall leave the rest of celebrations to tmr! it will HAVE to be bttr than today XD

things to do now that i am freed:
1) read my lib books!!
2) catch the list of movies and shows that i had drawn up during o's
3) graduation night
4) 207 chalet
5) clique chalet
6) maybe 407 chalet
7) outing with my beloved OLD OLD PALS
8) cruise with family!
9) maybe a job
10) more books from library
11) more catching up with old friends and new friends
12) many more!!

haha better don't let those who still hav bio paper tmr see this before their paper or i can just expect to get beaten by them!

although it still hurts a little now

it might be best to let it all be beautiful memories

at least those were really happy times before :)

15 days to the big day!

2008-10-05T12:27:00.004+08:00

i will stop blogging till end of o lvls!!! have to do my best for it! cannot waste my four yrs! (:
jia you everyone!

prelims period

2008-09-13T15:05:00.004+08:00

ystd went to bpp and it seems sooo long ago that i went out after school! haha.. just 2 more exams! and then 33 days before the battle starts.. i also dunno why i am blogging.. kinda envious of those in ip, dun have o lvls.. ystd nearly went back to sch at 7.30pm for mooncake festival thing but i am glad i didn't cos i went home and slept on the sofa at 9 plus until this morning! all thks to physics exam lah! only got 3 hrs of sleep tt day before! ai yo dunno wad to write.. everyone's so busy these days.. i know i got something to do but i am really in a dilemma on how to do it.. but i know i am not going to sacrifice the 4 yrs but ai yoo! i should just do everything i can right.. but it might be awkward! and i also dunno how to put it! like coming to blog will help me solve the problem.. if only sighing can help me solve this!!!!!

are we really keeping this up

it feels terrible for me

but it doesn't seem tt way for you

i counted, its been 51 days!

i need time!

2008-08-03T19:47:00.005+08:00

woohooo!! i cant believe it!! i actually found another author who can match up to jane austen! haha MEG CABOT! i cant wait to read all her books in the Princess Diaries series but i dont have the time!! i've got some many things to study and are pushing them back because of these books but.... i will find a way! lol i am already sketching out my to-do list after o's! but they are mostly to do with princess diaries and jane austen including the movie "Becoming Jane" which is coincidentally played by Anne Hathaway who starred in The Princess Diaries! hehehe.. the thingS i have to carry me through the week is princess diaries vol. 3 and 4 (borrowed for me by my beloved may from jurong west library), countdown to 8 August, the night classes with my buddies and hopefully my breakout cd!

things i have not yet done because of meg cabot's influence:
1) 2 chem ws
2) chem revision for tmr's test
3) ss sbq from tys
4) ss sbq open space ws
5) geog revision for the test he says he will have but it depends
6) coordinate geometry maths hw that i refused to do because i am fearing that topic from all the hw i did before on it
7) physics specimen paper (he haven't finish teaching)
8) physics EMI ws (ditto)
9) chinese composition that i know i definitely won't be able to finish by tmr's hcl period

things i plan to do after o lvl's:
1) read finish all of Princess Diaries series
2) wait and wait for PD vol. 10: Forever Princess to come to Singapore
3) search high and low all over Singapore for Elizabeth Aston's The Darcy Connections (thks zj for trying)
4) wait and wait for Elizabeth Aston's Mr Darcy's Dream if it EVER came to Singapore
5) watch Becoming Jane
6) watch wars of in-laws 2
7) watch tang xin feng bao 2 (moonlight resonance)
8) 207'06 chalet
9) 407'08 chalet
10) meeting with old pals

ok so i may be thinking too far ahead but with these motivations i will work hard for my o lvls! hehe and jia you to everyone else who are taking it too!

here i am being random again

now i realise what friends mean to me

and that fixing a "broken" friendship is sooo much harder than

just making a new one

and that it is seriously very scary to be on the brink of losing a friend

but well now that its all over

(and i am soooo glad)

i would never ever want to experience anything like this again

and i will try to think before i do any reckless thing that makes me regret so painfully

night classes!

2008-07-19T01:38:00.002+08:00

went for night classes on mon, weds and thurs! the first 2 days got nice nice dinner but then the 3rd day they suddenly say dun have! onli hav biscuits! very good lor.. then got many ppl stayed for the dinner but then DUN HAVE so sad for them! haha this week is also so busy! one day can have up to 3 tests lucky this week's over! sigh next mon prelim oral!! ai yoo! kinda prepared already for this mon then she didnt come.. zZz

tang xin feng bao wanna end le!! lin feng going to dieee wahh i think i will cry like siao! miley's album out on 22!! faster faster 3 days more!

hmm things are changing but i dunno if i will like them.. sigh

一直以来我以为爱情是很痛苦的

现在才发现没了爱情更惨

突然间忘记幸福是什么

喜欢一个人就是看到他会令你不知觉得笑

没事的时候会想到他

把一切的巧合串在一起成为缘份

但如果有一天没了这个依靠

寂寞的时候心会变得很空

脑袋也不知道要想谁

geez i mean really!

2008-07-12T00:29:00.005+08:00

this week is so eventful! there's test on every single day! but at least this week is over.. but next mon got PRELIM ORAL!! oh man oh man.. so nervous! then next week is beginning of common tests and night studies! and now tt it's past 12 it's accurately
100 days
to o lvls! everyone must jia you!! and get into the mood! (: oh ya and today thr's the evacuation thing! i guess it shld be fun ba.. with pj doing SC imitation and still LE ZAI QI ZHONG!

this sunday going m'sia for duriansss! with relatives.. must come home early cos next day got PRELIM ORAL! mon so sick lor got geog test, a maths test and ORAL! ai ya ya!

oh and our class vid also like haven do yet!! oh no!

just now fn and i were trying to learn to sing or rap the jay chou de YANG GUANG ZHAI NAN and it was so fun!! so catchy lol! and yy came my house and she was so happy to be a DA JIE JIE to my little bro! its funny how she is like so amazed! haha.. then we sat down and did maths... oh ya and i think we xia suay throughout the trip to my house lor! we keep trying to give each other names tt sounds nice but actually have weird meanings like debris and sachet.. they are few out of the many names that we thought of and we laughed all the way! our face were like numb from it all?! haha then we thot of gregory's compo and we laughed even harder! (opps) that was random because it was yy who said it out.. she kept saying all the random things and we finally figure out wad kind of phone w350i is! lol and this time we successfully revised maths with no distraction from mahjong/rummyo! big big miracle!

it is kind of weird how thr's some ppl who are so happy on one end of this world while a totally opposite scene can be played right on the other end.. and this world tt once seemed as simple as 123 is now complex.. it is like if peace reigned for a while then a war will break out to spoil it.. sigh just one lesson to learn:
the surfaces of things may deceive us so we must never jump into conclusions like a fool

有时候如果记忆能离开我们一下该会有多好

2 more days!

2008-06-21T15:48:00.002+08:00

wow 19 days without blogging! hoho! was pretty absorbed in hw and maple these few weeks! haha ftw (maple) reli rocks! so fast lvl and i got to be the job i wanted all the way to 4th job so cool!! then got a "ice-based creature" keep helping me to fight! so cool lor~ like ying xiong jiu mei!! haha still got name one lor! Elquines ♥ haha.. last saturday went to borrow the world's most fabulous book to spend my last week of sch hols with me then we went to my maternal grandma's house.. saw that my grandpa better than usual although he couldn't talk but he showed his care for grandma in his way.. he seemed so contented looking at my little bro and i think he must have regretted smoking which caused him to be in that state.. then the following morning my mother talked to my aunt in a rather loud voice that made me (even though i din sleep my 8 hours) wake up.. then we rushed to the hospital whr my grandpa was already pronounced dead.. that day was some more father's day.. then for the next few days our whole family were busy preparing funeral.. then on thurs he chu bing and everyone went along to the crematorium.. i was pretty amazed that day i din cry and after it the funeral is sort of over.. hope he went to a better place!

ystd went to may's house for the baking session and bake quite alot of cookies and of diff colours too! lunch was cooked by may and mostly her sis.. lol and it was not bad.. and before we left we were watching YI NAN WANG.. and i found out that baking is an expensive chore! :) i made a star-shaped one! after we left i walked to the mrt to go je as i was going to outram thr to hear mel's senior sing and to makan.. then when i reached feini was not thr yet and i found a place and sat down then i continued with my puzzle bobble.. and MISS LIM XIN YI called me and interrupted my game.. then she said "whr are you?" then i tried to explain why i was but she din understand so i explained again (this time clearer) then she said "but i din see you" and i thot how could she not see me so i turn ard wanting to find this girl and then behind me a girl turned ard AT THE SAME TIME and guess who it is? MISS LIM XIN YI! she was thr all along! and i din recognise her and sat down but she also din know i was the "shadow" behind her and then we were laughing like siao! she was exactly behind me lah! and she say she din see me and we some more turned ard at the same time and saw each other! LOL.. ok then after i think 5-6 trains LEONG FEI NI finally came.. and after we reached and waited, mel, yeeching and huishan arrived.. we walked to the shop that mel's senior was singing at which was cool cos got air con then we have to squeeze at a table for 4 ppl.. and then it was ordering time! the guy came and almost half of the menu thr was not available! but finally we got our drinks and food.. luckily for them the food was nice! the 3 started singing as we were eating.. it kinda seems like our table is the noisiest with the utensils.. but anyway the songs were pretty good and thr's a girl that sounded like angela zhang.. and mel's senior sang a song in hokkien abt a grandma dying.. and the stupid and silly me actually cried! it is reli very sorry lor! i tried to stop myself already but it just came down in the end.. and i actually thot maybe no one see until xy gave me the tissue.. lol i actually won't cry one lor if not for the lyrics "i can't call you grandma anymore" which made me think of my grandpa and the stupid tears just fell.. and like wad i told xy eariler why the songs all so sad and even after the grandma song got a few songs also pretty sad.. sigh so i just try to eat to prevent myself from thinking abt it.. then at ard 9.45 have to go so xy and me left eariler and rushed back like siao.. in the end she got home first! haha.. after that watched tian ji suan and tang xin feng bao whr LIN FENG IS RELI RELI SHUAI (thinking abt lin feng xy and i would normally scream like we did ystd) and bosco dun nid to say lah! with the specs he is reli reli shuai too!! hehe..

today got miley craze!! i will stay home and hog the tv from 5-6 and 9-10.30 for hannah montana and the concert!! ((: haha have to go catch the show le!! see you all in 2 days' time!

like a jigsaw puzzle

i piece up my fantasies into an image i want to see

but only to realise that it is not real

chem mugging week

2008-06-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

first week of june hols over! remedials are all over except 1 more hcl de during last week of hols -.- kinda lame.. i've onli finished all the chem ws and tmr i will start on my maths! sighx nxt wk soo boring looks like its me and my books until fri! lol yayy! thr's a movie marathon at my house on fri with my cousins! found 2 shows like quite nice and the cheapest way is to rent! hehe.. they also shun bian sleepover! kinda missed those times we just lay on the bed and chat and chat until
3 plus.. weird how i would always be the last few to sleep.. (: ok so thats like the onli thing to look forward to next wk! anyone very free come my house study! entertain me leh lol.. i am broke too! sighx.. june hols soo sian! nth to watch on youtube somemore! life suddenly look so bleak.. 9pm show also finish le! aiyoo..

oh ya today was the first ever time i did finish my hw at pj's house!! i think it is reli a miracle! and i ate 2 dumplings today for lunch lol.. waaah boa rocks!! listening to her on youtube now.. the songs all nvr hear before but she still sings so well!! hehe.. just went viwawa-ing too with foofy and i actually won 3 times in a row lol even foofy left the game lor! (: must tempt yy to viwawa cos she will forget that she was supposed to do other things! hehe tt time they come my house and played mahjong! the 3 ppl one very very fun lor! and tt day the 2 girls (twin and fn) actually din say they wan to play rummy-o! it is a reli amazing thing! and we asked sy to come play so we could teach her but in the end become her bro learning and playing cos in the end i think sy still dunno how to play lor!

reli reli very sian!! no $$ cnnt go out but stay at home is soo boring! sighx its more fun to play in the day and mug at night like tt then seem more busy mah! haha.. if mug whole day is so so so sian and confirm i get distracted a hundred times! ai yo i must tell myself i can finish my hw if not i think i look at that pile and i will die! arrghh humanities hw MOST sick! sighx must find ppl to mug with me if not i reli cnnt tahan le! feel so stressed up all of a sudden! oh no..

ok then i shall stop acting mad le! byee

i thought chances were everywhere

and that they were happy occasions

seems like i am a bit off track

Official Last Day of School

2008-05-22T22:11:00.004+08:00

hohoho.. tmr PTC! so sadd i got 4thh damn it!! i've become more stupid hate myself la!! rrr nvrm mr weeeee will say sth nice tmr ba.. i hopee.. anyway today stayed back to watch the bball finals and forgo my mr beann!! TPJ lied to me! say 406 de match is the 1st very fast one and she somemore said "i maybe need to stay back after school FOR A WHILE" and see! for awhile means 3hrs! very gdd hai wo cnnt drink mr bean then nvrm we say tmr after ptc go drink and she said OK but now she say she cant goo!! my mr beannnn! my bandung soyabean drink!! rrr hmph see how she handle this later!

oh ya BOA GOT NEW SONGS!! she released her 26th single! got 3 new songs all very nice!! but internet dun have onli got on youtube!! got KISSING YOU, SPARKLING AND JOYFUL SMILE! all nicee esp sparkling the 2nd verse!! addicted liao lor!! hehe! and my boa looks old! 21 this yr onli shldnt look this old de lor but maybe mature le! hehehe

june hols got a million hw!! hopefully still have time to revise! my prelims must score BETTER! no more disappointments and hitting myself in the head!

btw today the match bn 407 and the sec3 class very exciting! everyone on court is always on the move! lol! and i think our class de guys not bad like have alot of chemistry hehe seems kinda irony and the soccer match that mr ong, chan and liong keep talking abt is also today and in the 1st half they already won 3-0! lol

the most funny thing today is when ms lim started talking abt chromosomes and then go on until kinda "yellow" then i ask the experts in front for some understanding and they reli ARE experts lor.. i cant ask the person beside me cos like always HE'S SLEEPING! then i asked them a sensitive question and their ans at first sounded honest so it was alright and then that czj go on and say he like "surprises" and it spoiled the wonderful impression i had of him in that one second ago somemore he say until very funny and lcy joined in.. later still ask greg lor.. lol anyway the whole thing is just VERY VERY HILARIOUS i think i forgot when was the last time i laughed this hard!

i dunno wad to say

except i'm feeling so so so blissful

i will cherish it before it is gone

like it always will

TPJ bdae!

2008-05-14T20:48:00.002+08:00

hoho MYEs over le onli prelim and o lvls left! i think by the time left mcqs in the o lvls sure already in holiday mood but nvrm tt time then say! wahaa this time MYE still quite erm ok.. not say easy but that i managed to keep a positive mind after almost every paper EXCEPT amaths paper2 IDIOT LA! today went seoul garden with may, fn, xiu, pj, hf, yw, jea, xt, ly, oli and wallet burnt a hole and cos me, pj, hf, yw got cca later so have to eat faster then halfway through they like suddenly realised that the trip was very expensive and everyone began eating even faster and neng chi jiu chi eat until so bloated lor! then go there xia suay 3 ppl - pj, fy and may! cos we sing the bdae song LOUD LOUD! wahaha.. then when we go kallang for kayaking, the teacher say we take the bus ourselves and we sat over the station! alamak! and the hero of the day was daddy! haha he come to fetch us in the middle of guillemard road.. lol.. then we reached and began our 6 km route so tiring lo! esp my hands! then finish le, lied to tpj abt her secret bdae surprise then she went home and got hit by many many pillows.. lol and she nearly cried!! haha! so i am now at her house celebrating her bdae!! i am typing so slow cos her keyboard so hard to press!! (:

here's my little bdae note to her:
yo pim*** queen (only for today i dont spell out fully but you shld know.. wahahaha)
you are a cousin who is always there, except for the 1st month of my existence!
then you are like a GIFT to everyone on 14 may when i was 1 month old
and from 1 jan 2005 we have stuck together through almost everything in school
i had so much memories these few years that i will keep with me forever (:
i think i had told you every small little thing of my life and you were always listening to me no matter how lame
i will always remember the times you gao xiao and the times we never stop entertaining each other like it was the most natural thing to do
i will always remember the times you do the little things you do and think NO ONE sees but i will like catch you in the act (maybe it is a "cousin" thing lah)
anyway these few years will never have been the same without you
it will be much much more boring lor (knowing the loner in me)
so, YOUR 16 YEARS HAVE NOT IN VAIN COS YOU HAVE BEEN LOVED MY ME!!!
c o u s i n s f o r e v e r ♥

mye in 7 days!

2008-04-24T23:30:00.003+08:00

woooohoooo supposed to be studying ss now but some ppl made me come online then VERY GD! so here i am.. aii yoo my bdae so lame this yr! got sick and laid in bed whole day! -.- like who in the world spend their bdae like that? it's like the probability is onli 0.00253 (to 3 sf) and i am the LUCKY one! very gd.. then wore contacts to sch and everyone (ok near to that) asked me the same qn "why you nvr wear specs?" OR "you nvr wear specs ah?" so i would reply them "cos my specs fell onto the road and got smashed by a car" try counting the probability of that before believing me everyone.. so because i was so sian of answering the same qn the whole day i replied them (the above sentence) in the most unconvincing tone i could come up with but then ppl still believed me.. and one even complained about it the whole day.. lol is he slow can? tell him le still lag for 5 mins! then last friday was sports day although din get to run so feel very guai but i reli enjoyed the day with my class!! 407. ENOUGH SAID. muahahaha.. then my cousin couldn't break the curse of the 100m race so she fell and i attended to her awhile.. lol at the end took lots of pics with my dear class! we rule the track man!! ((((: ohh tmr speech day so maybe abit sooorry.. but at least got air con! $18,000 one hour lehh.. bu chui bai bu chui.. hehheh..

i never knew falling hurts so much

(it was not literal, it was 'falling' in love)

我以为我能忘记的

我就只差那一步

但还是被拦下来了

my love letter from boa XD

2008-04-04T23:24:00.004+08:00

this week passed in a flash! mon got panel discussion.. i was so scared lor but in the end also no need to present.. lol.. then later got heats.. was still arguing who to run what but in the end also never change.. so i did my 4x400 relay which i am so proud of myself for dashing the last 100m! i could nvr sprint for the last 100m lor too tired but tt day i was like no matter wad also must CHIONG! so there you have it! then tues muscle ache and got history test.. weds got kayaking! star 2! capsize like 3 times? first time is with splash coat the next without.. and the last time is for rescue! lol after tt everyone like love capsizing liao lor.. totally become one with the close-to-black waters! the toilet was sooooo clean and the facilities are like totally 5 star! (as compared to our star 1 training) lol no wonder the sec 3s all look so happy that place is nearly heaven lor still got bathtub for the paddles and PFDs! the trainer was veryyy agreeable lol.. tt day was exceptionally fulfilling! (: thurs got air-coned assembly very cool and got AMATHS test! then after tt got chem remedial on chem calculations! later at night because i lent my beloved boa cd to yy i nida go to my computer to listen to the music and then i was added to a 6 person conversation which was veryyyyy entertaining! oh yeah while i was chatting i did my chem calcltns! finally managed to finish it at 12 lidat.. lol.. then can't slp so read a very gd bk - memoirs of an amnesaic! then today was pretty sian until it was finally pe where we did the napfa stations! stupid sit and reach lah tui bu so much! >( then chin up quite amazing cos did 29.. and then the maddening but surprising standing broad jump! i kept jumping the wrong method and ended up with 130-140 cm which is definitely fail! then sometimes i manage to hit jackpot and got 175 then as ppl started to think my terrible jumping was on purpose i tried again and again.. halfway thru recess i was still jumping with the rest and at my very last jump i got 185! -.- stupid la jump for like 10 plus times then finally got 185?! and i fell once lor and yy was saying "wrong liao" at my method.. haha in the end i still go with my intuition lol tt's what landed me at 185 kae! very gd i just nid one more cm to get A! (: then got chinese compo.. i manage to put in alot of cheng yu inside.. haha all with reference from the wordlist! then accompany jun may and practically 406 de ppl to watch the bball match after sch.. was pretty exciting la.. lol but i dun even know when my own class play.. then even though yt say her knee pain i persisted on walking to mrt station.. lol then at the mrt station saw some Ls.. ehh at least tt's wad yt said.. heh.. when reached home watched bong dal hee the surgeon (korean drama) with mummy.. lol and here i am blogging.. just now the internet very weak msn keep online-ing and offline-ing! hehe i wanna go read my bk le so gooood night!!

i realised people see you more often than you see yourself, irony somehow?

(but maybe siyi exception la hehe)

perfect hair perfect face

he is that perfect

and that makes me sad

as then i know he can't be mine

♥ BOA THE FACE ! ! !

2008-03-30T20:49:00.007+08:00

I BUY BOA THE FACE ALBUM LE!!!!

yay! the songs inside rocks!! every single one!! but onli one thing not very gd - the interview inside for 64 mins is IN JAPANESE AND NO SUBTITLES! oh man! but nvrm just lookiing at her pretty face is enough and my cousin is soooo alike to her! no wonder like so familiar! lol..

sy and fn came my house to watch ENOUGH and we went lot 1 and alot of places to buy makan! we finally settle in my house and dig in tt time waffle melt like siao! then we stayed for the malay test thingy and we were so hilarious lor! we checked the malay to eng and eng to malay dictionary for the ans lol! and we were like "solving case" lo.. then fn and i like very bad cos we let sy try first and she got b3 while we same ans as her but change some la and got a1.. then she like so depress so i put her pretty face in her blog and she stop on the topic for awhile.. lol..

the next day me yy meet to do project with zijian yucong greg and wanlim then we go thr saw sylvia and chunyung with them too and we (the girls) went to makan but i dun wan koba so we decided for some time when finally we settled in kopitiam lol.. then we go arcade and yy syl went to play 2 rounds of free bball cos someone pay already din play.. then syl also won sweets lol i won a blushing doggie after 4 tries actually at the 3rd try can push it down liao but at tt time so high then keep putting money in lol so used 4 bucks! after tt we went to find the guys and they were at the lan shop then they say 2pm one.. later cos we curious so we sat ard to see them dota but still dunno how to play then we told them when are they stopping they nvr ans lo.. nvrm then they kept playing and playing then we kept asking them la and they nvr ans so finally at 2.50 i ask them to stop playing le and i kinda got mad and stomped out.. well at least tt made them come out and we finally go jel to do the project and we saw chaohsien alone lol.. the project was done mostly by greg anyway and when wl finally came from her sj flag day, we began our try out of the panel discussion and greg was using a fake accent to interview us and it was reli funny! he even said this was 95.8 la.. then everyone couldn't stop laughing during the interview! then after tt we end the discussion and went to arcade again.. then the guys wanted to play datona but they waiting for space so they play bball lol then tt got yy and i in the mood to play and we played for 3 rounds and its so fun! lol addicted le! and syl played too me and yy take turns to play with her.. then we went to watch the guys play datona and cy kept leading la and he still show off by using one hand! lol.. the i went popular to buy my BOA CD! ((:

oh ya tt fri when we do the compo our BELOVED huang lao shi came in screaming in our ears telling us to go auditorium and he was so unreasonable la! we reli din know nid to go cos the person he say he conveyed the msg to, din tell us there was a change in plans and he made everyone stayed afterwards and he still say 'awhile' lo! he nvr understood us and kept scolding and scolding i mean how do you know you have to go to auditorium if NOT A SINGLE PERSON tell us to go?! are we like PSYCHIC?! his stand is so weak la and he just keep scolding.. RRR! everyone was prepared for this compo thing lor! not like we purposely late! DD:

tmr the day of heats and i din prepare at all! -.- uh-oh? wow this is a pretty long post.. hehe.. alrighty then i'm done updating le byeeeee!

如果那个人从你眼前流过

而你根本没注意到

这会是什么意思 ♥

common test 1 is over

2008-02-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

today was fun but VERY cold!! firstly after doing finish the 2 stupid tests felt so relaxed then got recess and lamed around as usual.. then maths quite ok cos got finish hw later got geog -.- ! then lunch! early by 5 mins and after eating i purchased my beloved apple tea and after drinking about half of it IT WAS LOCKED IN YY'S LOCKER! sickkk! and i din get to drink it )): well for the rest of lunch that is.. then sy said yy's combi and i am going to hack open it one day cos yy say the last no. wrong and she has SUPER MEMORY cos she rmb my combi! well she returned the apple to me in the end still! then got chinese and have to do yan jiang ci and the whole process was very funny la.. after sch i gotta wait ONE HOUR PLUS for 3 DA XIAO JIEs! i desperately went to find ppl to pei wo but they all go central makan so i bo bian then i see xinglin and yiting! and i ran to them for help but.... they only entertain me for like 20 mins? so i did my yan jiang ci ALONE in the canteen although miss feini joined me ONCE IN A WHILE then the np vice chair finally done and fn was done and sy was done too so we left!they bought bubble tea and we sat there watching cars come and go and noticing a weird belt of a stranger.. ok la we not so bo liao we were waiting for the imm bus that comes like once in a blue moon! then once we were on the bus the big comedy unravelled! she was talking in a not so soft voice and was saying out all the hokkien she knows and it was just soooo funny! then she kept saying today tmr and ystd in hokkien even after we got out of bus.. then we went shopping a whole day and finally went to buy john (aka kiam siap kia) 's bday present although we still din buy in the end and i bought a pen! time flies and soon after laming for an hour or so we finally left imm and me and sy took the bus.. waited until the 2nd bus came and we kept squeezing and got on then SYFHCOBD! heheheheh onli ngsiyi know wad it means! and then it rained while i made my way home FINALLY! in conclusion today was very very enjoyable! and i watch my 赌场风云 which have my 帅哥黄宗泽!! he sooo shuai in his rebonded fringe!! heheheheh!

原来我只是喜欢暗恋一个人的滋味

喜欢幻想他喜欢我的感觉

喜欢暗恋的酸甜苦乐

的沾沾自喜和默默掉泪

chinese new year

2008-02-10T14:56:00.000+08:00

hoho cny begin le! din get to celebrate cny eve with my classss so sad because i go KUKUP! the trip last time very long one lo now like very fast reach then go thr straightaway banluk then horr lose lor.. siannnzz lucky later change game then win backk wahaha.. later on abit dun dare play lol.. the food there very nice lo! fresh seafood everyday somemore 2 nights both play firecrackers.. oh ya still can karaoke thr lo! lol then on 3rd day go home le.. heard our class won CLASS DECO! woohooo!! mr wee must be sooooo happy.. ystd they came to my house after going to peijun's then bl again! lol watched finish why why love also.. on tues ben lai wan to celebrate early cny then everyone cannot make it so become onli me and ying ying lol we go raffles city then although the whole place very nice everything is sooooo ex!! we managed a lunch at mos burger then i order a XL cup of apple soda!! hehe cos the price diff so small.. and before we leave we stayed and wait for the water fountain show thingy and we wait for dunno how long the show finally began yy say the water is controlled at when to pour the water then it formed words and pictures with the WATER! yy go video it down lol.. then we go to jp to buy ring then shun bian can take 172 straight home ma in the end choose a star ring soooo nice!! hehe in the end got home pretty late.. aiyo they now dunno in living room watch wad show for awhile RA ah then later scream like watching horror flick.. -.- tmr go back to sch le siannnz! ai yo scream again.. i also wan go watch le lol bb!

灯光倒映在水上景色宁静得很

让我把烦躁的心情和思绪全抛出脑外

severrrre mooood swingggs

2008-02-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

sighxxx! oh mann i very scared my mood swing too much le lor dun say others i myself so scared lor.. i cant even explain why i feeel soo moody these days.. maybe i sleepy la cos these few days like always slp at 12! ai yo i also dun wan but everyday soo busy lehh! ): in the end i end up daoing ppl when i dun wan de lor! sighxx i am just ZZZZ i think some frens also abit use to my WEIRD behaviour le.. i try to slp more la! (",) hehe i am sooo happy abt my hist!! whee maybe onli temporary la but still got improvement so happpy! just dun fail hist can le!! hehe! ok maybe abit randomm.. tmr is dunno wad dayy lehh hmmm (".?) actually is 1.5hr later! (((((((: oh ya on weds got sec 1s come then very very lol cos they hmm i dunno how to describe leh.. kinda cute la abit irritating also but not all of them la.. i lead the front part!!! then played whacko - i think that's the most fun part! the circle is reli too small la then aiyo jack and huimin keep kana!! LOL anyway they kinda rock la just see how they DO for the rest of the yr!! i think with mr chan the cca is getting more fun la just hope it stays that way!!! (".) june can RETIRE le! hehe! (hkhk!) next wk got 2 tests walau say geog hor i get mad all over again!! stupid stupid stupid! change date CANNOT SAY AH?! wad the!!!! ('0') next wk got cny! actually very very excited abt the cny celebration cos its gonna be the last le mah but then *earth shake* i cnnt go!!!! ahhhhh~! gotta go kukup le oh mann!! although go thr sure very fun but why must be the 6th?!! aiyooooo! eyyyyz post dun nid paragraphing rite? ^^ 我的野蛮奶奶2007 我的野蛮奶奶2007 我的野蛮奶奶2007 我的野蛮奶奶2007 我的野蛮奶奶2007!!!! hehehehehehe!!! shuai ge lehhhh with mei nuuuuu!!! (*0*) -> see i see starsss!! XD just now i go TPW's house to celebrate her father and FANG JIE's bdayyy some1's gotta be ONE YEAR le!! hohohoho [notice i have alot of faces in this postttt!] ok BYEEE for now~!

i try so hard to figure out what's wrong

but nothing seem to give me a good answer

a new year

2008-01-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

its 2008 yippee tmr is the 4th day of sch! so far everything is still managable.. somehow i wish i am more busy now or more "forced" to be busy so i would not think of things that are not contributional to a human mind.. in the past i try to fill my time with as much activities as possible so i would get very very tired at the end of the day and could make excuses with them! it's fun to be verrry busy sometimes so that yr break would be worthwhile but additionly it would be even better if it would keep yr mind off some things.. been revising binomial theorem but i am stumped by one qnnn geez! nvrm i shall go ask those geniuses tmr! cca starting next weds.. FOURSEVEN le! sec 4 le geog and hist tcr changed!! i dunno if both changed for the worse but i am soooo worried for my GEOG!!!! whichever tcr teach also like no diff lo all also the sameee! geeez! hist tcr i just wish her way is diff from ms ng one although i like ms ng's method alot.. BUT STILL FAIL haiz this time must buck up!! esp on geog and hist! aiyo both humanns sighx! jia you everyone!! goodbye then~

想来想去还是回到原点

再怎么不想我也得面对现实

我恨我恨这个叫现实的世界！

weird night habit

2007-12-14T01:44:00.000+08:00

yayy i finally 摆脱了 maple 的魔掌!! i'm ending the addiction! gotta fill my time with things tt are more worthwhile but i dun regret playing! ((: lets see where to begin.. hmm i think i forgot when i last went out with frens le all i rmb is me slacking at home in front of a computer and mapling whole day! PLUS doing some maths.. now i rearrange my time table i found out that our hols hw are not alot! hehe.. those reading out there de sure want to kill me le! XD anyway i realise 换换爱 (why why love) is niceee.. i am catching it now everyday one episode it's so long la! hehe it's actually 2 in the morning now and i am suppose to fulfill the agreement with myself of finishing the rest of trigo before i sleep tonight but i guess blogging is still more impt! i hope to make my days before sch reopen very busy so that i won't want to be addicted to maple again and so when i go back to sch i won't feel so out of place.. soo who want to go out before we re-enter the jail aka sch in 3 wks? hehe yue wo lehhh~ every1 seems so busy onli me like so kong sian! sighxx!!! recently i seem like an owl as i wake up in the aftn and do maths till then play com until 12 and i'll go watch ch255 de 肥田喜事 with dad and then finally read a novel before the sleepy bugs come get me! is this a weird habit or wad?! lol.. btw my HP SPOILED AGAIN! so naughty!! 一定是被我宠坏了! rrr! ok la gotta get back to my maths le if not dun nid slp le! so byees~

maple is really fun and it's not just about monsters and levelling because you can actually make some true friends on the way and that is really the reason you are addicted to the game. (well, for me anyway.) you all will never know how much it hurts to leave you all and stop playing because i will just be a passerby you all will never remember. sayonara then, my buddies.

深夜里的琴键声毫不留情的放出刺耳的声音

虽然痛在耳里但却不知不觉地动摇了

我都没发现那么寂寞的心

time is creeping fast

2007-11-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

yo! update on this wk! went to vivo with cousins and watched GAME PLAN! it was fantastic! and after the show the guys bought maple prepaid card and left! ZZZ so the rest of us (the female gender) went to walk walk! we stopped at sky park and the food culture place and the voucher foofy gave us months ago could finally be used! we decided to sleepover and let our gambling instincts take over for the night! so we went to pw's house tt night and poker-ed till 3 plus and I WOKE UP AT 12 PLUS NEXT MORNING like i estimated.. i was the LAST to wake! went down for lunch and continued to poker till 4 plus lol then i crossed the 2 streets back home and find comfort in my big comfy bed! next 2 days were much the same! mapled as i've got nth to do.. on fri (due to mr chan's msg the day before which seemed like a plead) i went back to "deco" the odac board! after tt afternoon i'm pretty sure EVERY1 will know that ppl who belong to the SPORTS grp have no gift in the ARTS! the board was finally done in 2,3 hrs and every1 already rushed to go home.. out of 10 ppl only 3 came! ZZZ for today, woke up and watched 放养的星星 then in the evening relatives came and ate dinner and they stayed till 10 plus.. so after they left here i am blogging.. LOOK AT THE CALENDER! only 5 MORE WEEKS till sch reopens! time is reli flashing before our eyes!!! (: k then BYE

真没想到那能让人这么开心

mapling all the way!

2007-11-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

hoho! hols has started for 3 weeks! and my hw haven do FINISH! kp it up! why? maybe the reason is up thr!! dunno is WHO affected me to play lor then in the end i cnnt stop! 1stly all cousins are playing! 2ndly someone 'bribe' me to play! lol.. now is a nooby lvl 31 but i think giv it ten lvls and i will lose my patience! but by tt time i will have MAXed MY FIRE ARROW!! haha! it's soo cool! i love fire wizard! (: I HATE THE ENG HW! such a wet blanket! maths hw at least got touch! halfway thru le! doing it very xin ku-ly with MS T. PEI JUN! HAHA! gotta finish it by next wk!! recently also nth much except on some nights play card games with mummy then TODAY I WIN!! if only got play $$ haha! oh ya haven been updating on bleach!! oh man! recently like no time to do anything and time passes very fast in the day and so slowly at night! every1 got go back to sch but i don't nid.. kinda qian da huh? but i nid to buy bks so if got go back can shun bian! but unfortunately.. NAH! nvrm then.. ppl are also bombarded with probs! if only i could be of any help! (: ok so i am a boring person who have to end her post here! so SAYONARA!

生活无趣和你的关联大不大

Let the holidays BEGIN

2007-10-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

wooo~ it's the start of hols but i guess no 1 is reli in the holiday mood because of CHINESE O LVLS! but just give it another 4 days and our suffering for this yr will be ending (well, temporarily before next yr duh!) this few days i was a bit sick.. (literal meaning pls) ystd and today morning had a bit of a headache.. and was exceptionally cold.. lol.. but i'm feeling sooo much better now! XD had a reli reli small 207 gathering ystd.. at least there were 16 207 de there.. amazing? at least there were more than ten! well, some of them did have the thought of coming so i think 严格来讲 it shld be slightly more than 20 ppl ba.. maybe this time they din go but hopefully if there is another outing like this it would be more like a class.. (: anyway we played murderer and detective.. lol.. and all the way until the whole pizza hut was empty except us! it was getting kinda sian after playing for a few hrs! but it was pretty fun! and after this trip i realised you can't wear contacts and play murderer! haha.. this was experienced by more than 1 ppl! oh ya and the pizza was yummy (like always) although they did say the service was pretty bad (hey i din mention which pizza hut!) and i reli find that afternoon to be very entertaining! although i reli strained my eyes alot to keep it big.. (ok no comments pls) XD watching bleach now..! just now when watching jap meteor gardens II (aka hana yori dango II) i suddenly thought of writing inoue's confession here! lol! it's reli sweet~

INOUE'S CONFESSION: the kiss that never fell
(where the tears fell)
"I can't. I can't do it after all.
I'm no good. It's the very end, and I'm acting like this...
Kurosaki-kun, there were alot of things I wanted to do. I wanted to become a teacher, and an astronaut, and a baker.
I wanted to go to a bunch of different donut shops and ask for one of everything...
And i wanted to tell the ice-cream man to give me one of everything, too!
I wish I could have five lives! Then I could have been born in five different towns and eaten five lifetime's worth of food, and had five different careers, and...
Fallen in love with the same person, five times.
Thank you, Kurosaki-kun.
Sayonara. (Good-bye) "

so cool right.. for those who are confused still, inoue said that when ichigo is asleep.. lol.. although i had a very very weird wish for inoue to be with ulquiorra i suddenly feel that it would be so cool for inoue to be with ichigo! haha the thought of wanting to write this down is sooo random.. and i even went to look up for the words inoue said on youtube! XD

can anyone tell that i'm not feeling very happy at this point? i reli think that through my words maybe someone will see my unhappiness.. i may be just being random cos i dun even know what i am being upset about.. ok maybe i do.. this feeling usually picks the right moment to set in and make me extremely uncomfortable.. even more upset than my fever.. well i found out that if one reli tries hard they can twist a series of events which has no relations at all into whatever they wish them to be related as.. this may be selfish, this may be a lie but this may also be the truth however unlikely it may be.. i reli want to get rid of all the unhappiness that source from an unreasonably nonsensically act that is accumulated unknowingly.. everything every small little thing is just triggering my memory - the ones i would much rather not touch.. and everytime my heartstrings get pulled.. may be the feeling is so negligible that it cannot be felt or seen but as days grew the feeling gets stronger and show no signs of reducing.. may be nature shld reli take its course what shld rain will rain what will form will form what will become will eventually become.. the only sad side is that there is reli too much maybe-s.. so this is life..

当我想要理解的一切都被我了解时

我竟感到无尽的失落感

而且这已不是第一次

one week till end of school

2007-10-20T17:28:00.000+08:00

woo! watched till bleach 144 and manga 296!! ahh~ nel is sooo chio!! ESPADA 3! XD bleach episodes are sooo slow.. haven even do the part rukia and renji come.. see le sooo sian! so excited nel transform into espada 3!! sooo cool~ however at the VERY end she turned back! boo.. oh ya i forgot to mention that bleach episode is sooo slow that nel has not appear YET! siannn! 精灵's stories are the best i think! (chinese novel: FICTION;) on par with ayamei! hehe! love them both!! if u have a great love on love novels go find 精灵's books! XD esp no. 92 and 115!! stupid chunyung laugh at me for reading these bks.. say i 缺乏爱情 i not like him mahh.. 洋溢着爱情 (: sighx.. seriously nth to do.. nth to watch nth to catch.. BORING! sighxx.. oh ya my beloved hp finally returned!! but! everything was deleted! i have to re-put everything back in! haiyo! oh ya i am going to quit quadrapop liao! haha! i found out you can reli get addicted to a game~ if u dun believe try quad! well my record was 335490 and i think i can stop thr if not i will surely 废寝忘食 to beat my own record! lol.. i din think i would actually miss sony ericsson.. lol.. fn and yy sure laugh at me one! boo~ fine lor.. gotta REplenish my 7390!! bye!

好像距离还不够远

我会尽量不再沮丧

会尽量。。

the CHANGING world

2007-10-06T00:56:00.000+08:00

today was so crazy lahh.. esp now lor when every1 dao le i still haven! lol.. i am among the very few survivors lor.. today is last day for eoy'07!
after deciding for a longgg time, we finally agreed on AMK HUB! amazing? got seven of us- yy, xt, may, pj, fn, xiu, me! the whole trip was so ENTERTAINING! i think we were on a laughing streak the whole day! i think the ppl on mrt sure think we mad le! (: it was like a mo sheng place and no 1 thr know us! haha! we din even see any NH de at all! ate pepper lunch, then walk walk walk! then go out of AMKH and walk at the shops thr.. sooo hot lor! then we went back in and decided to sit down and after a long wait, we went to coffee bean but we din order so 也不敢久留 then finally go to may's fave place-newyorknewyork! then got a secret corner and we stayed for 3hrs plus? but yy and xt went in the first 2 hrs! booo~ and we were so entertained by may's bomb-sounding phone which was timed to take a grp pic! hahahaha.. then i ordered a nice looking mocha ice cream drink.. (same as may and pj) and then there's a guy who thot we wan his no or something.. then may very ji dong!! haha.. cos every1 later accuse her got A LEG with the ahem.. OH YA AND THR'S FREE SUPPLY OF CANDY FLOSS! GREEN APPLE FLAVOUR SOMEMORE! (: so we ordered 3 drinks, 1 side dish and the 7 of us just sat and sat! and chat and eat the candy floss! i think most of the time we were taking pics lor! cos got a photographer in training.. then everyone eating candy floss tt time so gao xiao! haha! it's a great time lahh!
we even planned ahead for next wk de 3 days liao!! must fill till full full!! went home at ard 6 plus! and then after watching ch 55 for eightoclockshow and ch8 for 9oclockshow i am stuck here.. until now which is 1.22am! oh man! soooo long lor! actually got meeting one lor then all members disappear and seem to go to their slumberland liao! and i still dunno mon go whr?!!

当距离远到不能再远

感觉好喘不过气

想放手却办不到

fn took de

me lehh!

trio

candy-it's green!

yummy!

ah twin and me

mum-mum

they are pulling each other's hair (no reason)

haha yeah!

may's wonderful hp!

cheers! this one i take one!

my drink!!

sepBIE HOLS!

2007-09-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

yo! sept hols are over and from now on it's MUG time! lol! anyway have you all spent yr hols FULFILLINGLY? :) hope you have! sort of finished hw ystd night! at tt moment feel so proud of myself! lol.. today went to blk 118 the RC there for the hungry ghost festival thing.. we kept folding! then watch them all go ablaze! haha.. then went to pw house and they played poker! boohoo.. someone won $6.30 lor.. i got help her leh! XD they played while i explored pw's hp and played tt stupid treasure game! then went to er gu ma house and back to pw's house cos they wanna watch HSM2! lol! i like the songs! haha.. content quite draggy but the songs were great! still got songs sang by ppl all ard the world - spanish, brazilian, french, jap, mexican and asian! lol.. came online to check tmr's timetable! in total there's 7 subjects! oh my.. my bag is so gonna SPOIL! :) OK, GTG! cya tmr!!

有时真的把梦与真实世界搞糊涂了

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

2007-08-31T23:21:00.000+08:00

it's TEACHERS' DAY today! firstly there's ACES DAY which is carried out by ALL SCHOOLS IN S'PORE.. its known as ALL CHILDREN EXERCISING SIMULTANEOUSLY DAY! we did a walk ard the sch (the 2.4km route) and we went back to class soon after! then we stoned there for 1 hr? and went for a break! next on, it's celebrations and it was dragged back 1 hr! booo~ i think they cut the celebrations ba.. ex-nhhrian came back and it was pretty crowded in the hall.. there were singing and dancing and the sound making thingy that resembles music done solely by the students for the tcrs! oh ya and 308's video was great! it's on a world w/o tcrs! & it's funny! XD then after much settling, yixin, feini and me went back to dlss! wenting and garyim met us at yew tee park lol!

then yx, wt, gy and me went in and loitered for some time in the school! we RE-EXPLORED the place! brings back thousands of memories! hehe! pathetically, no tcr recognises us so we left dlss after i think 1 hr? (: then we went to BPP! haha! gy "insisted"! then yx and me queued for the bubble tea for i think 15 min! and we were like SO HUNGRY AND TIRED! it seems like 1 hr lor! lol.. then we went kopitiam and eat and it was SHOP SHOP SHOP! haha it's practically wt doing the shopping and she was bankrupt! so gy said to go yx house to see ruffy! and we went! lol.. auntie fetched us there cos she was at BPP too.. then gy and i played the piano at yx's house! hehe and after what seems like a short while, wt left yx house cos her mum came! XD then yx played 2 very nice songs on the piano! then we went to 3rd floor cos gy wanted to play com! oh ya if you all very free, go this website
http://www.milk-carton-of-happiness.blogspot.com/
and after a SHORT while of blog hopping, we had to leave cos it's 6.50pm le! so fast hah? XD and we took lots of pic before gy reached home.. but no wt! ): auntie very kind cos she fetch us home! yay! and then watched HSM for like the 10000th time and the best, 法医先锋 at 9~

ystd went to purchase the tcr's prezzie with yingying-lao twin! and it was tiring but quite fun! lol~ tcr's prezzie are expensive! XD and i saw TEO PEI WEN! haha! she lent me $2 for the prezzie! day before ystd got odac and we went to the hall to do some bonding! but i think we are very bonded le! lol! we did, ok, i did lots of lifting and it was pretty funny most of the time.. esp when sheryl ahemm.. nvrmm.. just know tt it hurts.. and she was like the queen cos she was lifted up most of the time! we did a pyramid too! me and xiukiang was dying! lol~ oh ya and i ran an extra round with weizhou to pei the slacker actually somehow like supervise too! (:

the song by ahn mi sun nice rite? it's the foxy lady's ost and it rules!! XD i tried to make that music thingy smaller but cnnt so bo bian..

so happy today

reli reli happy

IT'S ALL FATED! :D

我的小秘密

2007-08-19T14:56:00.000+08:00

SECRET ROCKS!!

haha! after ct ended on friday! went berserk with PeiJun, May, XingLin, FeiNi, YiTing AND XinTian!!! firstly we went vivo and watched SECRET! it rocks so much!! i cried like mad!! haha! but it was fun! the 秘密 was sooo cool!! XD then tian had to go! after that some childish ppl who still remain at 3 YRS OLD were at the "fountain" at first floor.. the one i think all sec 3 went for cip one.. while pj and i 送 tian to mrt and saw WU YI TING~ who went to see the thai twins horror film.. i not sure the name and we joined those childish kids at the fountain and WE ALL HAD A BLAST!! some things we did are shown below!

may and xl
HAHA
HAHA
nvr see water before ah? XD

SO NICE
WAH
SOMEONE IS WET!!!
OVERVIEW IN THE DAY
FN AND ME PULLED YT PAST

WET!
YT IS PERFORMING A VERY SICK GAME! XD
MEI NU
ITS EITHER WE ARE MOVING TOO FAST OR THE CAMERAMAN IS RELI VERY LAN!! XDXDXD

LETS ALL GET WET
MAY IS SOOOO CUTE
AUNTIE AHH PHOTOGRAPHY SKILL SO LAN! WE ALL KNOW WHO IT IS XD

MAY SMILE!

TWIST!

BEAUTIFUL
SAME
SAME!
GRP PIC!

SIR STAMFORD RAFFLES (FRONT VIEW)

GRP PIC 2!

YAY

SIR STAMFORD RAFFLES (SIDE VIEW)

INITAL COLOUR

CHANGE!

CHANGE!

THEY ARE SUSPECTING I AM TAKING THE PHOTO XD

WOOHOO! ITS DARK AND I THINK IT'S ONLY 6 PLUS

HAHA

AWW

LET THE PRO SHOW YOU HOW TO TAKE A NICE PIC

ITS NIGHT!

WE ARE LEAVING LIAO! 依依不舍!

WE ARE TOUCHING THE WATER!!

DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG WE WAITED JUST TO TAKE THIS PIC?! AND VOILA~!

AND SO THESE GIRLS REGAINED 童真! WAHAHA!
CREDITS: EVERYONE IN THE PICTURES AND ALL PICTURES ARE COMPLIED FROM 3 DIFF PHONE!

after this we went shopping while yt went home! shop shop shop! actually is xl cos she is the one spending $$ and we were the ones receiving the things.. WHY? cos she owe us bdae prezzie so she bought for us all at one go and she said it's for this yr next yr and maybe next next yr! so we can't get anything from her le~ haha! I LOVE 170807! THKS EVERY1 FOR MAKING THIS DAY ROCK SO MUCH!!

我开心到没想到你！

四天改变的事还真多！

BLEACH 252 TO 286!! IN JUST 1 DAY! XD

2007-08-11T14:17:00.000+08:00

i've just did something that not all bleach fans will do! lol.. i watched bleach manga 252 to 286!! it's reli tough u know.. haha.. i found out something!! bleach latest manga and latest anime have such a HUGE difference! and the storyline for anime is lagging sooo far behind!! lol! it seems like the espadas are not that strong!! AIZEN IS DEFINITELY GOING DOWNN since espadas 6 and 9 are already killed!! why the heck is the 13th protection squad not helping??!! boooo!! okay enough abt bleach.. in case any1 dunno 2 days ago it was SINGAPORE'S BDAE! haha! aka NATIONAL DAY! this yr's celebration is pretty gd and did you see their costume?? compare them with ours lahhh!! haha.. common tests coming too!! honestly i think i am not caring lehh! my books are all collecting dust in the corner and i simply can't bring myself to read them! lol! nvrm.. 桥到船头自然直! XD

did my horoscope say that i will be lucky?

cos those things that shld nvr happen did so!

and the result? C.L.O.U.D.N.I.N.E!

what is love?

2007-08-06T23:09:00.000+08:00

two same names two different people
why must the world be so unpredictable and complicated
it's times like this when i wish that life could be simple much simpler

nth much happened.. got what tests flunk what tests.. so sian.. not one result i am pleased about.. SIAN.. my life is sooo boring! LOL.. sometimes i reli wish that those ppl from the book would come to life but it is wayy too creepy.. BUT I'M SO BORED! when life is starting to get boring.. you will start to ponder.. and sometimes think too much! then u find ways to occupy yr time but you can't help but hope that something EXCITING would just fall from the sky and BAM! sigh.. but it ain't gonna happen that's why i'm so BORED!

the feeling just get intense whenever it's being thought about
but when no one cares or notices it just fade into the background
sometimes i reli wonder if it has gone
cos it'll pop up when least expected and remind me of the past that i have not
cut away from once and for all
it just seems like there's nth to cut away from but it was always there

not thinking about it helps alot
so i wonder if it is reli present
maybe it's just something that someone is not willing to let go off
cos this is the only thing she has left
if she abandons this she'll have nth left

but if she dun think about it more things will occupy her world
making it seem like it is the whole world to her
but once in a while the past will come back to haunt
and the feeling of happiness and bitter sweet is long gone
all that's left is the feeling that clings on the heart so strongly that stops her breathing
it's a terrible feeling that's why she wants to let go and take in the new and inviting air
but the memory is here to stay

what happens when intense meet intense and your heart feels like it's in two?

i wanna reach out and hold on to the present

but something is pulling me back

a feeling that knocks at the most inopportune time

sarang? it seems so unreal..

2007-07-21T18:34:00.000+08:00

those days seem so far away as though they were never there..
were you there? sometimes you seem to be everywhere and at times you seem to be nowhere..

days passed like rockets in the outer space.. so fast.. whoosh and another week has gone by.. weren't today so familiar? oh yeah it seems just like ystd when it was last saturday.. then monday would be the start to a whole new week and it will end.. again..

every tiny little thing reminds me of you.. the memories were too deeply engraved in me for me to forget..

so emo nowadays.. maybe it's just mood swings..

harry potter watched liao.. surf's up also.. fyi: both rocked.. really hard!! (meaning, they are absolutely very nice and everyone shld watch it!) sry to my friends if i said i will watch with you all but i reli need a movie to perk my day tt day sry again..

gtg bye..

2007-07-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

307 DAY!!! <333
07-07-07!

2007-07-07T16:48:00.001+08:00

chinese oral finished ystd! yippee! haha! went home with xinglin, jea, xinyi, huizhi and feini! sat at mac for 1 hr plus? just to wait for 5.30! haha.. met mummy at cck to go causeway! so happy cos oral finish le!! XD i reli tried maintaining eye contact with both of them but whenever i look at them the words just slipped out of my mind so i choose the easy way out - stare at the wall directly in front of me.. lol.. but i think it ain't very hard.. just that i am reli reli nervous! haha.. then last night went home le watched totally spies at 10 to 10.30 and then i told myself to slp for a while and guessed wad? i din eat my dinner or bathe and lie on that sofa until 11 the next day which is TODAY! lol.. oh ya the only thing i rmb is that last night javier kept stucking apples in my mouth.. haha i think in the end i ate 2 and went back to my slumber.. lol in the end i dun even know it's dream or reality! but mum got tell me it's true lahh today.. XDD my bro's cute huh??!! :D nicholas's songs are nice.. watched bleach 132 too! just watched spirited away!it rules!!! LURVE! all my darcy series books read finish le.. so sian.. nth to entertain my life! booo~

一直到最后才发现原来幸福真的离我好远好远

那是不可能的我不停的对自己说

虽然缘分总是在旁玩弄我但我得理性一点

王子啊你离我远的遥不可及

我的丑八怪！

2007-07-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

hoho! watched 我的丑八怪 just now and it is nice! want to see what happens next but it seems cannot watch until next next wk.. it's a complicated show routine thingy! anyway today slacked my day away and ystd was kinda stupid cos like a typical s'porean, since it's the last day of gst 5% thingy every1 went to get wadeva they need and where did my family choose? OG! lol.. and there's nth to shop although did snap up some good deals! lol.. found may's fave 99% choco at only $3.80 for 2.. meiji one somemore!! haha! read finish darcy bk no. 2 lor.. it's great like all darcy bks do and i am reading no. 3!! haha.. its seems kinda nice even from after 2 chap nia! (: tmr's youth day wad to do? i wanna get some chem facts right but who can i ask?? most of them are gong gong abt chem too! XD see first lor..

“爱情是什么？怎么分辨爱与喜欢呢？

当你爱一个人为什么就是说不出口？

人什么都能赢就是爱情不能掌握呀！”

为何我的希望总是落空？

bleach marathon!!

2007-06-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

heyss! this is the first wk of sch and i'm pretty much adapted to it.. but sometimes when the topic goes back to sec3camp, still sort of feel like i'm still in m'sia and it doesn't reli feels like i'm back in s'pore! lol.. anyway today watched the bleach dvd (正版 leh!）bought from m'sia one, got ep 123 to 128 and i watched it at a go! just now i watched 129 to 131 so it's sort of like watching BLEACH MARATHON of 9 episodes straight! haha! went to mac ystd with may and jea today went to mac (again) with may, jea, fn and pj! haha! i sent a msg that made every1 so worked up! that msg was supposed to be displayed on the tv in mac! but it was kinda slow so even by the time we left the msg still din show and i lied to them that it's abt them and their AHEM and guess wad? these ppl (aka my frens) reli believe i would such a thing! can you believe them?! LOL! so honestly i din write anything that would embarrass any1 dun worry! (err.. dunno if they will see this anot! XD) haha! will you ever feel as though your feelings get all jumbled up whenever you see some thing? haha.. well i know i would if i see anything related to outer space! LOL!

你显得忽近忽远

让我摸不清爱情

SEC3CAMP'07

2007-06-25T19:34:00.000+08:00

what should i do?
i love bus threeee!

hehe!! camp is over but it rules!! everything we done is countless and the memory will be FOREVER! XD oh yeahh.. L6 ROCKS!! haha!! D'PARADISE, MINI M'SIA, CIP, TENT DAYS (NIGHT TREK, RAFT BUILDING, WASHING OF VEGGIES, ABSEILING, OBSTACLE, TRAPS BUILDING, TELEMATCHES) haha like summary sia! oh yeah after the night trek at the middle of the jungle saw so many stars!! i've nvr seen so many stars before in my life! XD i was enjoying very much while basking in the stars!! sighx!! before the camp de 2 days i was at cruise and it was pretty boring! it was superstar aquarius and it is not as gd as virgo lah!! and after camp de 2 days was at bintan and it was great!! the pool rocks and played archery and the food rocks!! XD yeahh i managed to borrow the 2nd bk of DARCY series and am reading it now! XD hehe! doing the 7 wonders project just now with the BDAE GIRL NG SI YI and LFN and JEALEE!! hoho! ok gtg liao!

爱情简直让人无可自拔，令人身不由己。但那令人沉醉的感觉也让人不能从中抽身出来。那感觉有如甜甜的巧克力，不可能停止吃下去。我爱巧克力！！

[[真想继续和你零距离]]

[ 缘分作祟 ]

release the lock and let your love runs free

I JUST <3 ELIZABETH ASTON!!

2007-06-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

I LOVE ELIZABETH ASTON!
haha! can you believe it? i re-typing this for the 3rd time! cos the com no, the internet no, blogger got a stupid, idiotic and freaking problem!! spoil all my mood lahh!! where is the saved as draft thingy??? heck! anyway back to the point!! elizabeth aston is truely a heroine in many young women's eyes! why?? cos she can make ppl feel as though they are in love through her words!! LOVE! she is as good a heroine as jane austen man!! haha! i reli think every girl or women likewise should read her DARCY series cos they are amazing! rmb the time when i read the 1st book and say that it's was fabulous but the ending was torn out?! well, i found out something even better than the ending in book 4! haha! i just finished it at ten! XD anyway her stories are just great and if you read them you won't regret it!! XD i found out that i am reli attracted to JANE AUSTEN these 2 words! cos anytime anywhere i see a book with these two words, i would bring it home!! XD these few days have been doing hw! gonna finish le! cos i have no time for them next week! to be specific it's this sat to next sun!! haha! ALFRED 满月 on 17/06!! XD he's my little nephew! i reli think anytime is also a good time for a book! haha! instead should say we must 把握每份每秒 to read a book!! haha cos u never know if a good book is hiding SOMEwhere!! XD i wanna read the DARCY series 2nd bk!! but have to go central library @ bugis! haha! btw watch finish 转交*遇到爱 le!! haha! tmr got bbQ @ ECP so will see TRIOSEVEN peeps! haha!

the stars that capture my heart whole

please shine a little harder tmr

i won't miss it for the world! :D

myy dearest enemyy~

2007-06-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

today got remedial.. (: maths.. chinese oral was soooo SIGHX.. today read finish one terrrific book and watched 转角，遇到爱。so nice!! went bpp after maths to find jeaLEE.. went to the LIBRARY!! in the end borrowed 2 bks when my other bks haven finish.. at this a point.. i wan to ask a qn.. which is worse? <1> not reading a good book OR <2> reading a good book but the ending is tore out!! sad rite?? (: went bishan, woodlands, jec all in a span of ystd.. saw a thing that is now on my NO. 1 WANTED LIST.. BLEACH SOUNDTRACK!! with D'TECHNOLIFE!! LOVE! went for cip ystd!! met a totally cool gal called SERENE LIM AN QI!! haha.. will rmb her de!! ((: that day we ran ard the whole wcp like mad and played like siao!! we were "treasure hunting" and its was so fun then we were up for the obstacle thingy and the balancing thingy and of cos not forgetting the PYRAMID!! we were up there for a longgg time and not letting ppl climb up HAHA! and before we bid gdbye, we waved our hands like siao!! haha!! nana and me!! haha!

group pic!

me & serene!

just now was surfing youtube for news of MYOLIE AND BOSCO!! they rocked!!! did i mention this a hundredth time already? oops! oh and BOA, HM too.. was listening to their songs just now!!

PLEAD TO ALL: who has the book by elizabeth aston?? you would be saving a life!! XD

won't you look up at the sky

the stars will lead the way

有缘无份haix

2007-05-29T22:56:00.000+08:00

ystd went to cultural potpourri.. spent the whole day going places! in the morning to bukit timah hill to bring children to see and play.. lol.. for cip.. then later fn came my house and she helped me decided on wad to wear and how to dress.. lol.. have to repay her man.. then go her house so later we can move off together.. then miss TPJ forgot her specs and i have to be the delivery man and then when we reached mac at 6, there was only me and fn and finally after 20 min some one came.. then another.. they say until like i normally don't dress like a GIRL.. lol.. then may came and we waited outside mac for her father for some time and ppl came and went.. lol.. then finally we've reached and i can't wait for the cultural pot to start! but the time pass so s-l-o-w-l-y.. lol.. then when we finally got in i found out i haven give TPJ her specs and we have to rush all the way out to give her.. and when we went back the nice nice lady said we cannot go in and have to wait for another EIGHT MIN! i dun blame her i blame the organiser or whoever cos it is NOT EVEN 7.45 YET!! so freakk.. then we waited and when we were finally in the pot was a blast and it reli rocked.. ((: then there was a break and saw many many ppl and this time i won't dare to be late and we were finally seated and pot part 2 began.. before we knew it, the pot was over! sighx.. so i rang my dad to pick us all up and only at ard 10.50 we left ucc hall.. lol.. it was pretty late huh.. it was then i found out i was so tired and i was sleeping - err sort of closing my eyes - for the trip and finally i was home!
and for today, life is boring as per normal.. the only perks today were FU YU FAN YUN x2 cos rerun of last night and hannah montana x2..! lol.. then took a nap for i think 4 hrs and the dream was reli reli weird sort of consisted of korean, japanese and china and some recent books i read all combined into one! haha.. so now i am here because i can't get enough of hm's one in a million and wanted to blog! so now that i've did them i should get going.. gotta make some plans for my dull dull day tmr.. so long!

ps i wanna watch pirates of the caribbean.. who wanna go too??

茫茫人海之中我还是看到了一个亮眼的人物

you are one in a million ^_^

2007-05-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

today had netball interclass.. yay! they won 3 classes~ woohoo!! haha.. surfing youtube now.. this is a really good song by a really good artiste!!!! <33

ONE IN A MILLION HANNAH MONTANA

How did i get here
I turned around and there you were
Didn´t think twice or rationalize
Cause somehow i knew
That there was more that just chemistry
I mean i knew you were kind of into me
But i figured it´s too good to be true
I said pinch me, where´s the catch this time
Can´t find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before i get use to this guy
Chorus:
They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink
Of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody
Like you were a million to one
Can´t believe it
You´re one in a million
All this time i was looking for love
Try'na make things work that weren´t good
Enough
Till i thought i´m through, said i´m done
Then stumbled into the arms of the one
You´re making me laugh about the silliest
Stuff
Say that i´m your diamond in the rough
When i´m mad at you; you pull out your velvet
Gloves
I feel drunk but i am sober
And i´m smiling all over
Every time i see that sparkle in your eyes
Chorus
I feel drunk but i am sober
And i´m smiling all over
Every time i see that sparkle in your eyes
Chorus

haha enjoy!

i am back! yeah!

2007-05-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

woohoo!! blogger is finally working!! and while it was fixing its wadeva error i wasn't slacking either!! read so many books in a go without much rest and it was terrific just that it sort of took up pretty much of my time.. haha the feeling was so shiok like after a run after a long break!! woohoo!! read a book about people in valley which i can pretty much relate to after my exam on geog.. lol.. then there's a book that was pretty stupid in the middle but since it had a nice ending it is under my fave book list.. LOL.. then just finished one book on a psychic and a journalist.. kinda nc16 though but again, it had a nice ending hence u could just treat the nc16 part as art.. (: ohhkayy the bloggy thingy is kinda weird.. good in a way but freaky in another.. auto-saving-drafts-service.. lol.. my mid yr is pretty much ohkay maybe a little better than expected in some areas but kinda disappointed on one particular subject.. sighx.. nvrm tt i still gotta get back eng and hcl tmr.. went to xl's house on friday and stayed until pretty late haha.. and wad were we doing? PUZZLE.. in the end not only one person said that they were "puzzled abt the puzzle" haha.. it was a challenging one i admit.. for 7 people to put their minds together and in the end only fixed abt a quarter of the puzzle proved it all.. i mean it is a 2000 puzzle excuse me? and it's tough! LOL.. was at home honing my skills at fixing puzzlez with 2 puzzles both 500 nia.. sighx.. these days its pretty much puzzle craze yah? ya know SHE is leading the pack too.. haha! its pretty late lerr.. gtg!

by the silver moonlight

i see your face

中中中国话！！

2007-04-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

below you shall see countless of words SEE IF YOU CAN FIGURE IT OUT~

扁担宽板凳长扁担想绑在板凳上扁担宽板凳长扁担想绑在板凳上伦敦玛莉莲买了件旗袍送妈妈莫斯科的夫司基爱上牛肉面疙瘩各种颜色的皮肤各种颜色的头发嘴里念的说的开始流行中国话多少年我们苦练英文发音和文法这几年换他们卷著舌头学平上去入的变化平平仄仄平平仄(仄仄平平仄仄平)好聪明的中国人好优美的中国话扁担宽板凳长扁担想绑在板凳上板凳不让扁担绑在板凳上扁担偏要绑在板凳上板凳偏偏不让扁担绑在那板凳上到底扁担宽还是板凳长哥哥弟弟坡前坐坡上卧著一只鹅坡下流著一条河哥哥说宽宽的河弟弟说白白的鹅鹅要过河河要渡鹅不知是那鹅过河还是河渡鹅全世界都在学中国话孔夫子的话越来越国际化全世界都在讲中国话我们说的话让世界都认真听话纽约苏珊娜开了间禅风lounge bar柏林来的沃夫冈拿胡琴配著电吉他各种颜色的皮肤各种颜色的头发嘴里念的说的开始流行中国话多少年我们苦练英文发音和文法这几年换他们卷著舌头学平上去入的变化平平仄仄平平仄(仄仄平平仄仄平)好聪明的中国人好优美的中国话有个小孩叫信上街打醋又买布买了布打了醋回头看见鹰抓兔放下布搁下醋上前去追鹰和兔飞了鹰跑了兔洒了醋湿了布嘴说腿腿说嘴嘴说腿爱跑腿腿说嘴爱卖嘴光动嘴不动腿光动腿不动嘴不如不长腿和嘴到底是那嘴说腿还是腿说嘴全世界都在学中国话孔夫子的话越来越国际化全世界都在讲中国话我们说的话让世界都认真听话全世界都在学中国话孔夫子的话越来越国际化全世界都在讲中国话我们说的话让世界都认真听话

HAHA! pretty obvious huh.. i am supposed to be revising chem now but... lol.. fine.. i am here so that's that!! ((; hmm.. oh ya HEY HUIZHI! haha.. and xinyi I CAN SEE YOUUU!! OUR EVIL DEEDS ARE PUBLICISED!! everyone do not be deceived by xy's appear-to-be innocent appearance SHE IS EVIL!! and to everyone out there I AM NOT BLIND LA... alamak!!! leong fei2 came my house today and i din see her home! i guess tmr we wun see her! haha! tmr 12.30 release lohh!! yah! last time dunno posted how long then in the end din get posted so by now i also forget the content liao!

by now i seriously know that some friends are not wad they appears to be.. once a leopard always a leopard it can never change its spots.. i'vr tried i've failed.. dun blame me for giving up.. i dunno failed how many times le.. to youuu i am speechless i wanna say go and die but guess wad? u will one day so there's no need for me to curse you now.. u betrayed once u have to betray AGAIN.. u think ppl dunno u are not trustworthy mehh.. u are no different from any "enemies" u have out there!!! u nvr let any1 change their bad impression of u and in the end u will still end up SLASH AND SLASH!! woooohoooo go ahead! jia youuu!!!!! YOU ARE THE ROOT OF YOUR OWN PROBLEMS! u think slashing can solve anything? think too much!!

rrrr... speechless...

our distance is just too.. far

2007-04-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

i hate this boundary! .between us.

bdae over le!! the first thing i hear at sch is that I AM OLD! i've joined the 15 gang! haha.. in other words those who say i am old are JUST JEALOUS! wahaha.. yeahh chinese and maths test is over.. for now! ((: tmr got chem remedial.. unless there's a miracle, otherwise i think tmr i am gonna be a little emo.. maybe any1 can pei me go walk walk.. u know.. the sch is big lor.. u can walk and think abt stuff and somehow sort them out.. haha.. maybe tmr i'm just gonna do tt! hehe.. nan er lei should be shed so easily mehh.. its just maths.. relax lahh.. every1 also feel so terrible after a maths test.. its like.. SI LE! WAN LE!! pls lahh who dun think like tt aft a maths test is sot one lor! (: today no odac cos every1 slack! haha joking lahh cos tcr say no means no lor.. ran 2.4 km today! quite pathetic! worse than my sec 2 one.. maybe cos no train! sighx.. day aft tmr is SPORTS DAY! i think this is the first time i dun wanna run! (: yea yea!

finally it has melted and now it has to build up the fences again.. the feeling i thought would not appear so soon has reappear.. however there is another contradiction.. this feeling is not suppose to happen! our distance is just too far.. and you are just a hindrance to my happiness.. there's no way you can make me happy.. no way within your boundary..

黄宗泽&胡杏儿

2007-04-14T14:35:00.000+08:00

黄宗泽&胡杏儿 they are so sweet lor!! dun believe see for yrself!!

woohoo!! they are sooo sweet!! so are my friends!! hehe!! thks for making this already very special day sooooo special!! haha.. is 15 reli tt old? xy! oh ya found out from yahoo answers abt APRIL 14: April 14 is the beginning of New Year (ancient Sanskrit Calender, now a day it is followed only by Tamilians), On April 14, the Sun will be in Aries and in exaltation, therefore a child born on that day will have good soul or better say blessed soul!

HEHE! okie gtg cya!

the imm trip [fish&co.]

2007-04-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

is it that obvious? oh man.

went to imm wif jea, may, wx.. went to eat fish&co. but when i saw the menu it's like WAD THE? but a very kind soul WEEE XIN treated me 3/4 of the total price! THKS WX!! <33 haha.. then the penne was quite nice but i was too full so in the end it more of YUCK! haha.. my own opinion kae.. ((: but the fish was great! thks may for letting me "kope"! <33 hee.. jea was like keep getting held in suspense so she was like "itching" so much to know.. haha.. then at 5.30 lidat we left the eatery.. then jea left and me, may and wx go walk walk.. lol.. then they keeping "bi wen"-ing me!! i scared so run away! haha.. scared later sit there some more ppl think we 3 sot.. lol.. then WX happens to want to treat me to ice cream!! hehe.. the girl there so good lor!! haha if i am a guy i sure like her one!! even if first time meeting lor.. haha.. cos she is so similar to wen ting! i miss them! ahh.. ((: then wx bought the 5 scoop one.. wahh super full!! haha.. VERY CHOCOLATE rocks! yeah! then we sat down and ate.. after chatting till 7 plus we went to take the shuttle bus.. so qiao we all diff bus.. haha! oh my wt's online! haha nan de~ rush back home just in time for fu yu fan yun!! haha.. bleach din manage to see! oh man. i'm turning 15 in 1 hr!! actually is 5 hrs cos i am born at 3.59am!! haha.. THKS BELINDA for the prezzie loved it so! <33

whatifilikeyouonlytenpercent?doihavetherighttoaskyoutolikemetooidunnowhattodo.why,whyamilikethat?onmylips,isaythisbutinmymind,it'sallthat!ohman!i'mnotbeingfair!you!givemeareasontobefairwouldyou!?

there's no such thing as fair in love and war

cheer up my fren (:

2007-04-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

why do some people always think they are correct? dun worry i am not angry, just feeling that other than being silly lidat.. they are actually quite funny!! haha.. and i wanna zheng tt silly person! its so fun lor! hee.. yeahhh.. hey dear people.. 2 days nia..!!!! hehe.. btw MAY L.! i finished my tt blog liao lah!! haha.. HAPPY BDAE HF!! hoho.. bleach 121 liao!! yeah tmr then watch!! FU YU FAN YUN so shiok!! can't to see finish lor!! bosco so cute can??!!! haha he and hu jie er so sweet lor!! see.. hehe..

my fren here has a problem and i dunno wad to do for her.. hopefully she will find the path to her smiles again.. i think nobody told her this but when she smile from her heart she is beautiful.. but she lack of self confidence and security.. she shouldn't be.. she have us.. and she will always have.. ((:

lookie my sweet sweet junior who has already bought my present! hehe luv her loads!! BELINDA!

btw today finally finished the 2 BIG tests!! hehe.. gtg buaiz~!

for all time--

2007-04-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

hehe.. went bowling today and it was a terrible performance.. sighx.. then i ALONE brought ah buii to explore civil service club.. haha.. there was a lot of cool places like the treehouses.. 5 diff types of swimming pools.. a pond that even has a mini waterfall.. cool right?? hahas.. today is good friday! lol.. weds cca was supposed to be orienteering at kent ridge park but since there is LIGHTNING CAT 1.. we can't go.. aww.. so instead it is in school.. (: haha quite boliao but still it was fun!! seeing them doing pt!! and finding that mysterious "skyscraper" it's easy lor.. ystd went to bukit panjang plaza with jea, wx, pj and may.. cafe cartel.. the coffee rules! haha with ICE CREAM.. chatted and played truth or dare.. and its lame de lor.. sighx.. "when rules turn loose" finish liao but got a new show at ch 55!! yeah.. still have to wait till 11 then can watch cos just now missed it.. oh yeah i was reading a book - for all time - and it rocks!! after reading finish it i may explain it out.. hehe.. BLEACH ROX!! watched the manga chapter 240 liao!! omg! it reli rules!

saw your blog today.. din wanna give myself hope.. cos still dunno whether like u anot but i know.. u are impt to me.. but in wad way? everytime i see u at yr cca with all yr best.. i am so glad but actually i am being selfish because the reason why is that yr attention is all on it and will not be on.. her.. pathetic i know.. i told myself a million and one times le.. sighx.. why din i get shy after getting bitten twice..

i wanna listen do u wanna tell?

my ice prison; my love

2007-03-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

in a concealed place; ice age
it feels. but it doesn't melt. that's my heart.

went to JEL with pj, wx, jl, fn.. hee.. recently like keep treating library as second home.. lol.. every fri's home.. haha.. went there last week too.. but somehow it's like everytime go there must be because there's problems.. sighx.. so it ain't a good place to go huh? (: thurs went sumo after school.. go makan and bought the cheapest meal.. lol.. then rush off to lot 1 to meet mummy.. but she din come so i act loner go library (haha joking la.. library rox!) to read my book.. so cool.. there so quiet.. there met mummy 45 min later and went to ice lemon tee for the close down sale and amazingly things were sooo cheap lor.. if only everyday's like this!! haha..

i fell in love again. but uncertainties are overflowing.
what can i do except wait? will this work?
i just don't want to get hurt. it's not a crime is it?

alot of shows are reaching finale.. like shi gong qi an!! haha.. weds got another finale - shi fa dai yan ren!! hehe.. boa rocks boa rocks!! haha why kbox dun have more of boa's songs? ((: oh ya went kbox with xl and wx on last sat.. haha.. missed the bowling trip! last time went there i was glad to score alot of strikes for first round!!!haha!! beginner neh!! hee.. right now my house quite re nao cos relatives got come and my room is like the official GIRLS ROOM?! haha.. one is over there sian sian cos no entertainment then one sitting there reading dear kelly and the last one is "lame-ing" around!! lol!!! gtg!! buaiz!

my heart is trapped in an ice prison
it will melt. one day.

cinderella-LIKE story

2007-03-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

omg!! i think i've just read the world's best english novel! haha so good that i read 260 pages in 3 hrs! it rocks!!
the name is IF I HAVE A WICKED STEPMOTHER, WHERE'S MY PRINCE? (((: so i'm officially hooked on english books now.. go chinese.. flunk like hell.. apparently i think i ate some chinese all FAIL potion! sighx.. AMAZINGLY while my chinese is taking a dive english seems to be escalating! hehe! (: boa boa boa rocks!! hannah hannah hannah!! yeah yeah!! both of them are women, they sing, they are pretty and they ROCK!! shi gong qi an is sooo nice!! xi xiang qi yuan too!! not forgetting shi fa dai yan ren!!! haha i wan HU JIE ER and HUANG ZONG ZE to work together again!! ((: yeah.. u know whenever boa have songs in two ver. meaning jap or kor.. it seems the korean ones sound nicer!! except for those original jap ones la.. translate to kor guai guai de.. haha.. rmb this: JACQ 04!! haha!! i wan eng bks eng bks!! remind me to go lib on tues!! ahh~~ i am dying.. i wan eng bks..!!!! GTG!

FOUND THE MISSING PIECES; OUR PICTURE IS COMPLETED by MYRA - miracles happen

the wonder of friendster

2007-03-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!! found out alot of recent info abt ppl i should have noticed long time ago until now!! haha.. mostly are ppl from dlss.. all i can say is WOW! they never changed! identical u may call it and the most creepy thing is they sound so pro in english.. and that reli make me zi bei.. somehow.. and this i reli din know but now tt i know i wanna say.. YUAN LAI MALES ALSO LIKE TO ZI LIAN ONE!!! lol.. call me slow or wad but i reli realised it, amazed.. haha.. then i realised tt things like friendster, blogs, and msn reli brings ppl closer.. tt is the wonder.. the same "wonder" i felt when i see a vast land OR desert OR outer space.. GREEK? haha.. well the main point is I FELT AMAZED!

today got cca!! went to ajc for sports climbing level 1!! i was very happy with my achievement when i managed to climb the 11m "flat" wall all the way to top (together with the other 5) BUT when i challenged the "ao tu bu ping" wall, SIGHX.. died halfway thru.. felt pretty pathetic.. the first one i thot of giving up once but i perSEVERED!! then the second wall made me determined to climb EVEN more harder than the first one BUT the result proved different.. SIGHX.. maybe cos i exerted too much energy before or my physique build or the nature of element then (ITS RAINING! err.. although very very xiao yu).. well.. excuses la.. at least tt made me feel better - well.. at least before i spilled it out.. bleh.. anyway enjoyed myself except for the sore foot.. sighx.. i felt like a jc student ya know and i was thinking.. hey its true wad IN 2 YRS' TIME! haha..

oh ya a very very hilarious scene!! finally "zheng" pj!! haha.. she thot she can't "shuai" diao us but we did and she was so dumb not to see us BY JUST LOOKING STRAIGHT! lol.. and tt craigven thing is LAMER.. ha.. no offense reli.. u know yq and craigven are not reli good liers.. hehehe.. i still can't believe i have such a thick skin AND gong cousin!! tell me i'm dreaming!!

haha.. i've came and i've gtg! buaiz! tmr gtg JEL.. study! somehow.. although lao jea's definition had nth to do with it.. XDD

need some time but i know i will heal

2007-03-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

haha.. unknowingly it's been 2 yrs le.. alot of things happened and passed.. thank you for giving me so much happiness i assume u nvr knew rite? haha.. thanks aside.. i wanna wish u all the best.. dunno if u would ever see this.. ((: must stay happy!! i guess my story will end here.. but u must continue yr story further~ ((:

i always think tt every experience is black and white and it's up to u to fill it with colours.. just like when u like someone.. i've heard someone said before.. dun be afraid to love to the fullest.. although u may get hurt some way thru u know u are happy in the process rite? so ya.. wadeva u do must first satisfy yrself.. r u happy with the result? ((: its a gd approach to everything else too ya know.. only when u give it yr all will u experience the true happiness and bliss that follows.. as a bystander i can tell some ppl are taking things for granted and only cherish them when u lose them.. ai yo.. how late would it be? so sometimes if giving up is better for everyone then do it but if u feel holding on will give u the contentment then stay true to yr heart!! follow yr heart it will lead u to alot of unexpected events.. i believe every part and parcel of our life are either a lesson or an experience to make us cherish what is going to happen next! be positive! if u feel that u lost something.. u will gain something in return.. no kidding!! lol.. optimistic will go a long long way! smiles everyone!!!

watch shu tong yao today!! ahh it rocks!! ancient korea is so cool can? everything they do or say carries a sense of sincerity and so it is much more meaningful!! hee.. ohhh.. sui shi hou ming last episode today! haha.. not bad lahh.. tell u all a big secret.. LI NUO YI rocks!!! omg.. i nearly melted when i hear him speak cantonese!! ahhh~ and heard from ah wee that "wars of in laws" de bosco wong and hu jie-er stead lehh!!! and from "under the canopy of love" de yi shi and alan stead also.. ahh~ tian sheng yi dui!! they rock so much!!

btw BOA ROCKS!!! dun dare contradict me ahh! she sings both sentimental and fast songs very well!! <33 her.. her "sunshine" rocks! ((: its gonna be ten soon.. hee.. tmr got road run!! sighx.. today went to lay the ropes on the ground.. ouch that stupid ** went and pull the rope.. and my poor finger now haix.. pain!! like its burning.. lolx.. SO I WARN U PPL OUT THERE BETTER NOT DESTROY OUR HARD WORK!! (: okie.. gtg! buaiz!

my prince is out there somewhere;
and one day i will find u!! (:

my solar eclipse story

2007-03-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

its story time again!! (:

the story of a moon:
there was once lived a moon
it revolved around earth for millions of years
but it never gave up finding the one
it once fell in love with phobos (mars' 1st moon)
it thought that it was the one
so it always looked forward to the once in
the thousands of years when it get ever so close to it
however on the 99th time it found out the phobos
had all along had another one in mind
it was deimos (mar's 2nd moon)
heartbroken as it was it decided to give phobos up
but every thousands years again it will
stop and slow down whenever phobos and deimos pass by
gradually moon realise that since it could not be the one
then it should at least give them its best blessings
so every thousands years, it would let itself be "eaten"
by the sun and form the solar eclipse

even the moon knows when to give its blessings..

just like the moon, my heart is being eaten unwillingly, how i wish it will be gone so all these pain won't stay..

the tears have dried up in one part of my heart that's why it never manage to flow out..

why does those sentences weigh so much in my mind? its unbearable..

you're just like poison.. when you hurt me the impact doesn't come immediately.. it will come when you least expect it and hit you with a boom..

the part that is hurt will take some time to heal and it's not gonna be soon

i know no one will come and
save me this time round;
cos i need to be my own hero

my desert theorem

2007-03-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

my 100th post! thought something special might happen when i write this post.. but sighx.. i realised the more i wait, somehow the more hurt i will be so yeah.. maybe stop this once and for all will be better.. (:

mydesertTHEOREM

walking on and on.. all i see is sand everywhere..
why and how did i end up in the desert?
the wind is too strong.. wait.. isn't that a person i see?
it's him.. why is he moving back while i am moving towards him..
wait.. why can't he hear me?
yes.. i've reach him.. he's right in front of me..
i could see his features distinctly.. it's him alright..
i reach out one hand and wanted to touch him
but what i have in my hand is sand.. uncountless sand..
where is he? he's gone..
i see.. it's only a mirage..
it was all along, just a mirage...

common tests is over! yeah! so happy.. let me see.. eng and chi ai yah see luck how.. (: then the rest of the subjects not very confident lah but i am pinning my hopes on my e. maths and physics! (: jia you!! next wk got road run and cca! i dun wanna run lehh.. lol.. i can't help feeling i should be sad now but why even though there's no 1 around and i still have to compress my feelings.. xin ku lehh.. ):

YEAH! MUMMY PROMISED TO BUY BOA'S ALBUM FOR ME!! <333

btw, zhang dong liang's 重伤 very nice leh.. but quite sad lahh and this morning i heard over the radio of jj's 忘记 and it was playing in my head throughout geog test.. haha.. seems like during geog test, i have more time to sing in my mind.. lol.. oh ya.. last weekend read bleach comic from 23 to 25! aizen, ichimaru and tousen are back! with 20 arrancars who are half hollow and half shinigami.. among them got 10 are vastro lordes i think! ahhh bleach rox!! haha.. me gtg watch 117 le! (: cya!

as if my milky way is not dark enough

2007-02-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

darn.. what the hell is wrong with me?? zui jin bu shi duper sad jiu shi sot diao.. walao.. today you gao depress.. not like i wan.. idiot.. then went home straight to sleep how i know i wake up already 8+ my HANAKIMI!!! idiot!! still have to catch up thru youtube!! dunno what to say le.. err.. the kukup trip was quite fun although in the end still lose money.. :X then yeahh had a big surprise.. saw some ppl then some1 very happy.. ((: mon, tues, weds went bai nian.. nan de today can go home and sleep and take a break.. tmr got chem POP quiz.. heard very hard.. man.. 11 liao.. bleach got 116 le.. decided to see tmr.. lol..

disappointed, depressed, sad, upset, angry
like not having u ard is not enough
so tired so mad so confusing so contradicting
near to an end le
dying soon can i reverse everything
start over a new life maybe??
sighx sighx sighx!!!!

a miracle may not even save me this time

thank you for letting me love you

2007-02-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

valentine's day is over.. tt day was so surprising!! in return for the present (that i stayed up to 1 am to finish.. touched?) i gave everyone, i've got tons of love from the girls especially.. duh rite.. only the girls gave! and their sincerity fill my heart full!! the guys.. only got 'kopeing' de fen.. ((: i offered sweets.. hehe.. that day somehow went for cca.. then in the name of 'accompanying lao junn' went to a match after cca.. then last stop kfc! went there to revise ss.. lol.. and some something happen.. then so gao xiao!! (: that day stay until pretty late and it was a very unique vday! lol.. then this afternoon got cny celebrations and the nh idol winner from 204 was pretty good.. wonder if she got join campus superstar.. she should.. (: then after school after finally decided where to go and leaving pj at je, we went to west mall and the 3 ladies can chat until 5 about their class.. lol.. then halfway thru ah jea left and in turn saw lao ying and ah leong.. then lao ying gao missing and everyone so worried yuan lai she already went home.. lol.. then we 4 me, xiu, may, wx plus fn went around in west mall for like half an hour then we left.. at least wx bought what she wanted.. ((: hahahaha today reli very funny.. btw during vday alot of couples went ermm.. 'public' haha.. just now went home din pack bag and after dinner i actually slept on the sofa! its so comfortable! ((: but missed out 3 shows! sighx.. finally pulled myself up at 11 and went to pack bag and came to post! ((: btw so ya know i am going to kukup, m'sia from sat to mon! :) at here i'd like to wish everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

HANAKIMI ROX!
&you made my day

`stay by my side; my star:.

2007-02-10T14:20:00.002+08:00

thks ya all for keeping my blog alive.. ((: next wk is cny!! but after tt is ct! drats.. recently got my geog test din finish then the chi test and the maths practice also din finish.. very scared leh.. let it shine next mon finale le.. so fast.. shu tong yao getting to the peak le.. hehe.. yeah.. hana kimi showing on ch u on 15 FEBRUARY!! can't wait.. but also at seven.. clash with sty.. man.. nvrm.. i've always been watching the 11 o clock one.. ai yo.. but tests coming..!!! oh ya.. odac de sec 1 came le.. they very cute la.. then the sec 2s like soo happy cos got juniors liao.. XDD last weds play captain ball with them then went crazy... lol.. that day they first time come mah.. haha.. actually i thot going into a new class will be like sec 1 but its not the case.. they all seem very friendly and totally cool.. so this chairman thing seem pretty fun with this class.. but they very jia liat leh.. everyday throw sweets ard then eat le wrappers everywhere.. lol.. tues was sweeping the floor with su peng then found out our class are litter bugs!! litters everywhere.. then got a grp of ppl playing chess.. remind me of 207.. (: well from wad i know everyone seem to love their new class.. hee.. BOA ROCKS!! she got a new album "MADE IN TWENTY" hehe.. wanna buy!!

a chance worth taking;
its hard to do than to say

like i dun feel worse enough thks man ):

2007-02-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

walau.. ten bros finally finish and the ending was like sooo.. err.. speechless sia.. made me cry.. idiot.. twice lor.. once during the separation one and the other one when they become stars.. wahh.. sick.. now only left shu tong yao and let it shine that i will catch.. aww.. li nuo yi in the 8 o clock show rox.. so shuai.. and xinyi dun agree with me!! hmmm.. ((: bleach watch until 113 le!! although its lame but i like the name of the white arrancar.. hehe.. although he looks kinda scary.. hehe.. today suddenly gao you yu.. was so depressed all of a sudden.. dunno is angry or mad.. but i actually din eat for lunch and recess and i din feel hungry.. then as though in a trance, i walked past the stairs and walk straight down past the cookery rooms.. and made a turn to the sky garden.. then was staring blankly into space for like 5-10 mins? then again, like in a trance.. i walked down to 4th floor and past the music room and the lift then go up to 307 classrm.. for once i felt like i was home.. sheltered from all rain and shine.. then i dunno why i walk down to the canteen, to eat my bao.. maybe i just wan my frens to cheer me up.. but actually they did but i din have the strength and all to tell them they helped alot.. ((: i think that's wad frens are for.. i won't say everyone is my gd fren but those i feel i could confide in them and trust in them i would treat them as a gd fren.. i just hope they could feel it.. sec three is rocking my life! (for now at least!!)

a porcupine i am; not reli willing to be

CHAIRMAN?!

2007-01-14T16:32:00.000+08:00

hey ya'all! skin nice? hehe.. well i found out it's been some time since i posted.. :) erm.. sec 3 was ok.. the only test we had was the eng test.. the events that happened was 1st day of sch rapport building.. election of class committee.. cca extravaganza.. stepping down.. sec 1 orientation '07.. and i just came back from cruise.. hehe.. well.. our class is not bad lah.. but why can't there be more girls around my seat?? =.= thn this weekend's hw quite alot.. rrr.. bleach 110 liao! cruise was DUh.. the same.. but this time went to the karaoke.. totally cool.. though very ex.. just watch shi xiong di ep 1 to 5! it rox! then also watch hm! ((: kk gtg finish my mountain-ous hw!!~

new YEAR + tmr's sch reopen!!

2007-01-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ sch's gonna reopen soon! it's tmr!! we've less than 12 hrs till meeting again! :) so happy near to all of my sistas' class are beside mine!! only... YITING!! why are u all the way at 302??!!! :) sniff sniff.. anyway gotta wish ya all HAPPY 2007!! new year means more WORK! so good luck folks' !! haha.. lucky ah twin and feini same class as me! :) new year also means a new batch of sec 1s! haha that means we ought to be GOOD ROLE MODEL to them! (hoho.. that means us and also those bunch of monkeys who can't wait to be seniors... the sec1s'06! haha) somehow got a feeling this yr there's gonna be alot of things going on! :) JIAYOU! sent my new year wishes to quite a no of ppl and some were even TOUCHED! hehehehe! can u all sleep well tonight?? haha :) just ate my pizza wahaha.. later at 9 gonna watch HM!! XD so gtg buaiz for now!
207: i'm never forgetting anything abt this class!! from sec 1 to ndp to pie(more pizzas) to the chalet! so all the best this year! gotta shine throughout!!!!! :))

MY BLOG'S 2 YR OLD; MY CLASS 307

2006-12-29T15:25:00.000+08:00

oh my god... know our class le.. finally! i am in 307! if i din calculate wrong i should be reg no 19! hmm.. everyone in 207 either go 301, 302, 303, 304, 306, 307 or 308.. from 1 to 8 except 305! :) quite excited for sch reopen.. sec 3 neh.. in 5 days! wow! just celebrated xmas! it rocked! cos of one of my xmas present! haha.. NOKIA 7390!!! the pink one.. but dunno how to put songs in.. on xmas day itself i was so surprised but warm hearted to know that got 7 sistas wish me merry xmas! haha.. the most messages ever in a row for me! the other presents also totally cool! :) i wan to go library! no books to read liao! the darn popular still dun ave my chem books!! yao si ahhh!! if no choice then go sch buy lor.. sighx..

cannot-stop-listening BOA SONGS:
WINTER LOVE
BRAND NEW BEAT
KEY OF HEART
MILKY WAY
ATLANTIS PRINCESS
YOUR COLOR
SUNSHINE

cannot-stop-listening HM SONGS:
THIS IS THE LIFE
JUST LIKE YOU
BEST OF BOTH WORLDS
WHO SAID
THE OTHER SIDE OF ME

that's why music rules my world! recently been watching ALOT of ch 55 shows.. like jin zhi yu nie, yan zhi shui fen, ah wang xin zhuan and shu tong yao! hehe.. btw my blog's finally 2 yrs old!! oh my! XD kae.. gtg buaiz!

Romeo&Juliet

2006-12-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

last sunday whole family went to east coast park.. had great fun! we played alot of games.. lol.. like the qi tian da sheng one.. "qing ni gen wo zhe yang zuo..." zhong ji mi ma.. then went cycling though almost whole trip raining.. haix.. but it was still fun! then went to the beach.. lol.. had an attempt at building tunnel.. with 5 entrances.. haha.. then we played in the rain.. heyhey... they went for soccer later.. i din.. hehe.. a feud with soccer.. :) weds night went to wen's house to sleep overnight.. slept at 4 plus.. then the next day wake up go jurong point.. cool.. now all my books only left chem tb and wb!! sighx!! no popular i know got those bks!! but that day was still fun.. then at night still the same go wen's house to sleep and practice.. this time fang jie finally came!! haha.. and we practiced choir! lolx.. tt night slept at 3 plus.. the next morning which is today.. haha.. wake up very early so actually i shld be very tired now.. hehe.. but with the accompany of music.. MY EYES ARE WIDE OPEN! today went to lots of places.. firstly is go lot1 cos cousin got tuition then to buona vista-holland v then can't find what we wan so took a bus to queensway shpg ctr.. and still can't find.. then we went to the nearby ikea and really play ard.. haha.. it was reli fun! by the time we wanna go home is soon to be 7! wah~ then we walked to queenstown mrt and BACK HOME! btw changed song to liang shan bo yu zhu li ye..! tmr got a battle to tackle... cos nida go grandma's house.. so by the time i wake up should be 12 to 1 if there's no interference.. hehe.. then eat my 'brunch' then maybe IF i'm lucky we can take off at then and MUST make it back home by 5 on the spot! the feet must be in the house by 5! cos got a very very very impt show to catch! HANNAH MONTANA! ahhh~ see the preview soo cute.. lol.. gotta see the ending.. haha.. that's wad keeping me 'happy' this week.. at least.. after the finale of wars of in laws gotta find new entertainment mah.. haha.. so spend almost most of my time watching ch 55! now catching WAR AND BEAUTY..!! ep 18.. saw nokia 7390 today.. 2 diff colours at 2 diff shops.. hehe.. okie gtg.. seeing the post soooo long! buaizz!

YOUTUBING TONIGHT!! B...OA!

2006-12-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=10qiW8bavD4

it soooo rocked!! BoA's Winter Love MV subbed!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ei38rO4KoMQ

this rock just as much!! BoA's Brand New Beat! Subbed too!! Lol!

went youtubing today at night! lolx.. went crazy over BoA's videos.. hehe.. just now went to lot 1 with garyim and wenting.. :) then wt was crazy over dbsk.. haha.. i went crazy over bleach @ comic con.. lolx.. then they came over to my house and we were watching youtube on wt's dbsk and hard gay thingy and gy showed us a monya production on a very cute animation.. hehe.. then i showed wt and gy happy tree friends's videos.. lol.. cartoon violence.. then they went to watch tian wai fei xian.. hehe.. ariel lin so chio! :) saw her mv with xiao zhu on 'hao peng you' haha.. we came up with the conclusion that she still went for the wedding.. lol.. see it to believe it.. gotta go catch up on more BOA mvs!! byeeee!!!

Moving...To Beta!

2006-12-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ my blog has finally moved to beta! lol.. got a good news and a bad news.. good news is because there is wars of in laws to watch today but bad news is that it is the final episode! sighx.. what should i do now that my entertainment for EIGHT O CLOCK is gone? ahhh~ sighx sighx sighx! i found out that fiction books got one very good author.. ayamei! her books are all very nice to read.. haha i recommend to you all.. now i am reading her 5th work.. gong guan tong xun lu no. 96.. woohoo~ ystd went out with mummy to orchard.. my 1st time taking 190.. lol.. then went all around to buy every1's xmas presents.. wow.. bought quite a bundle.. very rewardful! lol.. 11 days to xmas eve.. 16 days to my blog's 2 yr bash! 18 days to new year eve.. 19 days to 1 jan 2007.. 21 days to SCHOOL REOPEN! 2 albums to buy! Westlife's the rose ALBUM & BoA's newest album! gotta look forward to something.. oh ya BLEACH episode 107! yay yay yay! hannah montana on weekends.. ai yo why all the things i look forward to seem so far away.. but i seriously feel this year's hols is passing faster than usual.. at the beginning of the hols i feel so relaxed.. then halfway thru the 1st month i missed school.. finally one month is over and seeing that soon school's gonna reopen.. ahh! i feel hols NOT ENOUGH! lol.. and now javier is climbing the table.. gotta go look after him.. haha.. kk byeee!!

hannah MADNESS!

2006-12-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

totally cool that today got show hannah montana times 4! lol! it rocked alot! i am hooked on it now if only it is shown on weekdays! woohoo~ from ystd to mon my parents not in s'pore! sighx.. missing them.. plus i went for chalet on thurs and fri at downtown.. lol.. din went escape cos raining.. and on the afternoon going to pasir ris, we were waiting for xh the da xiao jie and i din know it was so long le until fn and i got charged overstay.. my $2.. we went to check in and we practically stayed in the chalet.. lol.. then xl left at night even though i tried so so so hard for her to stay and even debated on THE issue but she still left.. then we were playing and joking and eating and watching tv.. mainly we were watching DOHA! it was soooo exciting! haha.. then me and xh talked till 4 then we sleep.. by the time we woke up actually say wanna go swimming but i reli can't pull myself up from the bed.. aww~ it was so comfortable.. so din go.. XP then it was soon 8.30.. and we were supposed to check out at 10.30 so they played MY payday.. lol.. then we checked out and ate breakfast then got chased out so we went outside burger king there and eat.. and fn's eye was so sharp! ha.. she spotted a guy from dlss.. haha.. he was staring at us like we were aliens.. bleh.. then they sat down and talked while may went to sleep.. so li hai they talked about the wooooo~ and may woke up to defend them and then i desperately changed the topic to animals.. haha.. but they did spend alot of time on the woooooo~ topic.. lol.. then we went home.. cool.. recently always sleep very late in the night.. like on mon err no should be tues cos its over 12.. my cousins slept over at my house and me and qi talked till 5.30 then sleep.. and before that i think we were too loud that there were ppl knocking our door! hoho.. then after we woke up which was tues, i watched isawk finale at jun's house cos they got cd.. then went to wen's house to sleep over.. then it was watching goong to sleep.. at 4 plus.. lol.. we ate and talked.. lucky no one came this time.. so when i woke up it was weds.. and that was the only night where i slept soundly till morning..ok la no reli soundly cos have to meet fn on thurs morning.. lol.. din 'zi ran xing' - natural wake.. haha.. so ya practically this week is the only busy week so far.. hoho.. now have to find new hobby cos isawk finish le and IT ROCKED! now i am starting over watching BUMP OFF LOVER however youtube got it one episode 8 parts i am still thinking will my patience wane anot.. so see first la.. now downloading episode 1 part 1 only 9 mins plus.. lol.. ok then gtg! byee!

ISWAK driving me nuts!!

2006-12-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

wow it's december liao.. still over here hun ri zi (rot in the house) been spending most days watching iswak on youtube.. now at episode 10.. did u know one episode is like 75 mins long? then just now cnnt find episode 10 part 2 so i was like searching thru internet trying to find a website for it.. but.. i found 1 then it linked me to a korean website! then i din know wad to do how to read the words.. so then i look for a korean dictionary website and match word to word.. ai yo.. now my eyes hurt so much.. ai yah dunno now how.. i think it is downloading.. hmm dunno correct anot.. it's 15%.. sighx.. then bleach is 50% still left 49 mins! ahh! ai yo i give up so i now watching ep 11 on youtube! rrr.. so xin ku!! so happy at least every night got wars of in laws to watch.. yay! ah wang xin zhuan still ok la.. woil better!! huang zong ze acted in both the drama and is both leads.. lol.. i still like him in woil!! better go eat choco to better my spirits.. then man man watch iswak.. sigh.. wrap finish all the books for sec 3 le.. still left a few books haven't buy.. I WAN TO KNOW MY CLASS! :D buaiz!